Chapter 114 is probably also about being utterly in love.

I would cry whenever I thought of a goldfish dying.

Lu Jiunian was certain that Shi Nianzhi was so kind that he wouldn't dare to lay a hand on him.

Shi Nianzhi's hand holding the knife trembled slightly. He looked at Lu Jiunian for a long time before suddenly placing the knife against his own neck.

"Get out of my way!"

His voice was hoarse from crying.

Lu Jiunian was not nervous at all; instead, he said in a mocking voice, "I think you're too lazy to do it to yourself. If you're so capable, then cut yourself cleanly."

"Don't come any closer."

The cold blade pressed against his neck, and Shi Nianzhi was also afraid; he truly didn't have the courage to die.

But he didn't want Lu Jiunian to touch him.

He disdains love that is purely physical and devoid of spiritual connection.

Lu Jiunian lowered his head, completely unaffected, and stopped above Shi Nianzhi's lips, his cold eyes staring directly at her.

"Your parents are old, and they only have one son. Do you dare to die?"

"Don't come any closer."

Shi Nianzhi was so angry that his breathing became unsteady. He took a deep breath, tears welling up in his eyes, as the sharp blade had already cut through the fair skin of his neck.

The blood droplets rolled down instantly.

The man's eyes darkened, and he reached out to squeeze Shi Nianzhi's wrist.

Shi Nianzhi suddenly became agitated. He took the knife away from his neck and was about to cut his wrist.

Lu Jiunian grabbed his wrist with lightning speed and shouted angrily, "Are you crazy!"

He gripped his fingers tightly, as if he wanted to crush Shi Nianzhi's bones.

Even so, Shi Nianzhi did not let go of the only knife he could use for self-defense.

Lu Jiunian forcefully pried open Shi Nianzhi's fingers one by one, leaving no room for argument, and snatched the sharp fruit knife from her before throwing it where Shi Nianzhi couldn't reach it.

He reached out and pinched Shi Nianzhi's chin so hard, "Don't make such a fuss about dying all the time. If there's a next time, I won't be so easy to talk to."

He pinched Shi Nianzhi's face, pulled her closer, and then spoke almost into her ear.

It sounded like a whisper, but the words were so cold and piercing: "You like cutting your wrists, don't you? Believe me or not, I'll send you to the hospital so you can cut them properly, and then have the doctors save you when you're on the verge of death. You want to commit suicide? I'll play along with you."

My phone rang.

Lu Jiunian shook off Shi Nianzhi's wrist and answered the phone.

On the other end of the line, Gu Zijian's voice was gentle, "Senior, are you asleep?"

He called out like that on purpose, with a hint of coquetry in his voice.

Lu Jiunian, however, seemed to fall for this, his usually cold expression softening considerably. "What's wrong?"

"I want to hear your voice."

Gu Zijian certainly couldn't say that he had called to check up on him.

Lu Jiunian smiled slightly, about to speak.

Shi Nianzhi suddenly spoke up, "He's with me."

Gu Zijian was immediately puzzled, "Where are you?"

Lu Jiunian hung up the phone immediately, his eyes filled with a sinister light as he looked at Shi Nianzhi.

An angry voice, demanding and rebuking, "Who told you to speak?!"

"Am I not telling the truth?"

Shi Nianzhi's eyes reddened, and when he looked at Lu Jiunian, there was always an unconcealable sadness in his eyes.

Lu Jiunian's phone rang again; it was clearly Gu Zijian calling back.

Shi Nianzhi glanced down at the caller ID, his voice seemingly indifferent, "Aren't you going to answer? Do you want me to answer it for you?"

Shi Nianzhi wasn't just saying it; he reached out to grab his phone.

The next second, Lu Jiunian forcefully flung his hand away, and the back of his hand hit the soft seat. Even so, it still hurt a little because the man was too strong.

Lu Jiunian turned off his phone, pulled Shi Nianzhi into his arms, said nothing, and then kissed her passionately and punitively.

The car stopped outside the villa, and the driver knocked on the barrier to indicate that they had arrived.

Lu Jiunian dragged Shi Nianzhi directly into the villa, regardless of Shi Nianzhi's wishes.

bedroom.

Shi Nianzhi was thrown onto the bed.

"You really need to be taught a lesson. Nothing you said today satisfied me, and you've made me furious."

Shi Nianzhi propped himself up on the bed with his elbows, raised his head, and asked Lu Jiunian in a low voice, "Does Gu Zijian know about what's going on between you and me? Would someone as outstanding as him allow you to betray him like this?"

Lu Jiunian paused as he knelt on the bed, unbuttoning his shirt.

Do you even deserve to say you love him?

Shi Nianzhi's very serious voice, though not loud, has such weight.

The next second, Lu Jiunian pressed down on Shi Nianzhi, "I don't need you to teach me how to love someone!"

Shi Nianzhi was lying in bed.

He broke out in a cold sweat from the pain on his forehead.

Lu Jiunian had also been holding back for a long time.

When he encounters Shi Nianzhi, he inevitably loses control, especially since he is determined not to make things easy for her.

He completely ignored Shi Nianzhi's sobs, tossed her aside like a rag doll, turned around, took a shower, and left.

Shi Nianzhi lay on the bed for a long time, unable to move.

After a while, she slowly went down to the bathroom to take a shower, washing herself clean while crying.

When I came out after washing up, my legs were weak and I slipped, so I knelt on the ground and hit my head on the door.

Shi Nianzhi took out a band-aid again and put it on the small wound on his forehead. He sat in front of the mirror and looked at his own red eyes in the mirror.

He picked up his phone and added Gu Yuanyuan on WeChat.

He is slowly learning to be strong after being injured.

Less than a minute later, Gu Yuanyuan passed the verification.

Gu Yuanyuan is typing over there.

Shi Nianzhi unbuttoned his pajamas, took a picture of the hickeys on his neck and the marks on his chest in the mirror, and then sent the picture to Gu Yuanyuan.

Gu Yuanyuan replied after a while, "Aren't you disgusting? Sending me a picture of yourself with a man in the middle of the night. I'm going to screenshot it and send it to my Uncle Lu so he can see what kind of person you are."

Shi Nianzhi lowered her head to type, her wrist aching, "Send this to your uncle and tell him that when Lu Jiunian doesn't answer his calls, it's because he's having sex with me."

Gu Yuanyuan quickly replied, "You scheming bitch, you think you can sow discord between my uncle and Lu Jiunian like this? You're dreaming! You think I'm as stupid as you, that I can't see through this little trick?!"

Shi Nianzhi typed with a blank expression, "Give me your uncle's WeChat, I'll talk to him."

"You're dreaming! You look so naive, but I never expected you to be so cunning. But then again, if you weren't cunning, how could Lu Jiunian have brought you back, and even tricked him into punishing me twice? I'll remember that. If you dare go back to school tomorrow, I'll beat you to death. But if you don't want to get beaten up, that's fine too. Break up Su Hengyi and Mu Guangcheng for me, and I'll consider not hitting you."

Gu Yuanyuan lay on the hospital bed, her legs dangling as she sent voice messages to Shi Nianzhi.

One message after another: "Don't bother trying to break up my uncle and Lu Jiunian. They have a deep relationship. Lu Jiunian is in the next ward right now, all lovey-dovey with my uncle. What kind of person are you? Do you think you can sow discord with your little tricks, posting old photos? Even gigolos in the industry are more skilled than you. Why don't you go out and learn some tricks?"

"Hey, how about I get you a gigolo job? You can go and learn properly."

"A gigolo like you would have plenty of men vying to have sex with you. A slut like you deserves to be treated like this."

"How about that? Scared yet? If you don't want to be sent by me to be a cheap slut ridden by a thousand men and trampled by ten thousand, then you'd better do my job properly, do you hear me?"

"You country bumpkin, why aren't you saying anything!"

"......"

Shi Nianzhi lowered his head. It turned out that Lu Jiunian had left him to go find Gu Zijian.

He used all his rudeness on him, and reserved all his tenderness and sweet words for Gu Zijian.

Shi Nianzhi gripped his phone tightly. Sometimes he wished he hadn't gotten involved with that man, so that his heart wouldn't ache so much when he experienced setbacks.

His rational mind tells him it's not worth it, but his heart can't help itself and it aches.

Shi Nianzhi lowered his head and typed, "The best love should be about letting go. Boss and Brother Yi are truly in love. Don't break them up."

"Bullshit!"

Gu Yuanyuan immediately exploded, his anger burning fiercely. He felt that Shi Nianzhi's words were like revenge against him, deliberately trying to provoke him.

He immediately retorted, his anger barely contained, "You love Lu Jiunian, don't you? Why don't you just let him and my uncle be together? Why are you posting these photos to sow discord? What the hell are you being so sarcastic about?!"

“That’s different. He and I are a legally married couple, while your uncle is the other woman. Lu Jiunian betrayed me and cheated on this marriage. I can’t bless him. Brother Yi has never lied to you or toyed with your feelings. All Brother Yi wants is Mu Guangcheng. Gu Yuanyuan, please don’t hurt Brother Yi.”

After sending this message, Shi Nianzhi placed his phone on the table.

Gu Yuanyuan's voice messages kept coming in, all of them were insulting, but Shi Nianzhi didn't listen to them.

He was exhausted and didn't know what to do, so he lay on the bed and drifted off to sleep.

Just before he fell asleep, Gu Yuanyuan was still sending voice messages, even if they were intermittent, she would still curse him from time to time.

She must be madly in love with Su Hengyi.

Gu Yuanyuan has a stubborn young master's temper and is spoiled, so he can't stand the slightest grievance.

The less Shi Nianzhi responded to him, the angrier he became, wishing he could crawl out of his phone and tear Shi Nianzhi's mouth apart.

the next day.

Lu Jiunian did not restrict Shi Nianzhi's freedom, since Shi Er always followed him around.

Shi Nianzhi wasn't in a hurry to go to school. He asked Shi Er, "If I want to go to a private hospital to see Gu Zijian, will you tell Lu Jiunian?"

Shi Er turned around, her eyes fixed intently on Shi Nianzhi, "Do you want me to say something?"

Shi Nianzhi shook her head, "But I'm afraid of causing you trouble."

"Just avoid Third Master."

How to avoid it?

Shi Er drove to the city center, parked his car in the parking lot, hailed a taxi, and parked near the hospital.

Shi Er stared at the hospital entrance, and saw Lu Jiunian come out and be picked up by the driver.

He then said to Shi Nianzhi, "That's fine now. Put on your masks and let's go find Gu Zijian."