Chapter 512: Save Yourself, Don’t Be Afraid of Seeking Medical Treatment

"Click"

Two cups of iced lemon tea were placed on the glass table.

Interrupting what the two were about to say.

Lin Yiyi didn't ask why it was her, she just inserted the straw into the cup.

Took a small sip.

The taste is just right, cool with a hint of tea and sweetness.

She didn't want to say anything to spoil the fun when the time was right.

Otherwise, you have neither lived well yesterday nor lived well in the present, and have wasted many days.

But the man's patient waiting has come to an end, and Zhong Jiasheng wants to know the answer.

Figure out what happened to her.

He couldn't accept the fact that she was in front of him, in his heart, but so far away from him.

Zhong Jiasheng raised his thin lips, with a calm expression as if he was discussing the weather, and he repeated it again.

"Yiyi, your problem will stump me."

Lin Yiyi deliberately changed the subject and didn't want to mention certain things for the time being.

"Don't say weird things at the dinner table."

The man didn't seem to hear the rejection, and his big, bony hand covered the back of her hand, not allowing her to escape.

"I feel like something's wrong with you lately, and I want to help you."

“…” She really didn’t want to discuss this now.

Lin Yiyi wanted to lose her temper and shook off his hand, but her eyes fell on the back of his hand with a crescent-shaped scar.

All her strength seemed to be drained away in an instant.

Nothing can be done.

Lin Yiyi compromised in her heart, leaning back in the chair somewhat weakly, looking at his cold face, and sighed softly.

"We'll talk about this after we eat, okay? I need to gather my thoughts."

A man's silence is consent.

Zhong Jiasheng sat opposite her with an expressionless face, not saying a word. His dark eyes were deep and unfathomable. Just being stared at by him made her feel oppressed.

Let's take a step back for now.

The snacks hadn't been served yet, but Lin Yiyi had completely lost her appetite. When the aroma filled the air, she took a bite with her chopsticks, feeling like it was chewing wax, and couldn't swallow any more.

The person next to her is sensitive and suspicious.

As long as she didn't hide well, he would find her.

Lin Yiyi took a sip of her drink, moistened her lips, and met his gaze without further delay. If she didn't make things clear, it was estimated that neither he nor she would have an appetite for food.

"Everyone has strengths and weaknesses. Apart from your emotions and appearance, you are perfect..."

“…”He’s not perfect.

Zhong Jiasheng frowned, afraid that she would say something bad and afraid that she would not speak, so he subconsciously held her hand tightly.

As if afraid that she would slip away.

She seemed to understand him, staring into his deep eyes with a smile in them, "In my eyes you are perfect, and I am worthless and ordinary."

Zhong Jiasheng frowned fiercely, "Yiyi, I don't like you belittling yourself, you are very..."

"Hush, just listen to me."

Lin Yiyi lowered her eyes and looked at the jadeite watch on her left wrist and the specially customized wedding ring on her right ring finger. She was really rich.

But her heart is barren.

"Thank you for treating me, taking care of me, and being considerate to me as always. I am very happy to be your wife, and as a husband you are definitely the best."

"I used to think that I would be very happy and have a great sense of security if I had money, but that's not the case. I would still often panic and sometimes be clear-headed.

When I panic, I become silent, over and over again, like the past two days.

When I am sober, I will laugh at myself endlessly, you have everything, why are you not satisfied? "

Lin Yiyi didn't look at him, as if she was doing a self-examination, "I don't know since when I started to switch between the two states, so I feel like I'm sick."

"I felt like I couldn't be a good wife and a bad mother, and I even wanted to escape."

"I'm at that stage now where any little thing will be magnified infinitely in my mind and repeated over and over again."

"I feel like I need to change my lifestyle and keep myself busy so I can stop wasting time."

She ignored other external factors and only asked herself to change.

Zhong Jiasheng's heart seemed to be stabbed by a needle. He felt that he had failed to protect her. The two accidents made her wary and insecure.

She felt that there was danger and insecurity everywhere.

She was afraid of living in a port city where there were potential dangers everywhere.

"Yiyi, it's over. It won't happen again. I promise you."

It seems too pale to just say things with your mouth.

Zhong Jiasheng took out a banknote from his wallet from his inner pocket and placed it on the glass table, then took her hand and left the noisy restaurant.

Lin Yiyi didn't say anything else. She obediently got into the car and left the place where she could relax for a moment.

The car drove to the seaside pier.

Anchored ships crowded the shoreline.

Zhong Jiasheng rolled down the car window, and the evening breeze with the scent of the sea blew through, easing each other's hesitancy and cautiousness.

He wanted to give her support.

But she always seemed to isolate him, afraid of dragging him down.

The sea breeze blew up her long hair as thick as seaweed, and her hair flew around in disarray. He took off the black hairband on his wrist and helped her tie up her hair.

"What do you want me to do to help you? Or what do you want to do to be happier?"

Zhong Jiasheng reached out and twisted her chin, forcing her to look at him.

"Maobao, you want to change your lifestyle, then let's change it, you tell me, okay?"

Lin Yiyi stretched out her hand to smooth the man's brows. She obviously didn't want him to be sad, but no matter how she chose her words, she still made him upset because of her.

She felt that she should face her current situation positively.

Whatever you do, change the status quo.

As a worker, you are busy from morning till night, and your physical and mental strength are exhausted, so naturally you don't have much time to think about random things.

That statement is indeed true.

Most of those who are sentimental and sentimental are rich and idle people.

Or people in desperate situations who have no hope in life and no one to turn to.

With a lover who loves her unconditionally, Lin Yiyi is filled with fighting spirit and is determined to change her current situation.

Without a psychologist, she saves herself.

"I feel like I need to keep busy and have a paid, odd job."

“…” Still thinking about making money when you are sick?

Zhong Jiasheng felt even more heartbroken. This bad cat, stupid cat, greedy cat.

“Don’t sort my clothes for me anymore, I’ll do it myself.

Don't satisfy my material needs too much. For example, if I ask you to buy some jewelry, you should refuse.

You have to reward me within a certain range and not indulge me blindly."

Lin Yiyi said whatever she thought of, she was just a waste, she had too much free time which caused her psychological problems.

"I get everything without any effort. Have you ever seen me happy for more than three days?"

"......"

Zhong Jiasheng was almost so angry that he had a heart attack. Others were afraid that they were not good enough, but she thought he was too good to her and asked for less?

Suppressing his temper, he asked in a deep voice, "What else?"

"That's all I can think of for now. You can't spoil me too much, nor can you indulge me too much. You have to have a temper!

You will still have a bad temper and bad personality as before.

The same should be said for me, Youyou and Mozi. You have given so much and given up so much for us.

You can’t do that, that’s not like you.”

After the two accidents, especially the gunshot wound, he was very careful in front of her and his temper couldn't be better.

Lin Yiyi understood that he felt guilty and blamed himself. Their relationship became twisted and abnormal because you were afraid that I would be sad and I was afraid that you would be wronged again.

Zhong Jiasheng's eyes darkened, and he finally moved the corners of his lips, "Okay."

Lin Yiyi gave him reassurance, looked at him without blinking, and gently expressed her promise.

"You must remember that I will always love you in my heart. I love you the most and only love you. You are the closest person to me in this world."

“I’m not a skin deep person.”

Zhong Jiasheng sneered, his mood was sweet because of her words, and he kissed her awkwardly.

"You don't look at the skin. If you do, you won't be able to walk."

It doesn’t matter that the curly-haired guy is good-looking, my heart loves him the most.

"......"

Lin Yiyi definitely wouldn't admit it, and pretended to be innocent, "No."

He was the only young "handsome man" in the house, the other bodyguards were of South Asian appearance, and there were also older servants.

Where does she go to see men?

Things were talked about openly, but with reservations.

They knew the twists and turns very well and no one embarrassed the other.

When I returned to the Zhong family in Mid-Levels, I missed dinner.

Since she didn’t have enough to eat outside, Lin Yiyi made dumpling soup for the first time.

Except for the lack of wild vegetables, the dish was adapted to local conditions and turned into a seafood version of the dumpling soup.

Zhong Jiasheng felt extremely happy as he watched his beloved wash his hands and make soup for him.

The upward curve of the corners of his mouth never came down.

He hugged her from behind, his tone gentle and revealing his unconcealed happiness, "Yiyi, can we always get along like this?

You can tell me anything you have, and we can face it together."

Lin Yiyi stopped stirring and turned around to look at him, "Then tell me, how do you know the jewelry sketches I drew in the account book hidden in the safe?

And you made it for me?"

"......"

Zhong Jiasheng didn't say anything, he just lowered his head and kissed her, trying to get away with it.

The two accidents scared her, and although she came back safely, she was still very scared.

He just wanted to give everything he had to make it up to her.

She can have whatever she wants.

Whether he has it or not, she can have it.