Chapter 79 I won't bully you anymore

The strong smell of blood, which no one dealt with, spread throughout the hall.

Xie Shiyuan felt as if she was being stared at by a malicious gaze again. She knew who was looking at her without even turning around.

Her expression remained unchanged as she continued to eat the food on her plate.

It seems that tasting raw food is not a disgusting thing for her.

If Pei Yao can't eat it, I can help him eat it.

Pei Yao pursed his thin lips into a straight line and secretly glanced at her several times out of the corner of his eye.

Her skin was so white, so white that it glowed, her eyes were big and bright, she had long hair, and there were a few traces of blood on the corners of her lips. She looked so quiet and indifferent. Damn it, it was really hard not to take a peek.

I've seen Xie Shiyuan go crazy and beat him fiercely, but I've never seen her being friendly.

It seemed that since they met, he was either scolding her and she was screaming, or he was full of malicious intent and had someone push her into the water or trip her.

He was always extremely awful to her.

She also hated him, hated him, but...

But she's a nice person, right?

Quite loyal.

There is a table full of raw food, how can the two of them finish it? Isn't this just making things difficult for them?

Pei Yao didn't think Zhou Zongzhen dared to beat them to death, but he smelled the strong smell of blood in the air. As the man's footsteps approached, those devilish eyes suddenly fixed on them.

Pei Yao couldn't help but swallow his saliva. If he really made this man angry, he would beat them to death. Even if the follow-up problems would be difficult to deal with, beating them to death would allow the man to vent his emotions.

Pei Yao looked at the man's high-end leather shoes and suspected that the dead man's brain was still stained under the soles of the shoes...

Suddenly his eyes met Zhou Zongzhen's, and he couldn't help but move closer to Xie Shiyuan.

"Hey, don't be afraid. If this man dares to take us away on the road, my grandfather will get the news soon and he will come to deal with it soon." An inaudible voice came close to my ear.

I never thought that the unruly school bully would one day whisper to a girl.

Xie Shiyuan curled her lips, "It seems that you are more afraid."

Pei Yao was disdainful, "What a joke, why should I be scared? I've experienced scarier things than this."

"What's the matter?" Xie Shiyuan would not miss such a good opportunity.

Hearing this, Pei Yao glanced at Zhou Zongzheng with a complicated look. He saw that at this moment the man's eyes were not on them, but were explaining something to his men beside him.

I don’t know if it’s because the atmosphere has reached a critical moment, or because I saw Xie Shiyuan’s calm expression, but an inexplicable emotion suddenly surged in my heart.

He muttered: "When I was in the first grade of primary school, I was kidnapped by my family's driver and bodyguard, and was almost sold as a child prostitute to a perverted rich woman..."

The last two words, I couldn't utter due to my pride.

But as soon as he said this, he suddenly reacted and quickly covered his mouth.

Oh no, how can I tell Xie Shiyuan about this?

My grandfather had long blocked the news of this embarrassing experience and no one knew about it. Even Wen Xuyan didn't dare to talk about it. No one would ever know what exactly happened that day.

Even he had a vague memory of his experience that day. He was greatly traumatized and had several bouts of high fever and almost died.

He didn't want to remember any of the dark memories of his childhood, nor did he need to remember them.

He just needs to remember one person.

"I was almost mistaken for a child prostitute of a perverted rich woman?" She finished what he had not finished saying.

Xie Shiyuan suddenly put down the knife and fork in his hand and grabbed Pei Yao's wrist.

The girl's soft fingertips had a velvety touch, like an electric current passing through the boy's wrist, and the current slid down to the tip of his heart.

Pei Yao had never held hands with a woman. Even with Xie Yuanyuan, the most intimate thing he had done was to take her and Shen Mu home together.

When Xie Yuanyuan was very young, she knew that she would marry Bai Jiashu in the future. She had to be polite and sensible like a lady from a wealthy family. She couldn't do things that were not in line with her status. It was impossible for her to hold hands and hug him. If she was caught doing something inappropriate and was photographed, wouldn't it tarnish her reputation?

What's more, due to what happened in his childhood, he was very resistant to contact with women during his teenage years.

Xie Shiyuan was holding him like that, and he just wanted to break free, as fast as he could.

However, the girl's grip on him was so tight that he couldn't resist.

She felt the marks on his wrists, the wounds had turned into scars, all of which were evidence of having cut his wrists with a knife.

"You don't need to use your childhood experiences to punish yourself now."

"What?" Pei Yao was stunned. He thought she would ask the reason. Like those annoying people, she knew clearly that he hated that past, but she still repeatedly asked him about what happened after he was kidnapped.

"You don't need to use your childhood experiences to punish yourself now. The past was painful enough. If you keep dwelling on the pain of the past, when will you be able to let yourself go?" Xie Shiyuan said, "Although I also hate chicken soup for the soul that always asks people to reconcile with themselves."

"But if we can't reconcile with the past, how can we start a new life?"

"We will always remember and hate those who hurt us, and we will never forgive them, but we will not punish ourselves now because of the mistakes they made. Those who hurt us will not feel guilty or uncomfortable because of hurting us. So why should I punish myself for the sins of others?"

Xie Shiyuan picked up the knife and fork again, cut the food on the plate, and chewed the bloody lamb chops slowly.

Well, foxes just like to eat raw meat.

This thing suits her taste very well~

Pei Yao was stunned again, and his blinking frequency became faster.

The scars on his wrists were all from previous failed suicide attempts.

All those who participated in the kidnapping case have already been brought to justice.

He can easily seek justice that many people cannot, and make those who commit crimes pay the price for their lives.

He suddenly thought of something...about what happened to Xie Shiyuan.

She had a hard childhood, but the so-called adoptive mother did not pay the price for it.

He often laughs at her for being uneducated, and she comforts him in return?

Pei Yao didn't think he would be moved, but he moved his body and got closer to the girl, his whole body seemed to be pressed against her, "Hey, I won't bully you anymore, can you talk to me nicely?"

Xie Shiyuan curled his lips but didn't answer.

Seeing Zhou Zongzheng's eyes looking at her again, she didn't know how much of her whispers with Pei Yao he had heard.

That strange and cold smile appeared on the man's handsome face.