Gu An’an woke up to find herself in the underprivileged era of the 1970s, where food and warmth were scarce. Just as she arrived, she encountered a crucial moment when her young mother, an educat...
An An was shocked and stood there stupidly. Her feet felt like they were tied with lumps of lead and she couldn't move at all. Slowly, her eyes became misty and she stared at the man not far away with her misty eyes, without blinking. The man's bony hands were on the car window, knocking on it slowly. He was half-turned, basking in the warm yellow sun. He had a very good appearance, with eyebrows like distant mountains and thin lips that hinted at sharpness. He stood silently in front of the heavy car, wearing a neat military uniform. His posture was elegant, upright and strong like a bamboo.
An An's chest tightened and her breathing seemed to be suffocated.
Lu Yan!
The man who disappeared after going to Hong Kong City, the man she had been worried about for a long time, was now standing not far from her!
To be honest, during the training period, she had thought about whether Lu Yan would come to see her after completing his mission in Hong Kong City, but he didn't!
Nothing happened from the beginning to the end. He arranged people, or in some aspects, such as in the cafeteria, he gave her a lot of convenience, but people are always greedy. Once they have one, they will think about having a second.
And Lu Yan, to An An, was that fool. He was the person she wanted to see but didn't during the training. At first, she just wanted to see him, but in the end, she was worried and scared. The feeling of having no news at all made An An feel a little unusual.
The two were only more than ten meters apart. Lu Yan had his head down before, but his senses were quite sensitive. He felt it the moment An An looked over at him.
Lu Yan moved his lips and waved at An An, motioning her to come over.
But An An didn't move, just stood there stupidly, and then, her eyes started to turn red. Lu Yan suddenly panicked, and he quickly took two steps to An An's front. However, after not seeing each other for a while, An An had lost a lot of weight, and her originally round face had become a pointed chin, which made her eyes look even bigger.
Especially now that the little girl's eyes were red and misty, it made people's hearts soften. He whispered, "An An, who bullied you?"
An An raised her head and looked at the man she hadn't seen for more than a month. Not only had she not seen him, but she hadn't heard from him either. She didn't know why, but she felt so wronged that her tears couldn't be restrained from falling. She opened her rosy little mouth and said, "You!"
Looking at An An, who was crying like a little cat in front of him, Lu Yan was at a loss. He took out a handkerchief from his pocket and gently wiped An An's cheek, saying nervously, "An An, don't cry!" His words of comfort came out dryly.
Lu Yan is very tall, and when he lowered his head to coax An An, his whole body was half bent. This action is not difficult for him at ordinary times, but it is a bit difficult for him now. If An An looks closely, she can see a layer of dark red under the military uniform, but Lu Yan seems to feel nothing.
There were quite a few students around, especially since this place was the entrance to the university. Plus, when Lu Yan stood here before, he had already attracted a lot of people's attention, not to mention that he was currently at a loss as to what to do to coax a little girl. Anyone with sharp eyes would notice that this little girl was from the same school as them.
In An An's impression, she had never seen Lu Yan in such an embarrassed state. She burst into laughter, "Silly!" Lu Yan raised his hand and rubbed An An's head with a smile, "Let's go! Go home!" The two words "go home" finally brought An An back to reality. She then noticed that many people around were staring at them!
When she thought of what happened before, her little face instantly turned red. She climbed into the car without Lu Yan's pulling. Her hands were empty. Lu Yan stared at her hands, and he smiled and shook his head. His eyes were unspeakably gentle, and he murmured, "Little girl!" He loved An An's coquettishness!
However, when he noticed that many students around him were still looking at him, Lu Yan's eyes instantly changed from gentle to sharp, and flew to the students around him like a knife. The eyes of some students who were originally looking at him were immediately blocked.
This ferocious look is a huge change from before.
The girl who originally had a crush on Lu Yan was suddenly frightened. Could it be that this man was a psychopath, or the kind of person who could turn his face against anyone without mercy? How could the difference between the last second and the next be so big?
Lu Yan didn't care what they were thinking. He opened the car door, got in, stepped on the accelerator, and rushed out a long way. Not far away, to the left of the school gate, was a simple bus stop.
There were two people standing there, one was Bai Wanwan and the other was Li Xiaoxiao. They had naturally seen the commotion at the door before. Li Xiaoxiao naturally knew the relationship between An An and Bai Wanwan. Her eyes rolled and she suddenly spoke with curiosity and envy in her words, "Who was that man before? He was so handsome!" Seeing that Bai Wanwan did not answer.
She pretended to be casual, "What a pity! Why did they only pick up your sister? You are her sister after all! She got to take the car, and you could only bask in the sun with me and wait for the bus. It's so unfair!"
Bai Wanwan's fingernails dug into her palms. When she heard Li Xiaoxiao's words, her palms loosened in vain. "What does it have to do with you!" Even though she looked calm, Li Xiaoxiao could still hear the unwillingness in her tone. Li Xiaoxiao was indignant and said, "I just feel it's unfair for you!"
Bai Wanwan's face looked better. "Remember, you are not qualified to laugh at me!" Before Li Xiaoxiao changed her expression, she continued, "Gu Anan is just being kept. What is there to envy?"
Li Xiaoxiao's body froze and she muttered softly, "I also want to be supported by someone as good-looking as this!"
Bai Wanwan snorted coldly.
Gu Anan, who was in the car, naturally didn't know about this. Her mood had calmed down by now. Anan lowered her head and played with her fingers, "Where have you been?" But her ears were perked up. She knew that Lu Yan's mission was confidential, but she still couldn't help asking. It was really unsettling that a person disappeared for nothing without any news at all.
Lu Yan held the steering wheel with one hand, but his remaining eyes were always on An An. When he heard her question, he hesitated for a moment, "Hong Kong City!"
An An looked up in vain, "Liar!", of course she knew that Lu Yan went to Gangcheng, but what happened after he went to Gangcheng!
Afterwards, she heard some news about Lu Yan from Instructor Xu, and knew that he had left Hong Kong City early, but he did not come back, nor did he go to the training ground to find her. An An had to admit that she was hypocritical, but in a way, Lu Yan knew where she was at all times, but she knew nothing about Lu Yan. This feeling was too bad, and you didn't know whether the other person was alive or dead, or if he was okay! That feeling of anxiety was the most terrifying for Yu An An!
"I'm sorry! An An!" Lu Yan smiled bitterly, "There won't be a next time!"
"What do you mean?" An An's eyes lit up. She was puzzled but also felt that she was asking too much. Lu Yan had a mission. He was not only her man, but also a soldier, a soldier who defended her country. She felt guilty. "I don't mean to blame you, it's just..." She didn't know how to describe her mood. Worry, fear, and grievance were all intertwined together, which led to her temper.
Lu Yan raised his hand and rubbed An An's face, "I know!" He paused and said in a calm tone, "I have submitted my application for transfer!"
"Ah!" An An was stunned for a moment. She was happy but also regretted that she had gone too far. Lu Yan had been in the army for so many years, but now he had left that place because of her. A sense of guilt came over her, and she murmured, "I'm sorry!"
Even if An An didn't say it, Lu Yan could know what An An was thinking. He shook his head and stepped on the accelerator suddenly. The car stopped immediately. He straightened An An's shoulders with both hands and said word by word, "An An, look into my eyes!"
An An looked up blankly and their eyes met.
Lu Yan said in a deep voice, "An An, you don't need to feel guilty or blame yourself. I left there for my own reasons. I want to have a home, a home that belongs to you and me, and in the future, there will be our baby!" What he didn't say was that he had something to worry about and was no longer suitable for running on the front line. This time was the best lesson and gave him determination.
Lu Yan rarely revealed this news in front of An An, or rather, An An was still a high school student before, and Lu Yan didn't want to put pressure on An An, nor did he want to delay her studies.
But now, An An has entered college. For Lu Yan, this is a signal, a signal that his An An has grown up, and he wants to have a home with An An, a stable family. No matter whether it is a man or a woman, if they are together less and apart more, there will always be problems after a long time.
It's not that Lu Yan is not confident, it's a very realistic problem, and he doesn't want to leave An An for too long.
Even Lu Yan doesn't want to experience the feeling of thinking about her day and night again.
Hearing Lu Yan's words, An An's heart was shocked, her eyes suddenly flashed with panic, her heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and she stuttered, "You...what did you say?"
Lu Yan looked at the stuttering girl in front of him, his voice was hoarse, with a barely perceptible restraint, "An An, let's get married!"
This thunder bombarded An An, her cheeks flushed slightly, and she said hesitantly, "I... I'm still young!" Then, she realized something was wrong. In her impression, Lu Yan was not such a frivolous and impulsive person. He was the kind of person who made decisions after planning, and he was also a very good hunter. He knew very well that it was impossible for them to get married under such circumstances, especially when she had just entered college. Why did he make such a request under such circumstances? ?
An An raised her head, not missing any expression on Lu Yan's face. She saw that there was no disappointment on Lu Yan's face. On the contrary, she didn't know if it was her illusion, but the lines on the man's face seemed to be a lot harder, and his face was a little pale, an abnormal paleness. She suddenly reached out and tried.
As she expected, Lu Yan avoided it.