In Dong Sujia's view, marriage represents a lifetime.

If two people are married and divorce, the two of them will be ruined.

Zhang Feimo sneered, "Why do you think so of me? Am I really so vulnerable in your eyes? Do you know that I have also endured the suffering you have endured?"

"You know very well that I didn't come from a noble family. I suffered as much as you did when I was little. I understand everything about you. Believe me, I will be with you forever. No matter what the future holds, you will always be my only one."

Zhang Feimo had never thought of saying these words before coming here.

Saying this at this moment is completely heartfelt.

After saying it out, he felt much better.

In fact, Dong Sujia was also moved for a moment.

She was not an ordinary country girl. As he said, she had also endured a hardship in her childhood.

Besides, she probably got to know him better over this period of time.

She knew that he would not despise her, and she knew even more clearly that she should not treat him like this.

But she just didn't want to drag him down.

She didn't want him to treat her with pity.

Such days are not one or two days, let alone ten years, but decades.

He can persist for one or two years, but can he persist for ten, twenty, thirty, or even thirty years?

Zhang Feimo seemed to know what Dong Sujia was thinking and continued:

"Don't you even dare to try? The Dong Sujia I know is not like that. Besides, I can face this with you. We can go find Elder Meng together."

"Everyone, we can face this together. Even if things don't work out in the future, you can still give up on me, okay?"

Zhang Feimo almost begged for the last two words.

He felt sorry for her. He knew she had feelings for him, but he had to force himself to make such a choice.

Isn't it a kind of pain for her and for myself?

If possible, he would rather face it with her.

At this moment, no matter how strong Dong Sujia was, she couldn't bear it anymore.

Why didn't she want to? Why didn't she want to be with him? Why didn't she want to accept the happiness he gave her?

But does she deserve it? Is she qualified to have it?

"Happiness is something you have to strive for yourself. If you don't know how to seize happiness even when it's right in front of you, then you have no right to talk about happiness. No one is born with happiness, do you understand?"

Before Dong Sujia could speak, Zhang Feimo's voice came again.

It was a familiar word, but a different voice spoke to her.

Zhang Feimo had said this today, and Princess An Ning had also said it to her a few days ago.

At that time, her foot was not injured yet, and they were just drinking tea together at Zhang's house.

That day, Princess An Ning told them a lot.

Among them, this is what I said.

She said: "Sometimes, happiness that is within reach isn't necessarily true happiness. Only by experiencing it can one truly understand its true meaning. Happiness that comes too easily is not cherished, and happiness doesn't come often, so when it does appear, we should hold on to it tightly. If we miss it, we might miss it for the rest of our lives."

At that time, she didn't understand what Princess An Ning meant.