Chapter 151 Gu Xing, Hug Me

"Mianmian, mommy said you don't like to move and are a lazy pig."

A cold and unfamiliar voice sounded in the dream.

"Who are you?"

Ruan Xingmian had never heard this voice before, but it seemed strangely familiar.

"I'm Dad." The man softened his tone.

"You are not Ruan Ze." Ruan Xingmian felt uncomfortable and resisted this voice.

His mind was quiet for a while, and then a sad sigh seemed to come and go, tugging at Ruan Xingmian's heart, "Who are you?"

She tried to open her eyes wide in her dream. A face that looked very similar to Ruan Ze flashed by, twenty years younger. He was wearing a navy uniform from twenty years ago. He stared at Ruan Xingmian with a faint gaze: "Mianmian, I'm your father."

"You are not my father." Ruan Xingmian retorted stubbornly.

The figure faded, and tried to get closer, but then stopped.

Ruan Xingmian opened her eyes wide again, trying to see his appearance clearly, but no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't see it clearly.

Staring until my eyes are sore.

Always blurry, always as thin as a cicada's wing.

When she wanted to rush over and grab the corner of the man's clothes, hot tears rolled into her ears, and the wet feeling woke her up from the nightmare.

Ruan Xingmian opened his eyes with sobs.

The man disappeared.

The curtains were not drawn tightly, and the moonlight slanted in, casting a cold white band of light on the floor.

She covered her eyes and cried inconsolably.

For no reason.

Hot tears rolled down my eyes. I covered my eyes with a soft tissue, but I couldn't stop the tears in my heart.

She didn't know who she was crying for, but it seemed that crying would make her feel better.

"You are not my father." She repeated this sentence stubbornly, but only she could hear it.

She bit her lips hard to keep from crying out loud, but her shoulders were shaking uncontrollably, and soon a dark wet mark appeared on the pillow.

She reached out and pulled Gu Xing's pillow, and her tears, like a river, wiped on his pillow.

She hugged the pillow and sobbed helplessly: "Gu Xing, hug me..."

For a week, that person didn't appear in my dreams again.

Ruan Xingmian's birthday is here.

Qu Ying got up early in the morning to pack her luggage.

She didn't know why the Ruan family took their child to visit the grave on the child's birthday, but she supported the actions of Mianmian's family.

"I'll come back and give you some braised pig's trotters and some birthday cake, okay?"

It was cold in the mountains, so I made her wear a hat, a scarf, a down jacket, long underwear, and thick-soled boots.

Ruan Xingmian got up early in the morning, put on some red bean paste lipstick, and smiled gently with her eyes curved.

"good."

She opened her arms and hugged the master's wife's waist, "I haven't even left yet, and I'm already starting to miss you."

Qu Ying couldn't help but pinch her pigtails: "Just say something sweet to coax me, I'll pack my bags and go back to my parents' home with you right away."

It’s a pity that she, as a mother-in-law, has no official status yet. When she goes to the Ruan family, how can she introduce her to relatives and friends?

It's inappropriate to distract yourself from taking care of her at such an important moment.

Qu Ying personally sent the person to Ruan Xingyue's car.

Ruan Xingyue didn't drive, but had a driver.

"Mianmian, you look so bad."

Even though I put on lipstick, my sister still noticed it.

"You're almost there." Ruan Xingyue didn't even put on lipstick.

"I just didn't wear any makeup. You're pregnant, so go to Lenan Hospital and get a blood test and check it out."

"Sister, I'm fine..." Ruan Xingmian confessed hesitantly, "I dreamed about my dad."

As soon as Ruan Xingmian mentioned the word "my dad", tears fell on the back of her hand, burning as if they were about to burn.

She thought about the dream on November 14th until the 22nd, not daring to forget even a single detail.

Ruan Xingyue understood her name and knew that she was not dreaming about Ruan Ze.

I couldn't help but tear up, "Yeah, I dreamed about my uncle too."

Ruan Xingmian raised her tearful eyes: "Really?"

"Yeah, really."

"What did he say to you?"

"He asked me to help Mian Mian with her homework."

Ruan Xingmian lowered her head and shed tears: "But I'm not good at studying."

She has barely read a few days.

A warm, fragrant and soft body surrounded me.

Ruan Xingmian snuggled in her sister's arms and wiped away her tears and snot.

He murmured in frustration: "If I had known I wouldn't have been so mean to him."

If you act harshly once, he won’t come again.

Ruan Xingyue held back her tears and replied to her sister: "Maybe my uncle is busy."

"What else could he be busy with?" Ruan Xingmian felt a lump in his throat.

"Busy preparing a birthday present for Mianmian."

Ruan Xingmian couldn't control her tears again and whispered: "I don't need the gift..."

She just wants company.

Ruan Xingyue said nothing, but just hugged her sister tighter.

After meeting Li Xue and Ruan Ze, the two sisters never mentioned Ruan Tao again.

"Let's take a walk around the old street in the city and buy some incense and candles." Li Xue said as she fastened her seat belt.

The driver looked at Ruan Xingyue, and Ruan Xingyue said, "I'll navigate directly to the Old Street address."

Li Xue nodded with satisfaction and turned to look at Ruan Xingmian, "Why are your eyes swollen?"

Ruan Tao’s sacrifice was a wound that the family had hidden for twenty years, and no one was willing to reveal each other’s scars.

Ruan Xingmian looked at her sister for help.

"She wants Gu to wake up." Ruan Xingyue blurted out.

Ruan Ze, who was breaking mangosteen for his two daughters: "..."

Li Xue smiled faintly for the first time: "Do you really like him that much?"

Ruan Xingmian nodded without thinking: "I like you so much that I want to say love."

I felt ashamed after saying this and no one dared to look at me.

Ruan Ze stuffed the peeled mangosteen into his little daughter's hand and raised an eyebrow: "Mianmian, Daddy has a question for you."

Li Xue sat in the passenger seat and covered her eyes. She already knew what question Ruan Ze was going to ask.

Ruan Xingmian gave half of the mangosteen to her sister, but Ruan Xingyue shook her head and refused to eat it, and handed her a cup of water to drink.

Ruan Xingmian drank water from her sister's hand and nodded: "Dad, you ask."

She was afraid that Ruan Ze would ask her why she loved Gu Xing.

How should she answer this? I love her everywhere.

The car reached the bridge, and Ruan Ze pointed at the Yangtze River below. "If Gu Xing and I fell into the river at the same time, who would you save first?"

Ruan Xingmian exclaimed, "Why did you fall into the river when you were fine?"

Ruan Ze: "Don't worry about it. We're both in the river anyway. Who are you going to save first?"

Ruan Xingmian thought carefully and gave an answer: "Can I ask for help? I can't swim."

Ruan Ze: “…”

Li Xue smiled, touched by her little daughter's cuteness.

Ruan Xingyue stared at her sister's profile and said, "After you give birth to the baby, I will teach you how to swim."

Ruan Xingmian nodded happily.

"My little cabbage~" Ruan Ze hit the back of the passenger seat with his forehead in pain.

Li Xue suddenly remembered something and looked at her two daughters. "Guess what the first word Mianmian said besides mommy was?"

Ruan Xingyue was full of confidence: "Sister."

Ruan Ze was confident: "Dad!"

Ruan Xingmian smiled and waited for the answer.

Li Xue didn't keep it a secret: "Neither of them is correct. The word that Mianmian said most clearly is love."

"No way, it's obviously my sister." Ruan Xingyue was dissatisfied.

Ruan Ze smiled with satisfaction.

"Isn't it because every time your dad hugs your sister, he asks her a thousand and eight hundred times - Do you love daddy? Does Mianmian love daddy? This leaves your sister speechless, and she only mumbles the word 'love' from time to time."

Ruan Xingyue continued to be dissatisfied - "My sister is talking about sighing."

"Ruan Xingyue, don't worry about winning or losing, don't get angry. How about we bet on who Ruan Baobao will call first?"

Ruan Xingyue glanced at her sister's belly and said, "Mom, don't children always call mom first?"

Ruan Ze: "It must be grandpa."

Li Xue: "The word 'grandfather' is difficult."

The three of them looked at Ruan Xingmian at the same time.

Ruan Xingmian slightly pulled the corner of his mouth open and said shyly: "Baby Ruan, can you call me daddy first?"

After all, she didn't want to get up in the middle of the night to make milk powder.

The family didn't understand her little thoughts and looked at her with disappointment.

Li Xue looked forward, her eyes smiling: "It seems that you really miss your boyfriend."

Ruan Ze turned his head and looked out the window: "My little cabbage~"

After buying incense, candles, money and paper, the car did not cross the bridge to go to the Martyrs' Cemetery, but headed towards home.

"Grandpa and grandma are going too?" Ruan Xingyue asked.

Li Xue shook her head: "They are not going, they are going to pick someone up from home."

The car was parked in the carport, and the sound of the engine attracted a tall figure busy in the kitchen.

Liu Fumei smiled and called out to the kitchen, "Xiao Gu, Mianmian and the others are home."