Chapter 103

who I am?

Where am I?

What did he say? What did I hear?

Lin Qiong sat up abruptly and froze on the examination table, staring blankly at the display screen like a dumb goose.

Three minutes later, Lin Qiong lay down peacefully. "Oh, so it was a tumor."

doctor:! ! !

This patient, please stop deceiving yourself!

Then he pointed to the small, grayish thing again and said, "Child."

Lin Qiong nodded seriously, "Tumor."

"It's been a month."

Lin Qiong curled herself up and said, "I can live for another month."

"..."

The report was printed out in no time, and this time the doctor simply pasted the results onto the person's face.

He then pressed down on the other person's shoulder, trying to make Lin Qiong accept reality, saying, "It's a child."

Lin Qiong refused, "No, it's a tumor."

The doctor shook his head frantically, "This is a child! Why won't you believe me?!"

Lin Qiong went completely berserk for a moment, exclaiming, "This is worse than having a tumor; at least it might be benign!!!"

Doctor: "How could you say that? Aren't you afraid of hurting the baby in your belly?!"

Lin Qiong looked at the doctor, on the verge of tears, "How can a man get pregnant? Am I not a man?!"

Doctor: "Shouldn't you ask yourself that?!"

Lin Qiong looked down at her lower body.

doctor:……

This is insane! This world is absolutely insane!

Lin Qiong was completely unable to process the fact that he was pregnant.

Then she looked down at her abdomen, which was covered in gel, and her fair skin now had a slight curve.

Lin Qiong was shocked. She was extremely sensitive at that moment, and her mouth stammered, "Doctor, why...why is my stomach slightly swollen?"

The doctor began to gently reassure her, "Because you have a child."

Lin Qiong couldn't hear her at all for a moment, "I didn't eat breakfast this morning."

"Because you're pregnant!"

Lin Qiong kept saying, "I'm going to the toilet too."

The doctor suddenly shouted, "Because you're carrying a baby!!!"

Seeing this, the nurse quickly told the doctor to calm down, and then whispered a reminder: "You can't show your pregnancy after a month."

After hearing this, the doctor looked at Lin Qiong and said, "Then you've gained weight."

"..."

Lin Qiong continued to make excuses, "But I haven't had much of an appetite lately, so why am I gaining weight?"

"Because of the child."

Lin Qiong's pupils trembled for a moment, and unease and shock gradually filled her heart.

He then said, "Doctor, just tell me how much longer I have to live."

The doctor frowned. "What kind of talk is this? Living to be a hundred years old?"

Lin Qiong used the tissue the nurse gave her to wipe the gel off her stomach. "Didn't you say I was pregnant?"

"Yes, although it will have some impact on your health, it won't be a big one. Besides, you are in very good health right now, so you can have no problem giving birth if you want to."

Lin Qiong looked at her white belly, remained silent for a moment, and then asked, "Doctor, why am I pregnant?"

The doctor understood Lin Qiong's concerns. "Although there are only two genders, everyone's constitution is different from birth. Male childbirth was discovered fifty years ago and is not uncommon internationally. Although your case is extremely rare, it does not mean it doesn't exist. Our hospital has received two male pregnant women like you before, and both of them had smooth deliveries."

He patted the other person on the shoulder and said, "You don't need to feel too much pressure. You're so young, and this might be your first time being a father. You can talk to your partner about it. It's not a bad thing to keep the child."

He glanced at Lin Qiong and said, "Take it easy, you should be proud."

Lin Qiong couldn't understand for a moment, and asked in confusion, "What are you proud of?"

You have everything other men have, and you also have things other men don't have.

Lin Qiong: ...

Thank you, I feel comforted...

As she spoke, she began writing out a form for Lin Qiong, saying, "Your checkup shows that you and the baby are very healthy. It's probably because you usually pay attention to exercise, so you have a good physique and your pregnancy is healthy now."

Lin Qiong felt guilty after hearing this.

His sport is only the World War on the bed.

Then he couldn't help but ask, "So does that mean we can't do 'that'?"

Although he spoke subtly, the doctor understood. "Of course not. It's only been a month. If you really want to, you'll have to wait until three months later."

He glanced at Lin Qiong and continued, "It's normal for young people to have high needs, but now that you have a child, let's prioritize your health and hold off on sex for now."

Lin Qiong blushed at what was said.

The doctor prescribed some supplements to help with pregnancy and then gave Lin Qiong a booklet of information for pregnant women. "This booklet contains important information for pregnant women, including what they can and cannot eat. Take it home and read it carefully with your partner. Be sure to pay attention to these things in your daily life."

Lin Qiong took the booklet like a puppet on a string, her mind already far away.

After leaving the hospital, he sat on a park bench as if he had lost his soul.

Looking down at his blood test results and ultrasound image, he realized he was indeed pregnant.

He was a grown man, and at that moment, a little life was growing inside him.

Lin Qiong stared blankly; he had actually transmigrated into a novel about having children!

But a sense of unease slowly crept into her heart. Although there were precedents for this, Lin Qiong knew it was abnormal. Would she be treated as an oddity because she was pregnant? Would it scare Fu Xingyun?

Lin Qiong unconsciously touched her lower abdomen, which was almost flat as before, as if there was nothing inside.

"Mom! Come quick! Time to fly a kite!"

A little girl was pulling her father along, waiting for her mother to come over. Hearing the sound, Lin Qiong couldn't help but look over.

That was a family of three that he often saw when he was a child. Although they were different families, they were all the same in Lin Qiong's eyes because he envied them all.

I envy others for having parents, I envy others for having love.

Lin Qiong's gaze unconsciously followed that family. If Lin Qiong could stand in front of him, if he could see his own appearance at this moment, he would know that his gaze was exactly the same as that of the thin child he used to be.

Gradually, those figures began to change in Lin Qiong's mind, becoming the images of him and Fu Xingyun, playing with the children and flying kites with them.

She didn't know how long she had been watching, but by the time Lin Qiong got up from the bench, it was already dusk.

Lin Qiong wanted to go grocery shopping as usual, but her feet unconsciously walked towards the mall. When she came to her senses, she had already stepped into the baby supplies store.

Seeing the shop assistant approach, Lin Qiong blushed and said, "I...I'm just browsing."

They get many customers like this every day, and the staff can spot it almost immediately: "You're an expectant father, aren't you?"

Lin Qiong nodded, blushing.

Upon seeing Ziru, the shop assistant asked, "When did you give birth, madam?"

Lin Qiong said shyly, "Actually, I'm only one month pregnant."

The shop assistant wasn't surprised and said, "Congratulations!"

"Thanks."

Lin Qiong came out of the store carrying a small doll, only the size of her palm, but she thought it would be just right for a child to play with.

After returning home, Lin Qiong was filled with anxiety and confusion, as he had no idea how to talk to Fu Xingyun about this.

He lacked the courage, even though he knew Fu Xingyun loved him enough, he couldn't be sure if the man would be scared off by him.

The door lock clicked as it turned, and Lin Qiong, almost instantly on alert, shoved the things she had brought back that day behind the sofa cushions.

The man stepped into the house. Lin Qiong did not go to the door to greet him as usual, but instead sat on the sofa guiltily, afraid that something behind the cushion would be discovered.

"You...you're back."

Fu Xingyun unbuttoned two buttons, walked over and sat down next to the person, then spread his hands.

Although the other person didn't speak, Lin Qiong skillfully sat down in their lap.

The man's large hand instantly wrapped around the other person's waist and pulled them close.

This intimacy made the man very satisfied, and then he hugged her and asked softly, "What did you do today?"

Lin Qiong looked away, "I didn't do anything..."

Then, seeing the man hesitate as if he wanted to say something, she didn't know how to start the conversation.

Fu Xingyun kissed her ear and said, "I'll spend some quality time with you after I'm done with my work in a few days."

As soon as the other person finished speaking, Lin Qiong shuddered instantly.

"Didn't we just spend time together last weekend..."

Thinking back to the fact that she was pregnant last weekend, Lin Qiong felt a chill run down her spine. She was amazed that nothing had gone wrong despite all that commotion.

Then, he raised his hand and patted his heart in relief.

He wanted the child deep down, but the unease and fear in his heart couldn't be dispelled. After all, no one would accept a man who had lived two lives suddenly becoming pregnant.

After dinner, the two snuggled up on the sofa; Fu Xingyun read documents while he watched TV.

Lin Qiong swallowed and looked at Fu Xingyun, intending to test him first. Then she raised her hand and switched the TV to a more relaxing children's channel.

"Floating Clouds".

The man glanced at him and said, "Hmm."

Lin Qiong asked tactfully, "Do you like children?"

Fu Xingyun told the truth, "I didn't feel anything."

It means I neither like nor dislike it.

Then he glanced at the person and asked, "You like it?"

Lin Qiong felt a little awkward. "I just think the kids are quite cute."

Fu Xingyun recalled Fu Jinglin's silly appearance as a child. It seemed that the child was indeed quite cute. He didn't think much of Fu Jinglin's foolishness when he was young because of his cuteness, but seeing him do the same foolish things as an adult made him want to punch him...

The man raised his hand and flipped through the documents. "They are quite cute."

To be honest, Fu Xingyun was very attractive when he was working. Lin Qiong swallowed hard. "So, do you want a child?"

Fu Xingyun: "There's no need."

Their life as a couple has only just begun; Fu Xingyun has already planned their life together until they are seventy or eighty years old.

Lin Qiong was stunned for a moment.

But after breaking his vows, the man started saying some inappropriate things. He turned to Lin Qiong with a smile and asked, "You want to have my child?"

Lin Qiong blushed, "What...what are you saying?!"

Fu Xingyun closed the file and pulled the person into his arms.

Lin Qiong was startled. "What are you doing?!"

Fu Xingyun: "I'll have your child."

Upon hearing what the other person was about to do, Lin Qiong immediately began to struggle, shouting, "No, not now!"

Seeing that the person's face didn't show shyness or anxiety, Fu Xingyun looked at them seriously and asked, "What's wrong?"

Lin Qiong watched as he opened and closed his mouth for a long time before finally managing to stammer out, "I have some health problems."

As he spoke, he shoved the report from under the cushion into the person's hand.

The man paused when he saw the hospital bag, then quickly took out the ultrasound image. For a moment, he didn't have the sense to look at the words on the report, but stared at the grayish shadow.

He then suddenly pulled Lin Qiong into his arms.

"Don't be afraid, I will definitely find the best doctor to treat and remove your illness."

Lin Qiong: !!!

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Author's Note:

You have a tumor!

Zai Zai: Ah, right, right, right.