Chapter 149: Confess and be strict, strict within strictness

Lin Yiyi picked up the cup and took a big sip of goat's milk, moistened her lips, and moved back unnoticeably, keeping a distance of more than an arm's length from the man leaning against the wall.

Then she looked into the man's deep eyes and told the truth without hesitation, "I want to save money so that I can feel safe."

This was the first time Zhao Sheng heard this word, and he was a little confused about its meaning. "Sense of security? What does this mean? Will you be unsafe with me?"

Lin Yiyi shook her head. "This safety is not the same as that safety. Generally speaking, it means having the ability to support yourself, or having spare money to support your living expenses. I can't always rely on you to support me, right? What if... I mean what if, if we break up, or you no longer want to support my life, what should I do then?"

It is easy to be insecure if you live off others.

Unstable.

Zhao Sheng thought about it, narrowed his eyes, and asked her tentatively, "How much money do you need to feel safe? What are you going to do after you have this sense of security? Or what do you want to do? We are husband and wife, how can I not take care of you?"

He and Lin Yiyi are husband and wife and will not separate.

There is absolutely no impossible hypothesis.

How could he not care about her life? Did she want a housekeeper?

This matter cannot be agreed to at the moment.

Want some private money?

He can give her money if she wants it, but she can't have any other thoughts about her.

Lin Yiyi looked into Zhao Sheng's eyes and smiled softly, saying gently: "It takes a lot, and each stage will be different. You also know that you will be willing to take care of your partner only if you are married first.

But this contractual relationship will not last long and will change over time.

The natural intimacy between the two sexes requires a contract to limit and bind them, so this matter itself is a variable. "

While saying these words, Lin Yiyi's tone remained steady, without any personal emotion.

Just stating the facts.

"When you are no longer willing to take care of your wife and no longer provide her with material support, as an incomplete person, she will not be able to survive.

Just like wild animals in captivity, they become accustomed to human care.

Animals that lose their ability to hunt cannot survive in the wild."

Seeing the man frowning and thinking, Lin Yiyi felt that what she said might be a bit complicated, and she didn't know if he could understand it.

Zhao Sheng didn't understand why she meant marriage was bondage.

There is also the theory of small animal breeding.

Isn't getting married and having children something that everyone must do? It's as essential as eating and drinking.

The incense needs to be continued and there must be descendants.

No matter how things change, as long as they are husband and wife, he will always take care of her and he will never change.

Once you marry her, you should be faithful to her. How can you just break up with her?

What's more, he has her in his heart.

The man's eyes were firm, and he said in a deep voice: "I don't know about others, but I won't change."

Seeing that the man still didn't seem to understand what she meant, Lin Yiyi prepared to change her excuse.

She raised her hand and rubbed her brows, thought for a while, and asked him, "Before you got this formal job and had no source of income, did you feel uneasy about your future life? Were you worried?"

Everything depends on human efforts. He had nothing at the beginning, so he was not afraid of losing anything. As long as he strived for it, he would get it.

As a human being, we must have the revolutionary spirit of hard work and not be afraid of hardship.

Zhao Sheng thought about it for a moment, his expression extremely certain and firm, "No."

Why did Lin Yiyi ask these questions?

Is she uneasy about the future because she doesn't trust her man to support his wife and children?

How many times a year can other families eat meat? Even if they are well-off and can have meat once a month, there are many people eating at home, so how many mouthfuls can each person get?

Worse case is seeing some meat scraps during the Chinese New Year.

Every week when he takes Lin Yiyi out to eat meat, doesn't he let her eat it all first? Doesn't he let her eat until she gets sick of it? He then eats what she leaves.

She was never allowed to eat coarse grains, not even cornmeal, for fear that her throat was too thin to swallow.

When he was out racing, he was reluctant to spend his meat coupons to supplement his income. He was always thinking about her. Every time he came back, was he ever free to touch her, including canned eggs, braised pork, pork trotters, clothes, shoes and facial oil?

He asked himself that Lin Yiyi had never been hungry before, so how could she have such ridiculous ideas?

Lin Yiyi: “…” He and she seemed to have different ways of thinking, and the more they talked, the less they made sense.

"How much money do you need to have the sense of security you have now?" Zhao Sheng didn't like her worrying about intangible things, so he asked her again.

"Five hundred dollars."

“Do you want to buy a job?”

It seems that just as he guessed, Lin Yiyi said a lot of nonsense just because she didn't want him to support her.

She wants to draw a line between them and him. Is Lin Yiyi really unwilling to let him take care of her?

Unwilling to trust and rely on him?

He didn't care whether she worked or not, or whether she could make money or not.

It is natural for a man to support a woman.

Lin Yiyi pursed her lips a few times, then nodded without saying anything.

The conversation with Zhao Sheng had reached this point. If she didn't tell him her true thoughts, Zhao Sheng would never understand or guess.

The two looked at each other, both silent.

The actual distance is only an arm's length away.

But my heart is thousands of miles away.

Lin Yiyi was about to tell part of the truth. She raised her hand and gently stroked his eyebrows, slowly sliding it towards the man's cheek, then withdrew her hand.

After carefully choosing her words, she whispered softly, "You know, you are always angry, always like to scare people with a dark face, and sometimes I feel scared too.

In terms of physical structure, women are weaker than men, and I always feel that you will bully me.

Especially when you are irrational, so every time I have to obey your wishes and cannot express my true thoughts. "

Seeing the change in the man's expression, Lin Yiyi did not stop her straightforward words.

"Plus, I have to rely entirely on you to support me, so I am always inferior to you. We are not equal. I am completely dependent on you. I cannot be my true self in front of you."

After hearing Lin Yiyi's inner thoughts, Zhao Sheng's face turned dark and white, and then white and dark, and he was so angry that his heart, liver, spleen and lungs were all shaking.

I never thought that Lin Yiyi would look at him like this.

When had he ever really bullied her except in bed?

He was afraid that she was hungry and tired, that she was wronged and unhappy. As long as Lin Yiyi wanted, he would agree to it and satisfy her every desire.

He was the one who flattered her whole self, so how could that be considered dependence?

How come I can't be myself?

The man's face was pale, his lips were cracked and bloodshot, and he angrily said, "Are you afraid of me? You are inferior to me? Who doesn't let you be yourself? You are so persistent in wanting to work and have the so-called sense of security. You and I know the reason very well."

Considering that they were outside, the man grabbed Lin Yiyi's wrist and pulled her to his side.

Then he leaned over to her ear, his tall body embraced her, the man restrained his violent emotions, lowered his voice and said word by word: "You'd better put away your little tricks. I can give you both and satisfy you, but you have to go with me to get a marriage certificate, and then we will have a child. When the child is three years old, I will give you the family passbook for safekeeping."

Why are they talking about children and marriage certificates again? This guy Zhao Sheng really sees through her.

You can't chat with him about these topics and cause trouble.

Lin Yiyi was hit on the heart by what he said. She didn't know how to argue, so she could only sigh and remain silent.

In the end, she just wanted to leave him, Zhao Sheng laughed at himself, he knew her reaction very well, she just didn't want to live a peaceful life with him, so she kept saying nonsense.

Seeing her pink profile and small, delicate earlobes, the man couldn't help but want to bite her hard.

Let her suffer.

This heartless bad woman.