Chapter 200 But You Definitely Don’t Want to

Not a strong enough spirit, not a threatening appearance, even if it is paranoid, it is hidden under the damp eyes,

Shen Jiaxu wondered why everyone could do it, but he couldn't. Only those with weak mental strength would lose their memory. The moment he saw Lilith, he knew he must have come for her.

To accept her disguise, to ignore the secrets she is trying to hide, to follow her requirements and obediently complete the tasks she has ordered, even if the reward is just an insignificant kiss,

But, it was a kiss, a sweet kiss that could only be felt when there was mutual love. Even though he knew that her love could not be as strong as his, he still felt that it was enough.

Thanks to his status as the student union president, this contaminated area was not a big deal for him. He easily climbed from the mezzanine of the second-floor bathroom to the Academic Affairs Office, took out the spare key from an inconspicuous file bag, scanned it, and casually flipped through the files.

He walked around a few more times to get rid of the smell on his body, and only went back after he estimated that Lilith had taken care of her own affairs.

There was no one more considerate, he thought.

He could take this opportunity to improve Lilith's favorability and make her forget the bad things he had done. After all, Lilith was also very soft-hearted. The worst that could happen was that he would pretend to be gentle in sheep's clothing.

Lilith is a powerful guide, he also has S-level, even if he is not as good as Xie Huan and Fu Sui, but he is not inferior to Si Jue and Qi Hanxing, the most important thing is that he is much smarter than those two fools,

After eliminating the contaminated area, he can accumulate merits. Then Her Majesty the Queen will definitely be willing to grant him a fiefdom. He will no longer have to be suppressed by Count Willand. In this way, he can also become one of Lilith's husbands... right?

But why is Lilith Louis's sister, the heir to the empire, and a princess?

All the heirs' partners will be strictly scrutinized, and no character issues are allowed. Shen Jiaxu has no confidence that he can pass.

He was just retaliating by throwing those who bullied him into the pond and into the snake den. They didn't die anyway, it was just a small lesson. His hypocritical father didn't even notice it.

But the Inquisitor would definitely find out, and he would be stripped of his qualifications as a suitor. He would no longer be able to get close to Lilith. Panic instantly occupied Shen Jiaxu's mind.

This alone is absolutely not enough. Losing Lilith once was enough. She took the initiative to offer a kiss, which proved that she also liked him a little bit. But could such a liking make her reject the Inquisitor for this?

He realized that he was afraid because he knew clearly what kind of person Lilith was. She loved him more than anything else. Liking was just a spice of her leisure time. If Shen Jiaxu brought trouble, she would definitely abandon him without hesitation.

This cannot be allowed to happen, absolutely not, Shen Jiaxu thought.

To leave, you need a key. The thing that I used to resent and refused to touch has now become the straw of salvation.

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Lilith's expression was a little subtle, and Shen Jiaxu couldn't tell for a moment. He seemed to be back to the first time he threatened Lilith, in the cramped and narrow safe house, asking her to treat him.

At that time, Lilith bit his lip, and the sweet breath was like fruit candy.

It's okay to force her again, after all, he has done it so many times. Hate is also an emotion. He likes the way Lilith gets angry because of him, which is better than being ignored.

"I know. It doesn't matter if you hate me. You didn't like me anyway."

The chestnut-haired young man spoke gently, and his fingertips slightly tightened the hand he was holding, but he let go before leaving a red mark.

"What good is going out? There's bound to be a lot of trouble. Your Highness, the heir died in the contaminated area. It's bound to be a mess out there. Even though you're a princess, those stubborn guys might have a problem with their brains. They always said the guide was too willful before."

Shen Jiaxu wanted to hold Lilith in his arms, but after thinking about it, he gave up.

"Look, aren't Qi Hanxing and Si Jue here too? Even though those two old guys Xie Huan and Fu Sui are not here, aren't the three of us enough?"

He paused, and said reluctantly,

"If you like, Robbins is fine, but not Jayne. He's really childish. One childish person is enough, or do you just like this type?"

The only sound left in the entire contaminated area was Shen Jiaxu's voice. The others were unconscious, and the only listener was Lilith, who listened to his illogical words.

"You want me to stay? Because you're afraid I'll go out and abandon you?"

Lilith pursed her lips and said, the people who lowered their heads did not notice the upward curve of her mouth.

"...You really are planning to abandon me, aren't you?"

"Then I can't give myself to you. I can't let you get the key. Or, you can just kill me and leave my body. It wouldn't feel bad to die in your hands."

The sweet scent lingered around, and Shen Jiaxu couldn't help but gently bite her collarbone, and his fingertips brushed across the soft mark.

"But you certainly don't want to."

He suddenly raised his head and his chin hit Lilith, causing some pain, but it was followed by a storm of aggression and a paranoia that was completely inconsistent with his gentle appearance, pouring out without reservation.

This was more like a bite than a kiss. Lilith accidentally bit the tip of his tongue. He paused for a moment, thinking it was a rejection, and tried even harder to make her swallow the blood.

If this continues, I'll really be out of breath, Lilith thought distractedly, not looking anxious at all.

"But I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do. Making this kind of mistake once is enough."

Shen Jiaxu wiped the blood from the corner of Lilith's mouth, held his hand and pressed it against his heart.

"Just like you did to His Highness, how about eating my heart? Rather than being abandoned by you after we get out, why not just kill me here and let me become your nourishment? At least this way, you'll remember me like you remember him, right?"

"Let me make it clear first. If you eat my words, you will forgive everything I did before. I will give you everything, including the key. Can you just say... that you like me?"

The girl with blonde hair and blue eyes still looked somewhat nonchalant. Shen Jiaxu's heart grew colder and colder. How could he dare to hope that he, who had been making mistakes all the time, would be pitied?

He should have admitted defeat at the first moment, even if it was embarrassing, it would have been better than now.

The space suddenly changed, and the girl who said she couldn't get out without the key was now standing in front of the base. Shen Jiaxu, who was accompanied by her, clearly had no idea what was going on.

Seeing him stunned, Lilith spoke with a rare bit of evil humor.

"Huh? Didn't I tell you? It's not a question of whether to do it or not. All I need is the key, the love you have for me. You gave it to me a long time ago."