Chapter 191 Repeating the same mistakes?! Finding another way out?

This moment.

My eyes are filled with tears, which only shed when no one is around, one tear after another.

Roll down.

It fell on the paper with footprints, leaving a tear mark.

Drop by drop, little by little.

It soaked the paper and spread the ink on it.

The sun is shining and it’s as warm as ever.

But it couldn't shine into Lin Yiyi's eyes, nor could it warm her cold heart.

Pick up all the papers on the floor.

Lin Yiyi stood up and stared at the portrait on the wall, wiped her cheek lightly, then sneered, turned and left the empty room that was filled with sunlight but freezing cold.

No more lingering.

She walked out of the office without looking around, crossed the flower bed, passed the sycamore tree, and returned to the dormitory as if no one was around. Her movements were faster than ever before. Looking at the packed and tied luggage, Lin Yiyi went to the sink room at the end of the corridor.

It was almost lunch time. After a while, when everyone had gone to the cafeteria, she would walk out of the textile factory.

Turn on the faucet, fill the pool with water, and with the familiar movement ingrained into your bones, close your eyes, lean over and sink into the water.

Oxygen depletion.

The feeling of suffocation, a chest that feels like it’s about to explode.

Feel the overwhelming pleasure of being torn away from your body for a moment.

Fate is always so cruel to her.

Let her fall into a sweet dream.

And quickly made her sober and peeled off.

But……

She will also feel pain and sadness.

Unfortunately, no one cares.

She still had to think about where to go and find a place to stay with her luggage.

…again and again.

Use this quiet method to quickly suppress your emotional breakdown.

Lin Yiyi wiped the water droplets off her face and walked out of the dormitory building. Her handbag was still left in the cafeteria's operation room.

Director Meng said that there would be no external announcement and no big-character posters would be posted, but within half an hour, all the employees in the cafeteria knew about it.

It spreads out explosively to the surroundings, quickly and with great destructive power.

After Meng Buli finished getting the meal, he heard the people around him talking. He didn't see Lin Yiyi, so he simply stood up and went to operation room No. 2. Except for the lunch box and small bag that had been knocked to the ground, there was no one there.

Picking up the lunch box and rinsing it again with hot water, Meng Buli took Lin Yiyi's lunch box to the canteen to help her pack her lunch.

He couldn't help her in any way, so this was all he could do.

As soon as Lin Yiyi walked into the cafeteria, she was looked at with all kinds of strange eyes.

She just wanted to get her things back and didn't want to have any more contact with these people.

She chose not to hear or see.

Just as I was about to pass the canteen, I ran into Zheng Xiaoke and Liu Lamei.

"Hey, where did this black bug come from? Instead of staying in the countryside to be reformed, he sneaked into the masses?"

Hearing her good friend speak so harshly, Liu Lamei frowned, pulled Zheng Xiaoke's arm, and advised, "Hey, please say less. She's about to leave, why do you have to be so harsh?"

Zheng Xiaoke glared at his friend and said with disgust, "Can't you say a few words to this kind of idiot? You are so stupid that you can be a revolutionary comrade with anyone."

Lin Yiyi had already seen through Zheng Xiaoke's ugly face, and she was too lazy to talk to such a person.

In order to avoid trouble, I didn't talk to Liu Lamei.

She was going to leave, and Liu Lamei was going to stay.

Meng Buli saw who was at the door of the canteen and walked over. After the double doors opened, he heard a lesbian's obscene language and couldn't bear it anymore, so he squeezed between the two of them.

"Lin Yiyi, your lunch box, remember to eat."

Looking at Meng Buli who suddenly appeared in front of her, Lin Yiyi took the handbag, smiled at him, hummed, and turned away.

Thank you, Meng Buli.

The slightly heavy small handbag, thinking about what Meng Buli had just said, Lin Yiyi's coldness around her body subsided a lot.

He was the first person among so many people who dared to show her kindness and extend a helping hand.

Meng Buli looked at Lin Yiyi's back as she left, feeling a moment of melancholy in his heart. He hoped that she would be braver with such an identity. He glanced at the two female comrades behind him, squeezed through them and walked back to the cafeteria.

The weather in July changes suddenly.

I don't know when the sunlight was blocked by dark clouds.

Gradually the wind started to blow.

Lin Yiyi returned to the dormitory, estimated that the time was about right, and chose a time when there were the least people on the road to move her luggage and leave.

He was carrying a bedding roll, holding a net bag containing an enamel basin, and holding two wicker suitcases in each hand.

The weight on her body dragged her feet, making her quiet departure seem awkward and desperate.

Outside the textile factory, a dramatic scene gradually unfolds.

It started raining as expected.

Drop by drop, drip by drip, the dusty ground was soon wet.

Lin Yiyi struggled to hide under a roadside tree with her luggage, but the leaves could not protect her from the increasingly dense raindrops.

It's about a hundred meters away from the bus stop.

Suddenly it seemed far away, but where could she go in the car?

The path seemed clear, but it was not what she wanted.

Back to that river?

The rain gradually soaked her clothes and hair, and her whole body was wet, and the sticky feeling made her feel uncomfortable.

The wind blew on her body and Lin Yiyi shivered.

Zhang Yaowen sent his grandfather back to Ze County from the provincial capital. After settling his grandfather down, he prepared to return to the military region. It began to rain on the way out of the city and the car was driving slowly. It was precisely because of the slowness that he saw people hiding from the rain on the trees by the roadside.

Zhang Yaowen originally didn't want to meddle in other people's business, so he drove past directly. However, as he looked at the windshield wipers moving back and forth and the rain getting heavier, his heart softened, and he turned the steering wheel and drove back.

Lin Yiyi looked at the military jeep parked in front of her. The license plate number seemed familiar, but she was not sure until a man in military uniform holding an umbrella got out of the car.

Zhang Yaowen saw Lin Yiyi's pitiful look and frowned, saying, "Why are you squatting under the tree in the rain? I'll take you wherever you want to go." Isn't she married?

Seeing the luggage beside her, Zhang Yaowen didn't dare to ask any questions.

Afraid of being laughed at, Lin Yiyi cheered herself up and said with a smile: "Take me to the bus stop."

In fact, she didn't know where she was going, nor had she figured out how to deal with all these changes.

She needs to calm down and think carefully.

Zhang Yaowen looked at the bus stop not far away, his brows furrowed even more fiercely, still so annoying.

He handed the umbrella to Lin Yiyi, and when she took it, he immediately put the luggage into the car and shouted, "Hurry up and get in the car."

After the two got in the car.

Lin Yiyi turned her head to look at the rain outside the window, while Zhang Yaowen looked at the wet seat.

After dozens of seconds.

Zhang Yaowen asked seriously, "Where are you going? Do you need me to take you back to the fork in the road we took last time?"

Lin Yiyi suppressed her emotions and insisted with a smile, "Just take me to the station. Thank you, Comrade Zhang Yaowen."

Sitting in the car that can shelter from wind and rain, Lin Yiyi can finally breathe a sigh of relief.