"Winter has arrived, and with it, farewells. The sunflower in the yard says it doesn't want to bloom anymore..."
The dead silence in Si Gu'an's eyes grew increasingly inte...
◇ Chapter 27
Chu Jiangyuan looked at him, his eyes filled with surging emotions, and his heart was silently shouting, "Of course I regard you as my most beloved person!"
But what he said was: "What about you? Who do you take me for?"
"I..." Si Gu'an was confused for a moment. Who did he think Chu Jiangyuan was?
He clearly didn't remember him, but his body's conditioned reflex told him to stay away from him. However, somewhere deep in his heart, it always hurt whenever he thought of him.
But he couldn't tell Chu Jiangyuan these.
Si Gu'an took a deep breath and said, "I treat you as... a friend."
Chu Jiangyuan didn't know whether to cry or laugh, his heart was aching uncontrollably.
He didn't know what went wrong and why the two of them had come to this point?
Is it because of lack of fate? Or... is it because he doesn't love me enough?
But he could only force a smile and said, "It's my honor to be your friend."
Si Gu'an smiled, but he always felt a kind of suppressed discomfort in his heart, and this emotion was getting more and more intense. His eyes had just subsided, and he didn't want to make them swollen again from crying.
"Chu Jiangyuan, thank you!" He stood up and walked him out. "If the medical staff need any help, please let me know."
Chu Jiangyuan smiled and said, "Then I must thank you first."
Chu Jiangyuan followed him out, "It's only courtesy that counts. Do you want to come to my house and stay?"
If it weren't for his clenched fists in his pockets that revealed his nervousness, Wen Erjiangyuan's performance would have been impeccable.
Si Gu'an agreed, but as soon as he stepped halfway into the entrance hall, he saw a huge oil painting of sunflowers in the living room. In an instant, countless fragments flooded into his mind...
“It hurts so much…”
"Guan!"
In just a few seconds, Si Gu'an's forehead was covered with cold sweat due to the pain. He fell backwards and was hugged by Chu Jiangyuan who looked panicked.
"Gu'an, hold on! I'll take you to the hospital right away!" Chu Jiangyuan rushed out quickly holding the person.
Si Gu'an frowned, closed his eyes, and nestled in his arms. He was in so much pain that he couldn't speak. By the time he arrived at the hospital, he had already fainted.
An hour later, the doctor said with a cheerful look on his face, "Memory recovery will have its own impact. His current condition is good, indicating that his memory will recover soon."
"Thank you, doctor." Chu Jiangyuan's smile was forced.
He came to his bedside, wanted to reach out and touch him but pulled his hand back halfway.
He smiled bitterly. His one-man show was warm, but also empty.
If he regains his memory...
At this moment, Si Gu'an opened his eyes. Chu Jiangyuan's heart was instantly lifted to the sky. He clenched his fists and looked at him cautiously.
"Gu'an?" he called softly.
"Chu Jiangyuan?" After the confusion in Si Gu'an's eyes disappeared, there was no hatred.
Chu Jiangyuan breathed a sigh of relief. He didn't remember it. After being thankful, he despised himself again. He said he wanted to respect him but he still coveted his calm smile.
Si Gu'an propped himself up and sat up, saying, "Chu Jiangyuan, I seem to remember you."
Chu Jiangyuan paused while supporting his hand, "Then what do you remember?"
Looking closely, his hands were actually trembling slightly.
"I don't remember much. Is there a sunflower agreement between us?"
As soon as these words came out, Chu Jiangyuan suddenly found it difficult to breathe.
The promise of sunflower is the farewell promise that Si Gu'an mentioned when he jumped off the building.
When they were little, the old director of the orphanage planted some sunflowers in the yard. Those were their most beautiful memories...
Si Gu'an smiled beautifully and said softly, "Chu Jiangyuan, I can feel that you are very important to me."
"I want to see the sunflowers. I want to remember everything."
Chu Jiangyuan's heart ached repeatedly. He didn't realize that he was no longer important to him...