Your mother, your adoptive mother, and the many people who treated you well or badly did not die because of you. You should not blame yourself, let alone feel guilty.

Over the years, Jiang Yanxu has always had something on his mind.

Past experiences and the people who kept dying around him had built a high wall with no exit, trapping him tightly inside.

While he was happy, he couldn't help but feel fear. Will all this last? Will someone else suffer a misfortune because of him? Will he implicate others?

Anxiety and fear made it difficult for him to calm down, so he spent a lot of time, risking his own life, constantly calculating and monitoring the fate of everyone around him.

It's just that he has almost burned out all his energy. In order not to make people worry, he still has to maintain the appearance of peace and tranquility on the surface.

Only He Ruixue could see during his sleepless nights that he never truly relaxed.

This is also the root of her struggle against the so-called fate, not only for herself, but also for Jiang Yanxu.

If the world consciousness really exists, she doesn't mind fighting it, even if she dies nine times, she will not regret it.

Fortunately, although the object of her struggle was wrong, the process was right, and the two of them gained true freedom and were no longer bound by anything.

Jiang Yanxu touched her face, as if holding a treasure he had sought his whole life. "I'm using this to advise you. Don't blame yourself, and don't feel guilty. It's the final moment. I have to do something. I can't let you face it alone."

"This is my own choice, not only for you, but also because I am unwilling to accept it."

He wanted to question his fate and was willing to sacrifice his life for it.

He Ruixue shook her head. How could she not understand that he said this just to relieve his own psychological burden? She said in a relaxed tone, "It doesn't matter. Anyway, the two of us are tied together. If you die, I can't live either. You can decide for yourself from now on."

Jiang Yanxu laughed, "You always have a way to deal with me."

There is always a way to save him.

He didn't believe in miracles before, but after experiencing life and death, he realized that some people are miracles themselves.