Transmigrating as the Otherworldly Goddess, the Mad Yan King Obsesses Over Her Like Life

Beautiful transmigrating female lead + mad blackening male lead vs white-cut-black male second

Blackening + mad + villain + yandere + scheming + love rival confrontations + confinement

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Chapter 130 Love, or not love?

Su Qian stopped him, "I've never thought of it that way!"

"I was forced to do so before. I admit that such actions were very selfish, but everyone has their own reasons."

"Lu Huan, if you were inexplicably transported to another unfamiliar era, where you had no friends or family, and your life was in danger at any moment, would you be willing to stay there forever?"

"I just took a direction that everyone would choose."

"Now I can't go back... I can never go back! I can only stay here. No matter what I try, I can't go back."

"I used to be selfish and didn't care about other people's lives, but I had my reasons. I thought that once I returned, this place would just be a memory, a part of history."

"But now, I am here, I am a part of this place, how can I still watch others die because of me?"

At this moment, both of them were a little out of control.

Su Qian is smart and cunning. When she is happy, her expression is written all over her face. She can also pretend. Lu Huan had been deceived by her before and thought that she really loved him.

But at the moment, both of them had a kind of dejected feeling of having thrown away all their weapons and armor, as well as a kind of momentary reckless attitude of throwing away everything.

Lu Huan took a step forward, pinched her shoulders, and forced her to look at him. "Su Zhao, let me ask you again, what are you going to do?"

Su Qian took a step back and said, "I want to make a deal with you."

"Oh, another deal?"

"Back in Zhiyi City, we made a deal: if you follow me, I'll help you drive them back to Fengyuan Country? But now... you're the one who broke the agreement."

"Now you want to make a deal with me?"

His eyes were bloodshot, and he gritted his teeth and said, "Tell me, what deal do you want to make with me?"

Su Qian: "Before I tell you about this deal, I want to ask you a question."

Lu Huan released the shackles on her, walked to the window dejectedly and calmed down, "Ask."

Su Qian looked at Lu Huan and noticed that he looked quite lonely from behind. She felt a little sorry for him. "Lu Huan, after all these days of contact, what are your feelings towards me?"

"Love, or not love?"

Lu Huan: "So what if I love you, so what if I don't love you?

Su Qian: "If it's love, I guess what you want is my heart, not me."

Lu Huan turned around, his eyes cold and stern, "You want to threaten me with my feelings for you?"

"If I say I love you, you'll definitely use my feelings to make a deal with me and let you go, right?!"

Su Qian was helpless, "You are really smart."

Lu Huan approached her again, pressing his thumb against her red lips. "You're good at manipulating people's hearts, but what if... I only want you as a person?"

Su Qian said with a solemn oath: "Then... you can only get me, but not my heart."

Lu Huan sneered, "Having you is enough for me. Love or not is too vague and illusory."

Su Qian sighed: "You won't."

"Your father never gave you the fatherly love you needed. He also trapped you, preventing you from being close to your mother since childhood."

"Lu Huan, what you've lacked the most since childhood is love. You despise the life of your mother, who has a person but not a heart."

"So, you must want to win my heart."

Lu Huan seemed to have been hit in the soft spot, and his movements froze instantly.

If he didn't want her heart, he would have kidnapped her back in Zhiyi City.

Instead of asking for her opinion, seeking her ideas, and making deals with her.

But now, he hates himself the most for this appearance.

He really wanted to ignore her thoughts and just be with her, but he also knew the feeling of being around someone but not being cared about by them. Wasn't that the same feeling with his mother?

In the past, he scoffed at this feeling, thinking that his mother was pedantic and stupid. Why would she marry someone who didn't love her?

Now he understood.

Su Qian asked him if he wanted her heart.

His answer was of course, yes!

He wants both her body and her heart!

What’s the point if you only get her but not her love and attention?

It just adds to your troubles.

Lu Huan was horrified and angry. Love, as it turned out, could really make people sad. Loving someone was like showing their weaknesses to them, allowing them to manipulate them.

He really hated this feeling.

Lu Huan was standing in front of the window when a tall figure suddenly rushed over and pressed her down. "Su Zhao, you just want to disturb my heart!"

Su Qian was startled and tried to dodge, but he held her down and she couldn't move.

Lu Huan hugged her tightly, his handsome face pressed against her shoulder. Painful emotions rolled over and over in his heart. He spoke with resentment, "Why do you treat me like this?"

"After I came out of the sea of ​​fire, I only saw your corpse. Do you know how I felt?"

"Do you know!? Su Zhao!"

He was so heartbroken that he could hardly breathe. "I finally got to see you today, but you said such cruel words to me."

"You are really cruel."

He had been blaming himself.

Why was he angry with her and didn't visit her during that time? Why didn't he be more careful and let the maid easily put drugs in the medicinal food she drank? Why did he let those people sneak into the general's mansion so easily?

He hated himself for losing his mother's tablet and Su Zhao that day.

At that moment he felt so useless that he didn't retain anything.

If he hadn't known her mission that night and knew that she would come back, he really didn't want to live at that moment.

And his hope is that she will come back one day.

Now, she is back, but she doesn't want to be with him anymore.

How cruel?

Then what was the point of his waiting all these days?

After Lu Huan's out-of-control emotions subsided, he loosened his grip on her and stared at him intently, "Let me ask you, are you really just doing this for the common people, or do you want to return to Yan Xuanye?"

Even though he had asked her for an answer before and she had given him a satisfactory response, he was still worried.

Su Qian didn't hesitate: "It's just for the common people, that's all."

Love or not, like or not, these things are nothing to her when it comes to life and death.

She herself had died three times and knew the pain of each death, and she didn't want others to suffer such pain.

After a long while, Lu Huan finally spoke, "In that case, I'll make a deal with you."