Chapter 234

Zhang Chaoyang deserves praise for leading the team to complete the task.

Originally, they suffered very little damage, and if Luo Jun had not been soft-hearted, he could have come back with them.

However, Luo Jun's final leap also saved the lives of other comrades.

He risked his life to make his fellow comrades understand that women and children from enemy countries could sometimes be deadly weapons.

At the critical moment, he threw himself forward with all his might, eliminating the danger to other comrades, and used his own flesh and blood to stop his comrades from finding out the truth.

Zhang Chaoyang reported Luo Jun as a martyr, and he could bear the responsibility.

Zhang Chaoyang and his team completed the mission and prepared to rest and return to the base.

That night, the soldiers in Zhang Chaoyang's team began to have nightmares. When they closed their eyes, they saw images of Luo Jun, the children, and the bloody flesh of the woman.

Zhang Chaoyang himself also showed the same symptoms. The eyes of those children and the resentful expression of the pregnant woman kept flashing in his mind.

Zhang Chaoyang knew that they were psychologically hurt because the scenes during the day were too stimulating.

In the past, they had been dealing with adults who had fallen into extreme evil, but this time, they witnessed scenes of pregnant women, children, and their own comrades being blown away.

A military doctor was called in and gave them psychological counseling, which temporarily calmed them down.

"Captain Zhang, based on what you said, this is a typical post-war stress reaction and requires treatment from a professional psychologist.

I have seen similar cases when I was studying abroad, but I am not a professional psychologist. You will need professional treatment after you return to Beijing.

It is not known whether there will be any other reactions at the moment. Please do not leave the troops for the time being to avoid corresponding stimulation, loss of control, and hurting others. ”

Zhang Chaoyang took the military doctor's advice to heart.

After dawn, they contacted their superiors, who arranged a special plane to take them back to the base.

Back at the base, there is a dedicated psychologist in the team.

The leader asked a psychologist to treat the problem. Zhang Chaoyang was right. Every member of the team was trained by the country with real money.

Just like a sharpshooter, apart from his own talent, all that talent is fed by bullets.

They have hundreds of people on the ground, and the military supplies are not something that can be solved with a little effort.

Zhang Chaoyang's symptoms are not very serious, but we cannot be sure whether there will be other developments in the future.

For the time being, he couldn't go home.

However, you can make a phone call.

So, when Xu Di got home from get off work and received a call from Zhang Chaoyang, he was stunned.

"Chaoyang, is that you? Zhang Chaoyang, is it really you? You're back, are you hurt?"

Xu Di's uncontrollable shouting attracted Grandma Qian and the children.

"Xiao Di, is that Chaoyang?"

"Grandma, it's Chaoyang. He's back. He's not injured and he's back safely."

"Dad is back. Dad didn't sacrifice himself. He's back?"

Nuannuan confirmed again and again. She had eavesdropped on the adults' conversation in the alley and knew that her father had gone to the battlefield.

"Yes, I'm back. Dad is back safely. Nuannuan, Tuantuan and Yuanyuan, come and talk to Dad."

Xu Di didn't expect that Nuannuan would know that Chaoyang went to the battlefield. She endured it and didn't ask. She must have felt very uneasy.

"Dad, I'm Nuan Nuan, are you okay?"

"Dad, I'm Yuanyuan. When will you come back? I miss you. I have learned several songs and want to sing them to you."

"Dad, I'm Tuan Tuan. I can play the erhu and guzheng now."

Three children, holding the microphone, chattered about their longing for their father.

"Grandma, can you say a few words to Chaoyang?"

"No more talking, let the children talk. I feel relieved knowing that he is safe."

Grandma Qian felt sorry for the children. They understood everything but said nothing.

Finally, the children gave the microphone to their mother so that she could talk to their father.

"Chaoyang, can you come back soon?"

"Wife, I have some work to do in the army and cannot go back for the time being. Thank you for your hard work."

This time, Zhang Chaoyang wrote a suicide note and rushed to the battlefield. In fact, he had no idea whether he could come back.

Xu Di was alone, and wondered what he would do in the future. He had to take care of his grandmother and three young children, so he thought a lot.

However, as soldiers, there is no point in thinking too much. When the motherland needs them, they know they will be sorry for their families, but they will do it without hesitation.

"Chaoyang, are you really not hurt?"

"I'm not injured, but there are still many follow-up matters that I can't leave."

"Well, can you give me an address so I can send you something?

Three children want to sing for you. I will record it and send it to you. ”

Thinking of the child's expectant eyes, Xu Di settled for the next best option.

"Okay, I'll give you the address and you can mail it to me."

Zhang Chaoyang also wants to hear the children singing, he really wants to.

Xu Di wrote down the address, and finally told Zhang Chaoyang to get some rest and not to worry about home before hanging up the phone.

"Mom, Dad is back, it's great."

"Nuan Nuan, when did you know that Dad went to the battlefield? Why didn't you tell Mom?"

"A few days ago, I heard some aunts in the alley talking about this. They said their father was also a soldier, and they didn't know if he had gone to the battlefield and whether he would be sacrificed.

Thinking back to when I saw my mom and great-grandmother crying secretly, I guessed that my dad might have gone to the battlefield.

I didn't want to make my grandmother and mother sad, so I didn't ask you whether your father had died. ”

Xu Di hugged his sensible daughter, feeling both comforted and distressed.

Nuannuan is only six years old. Because of Zhang Chaoyang's job, she unconsciously wants to help her mother take care of her younger sister and grandmother, and regards herself as a big child.

Tuantuan and Yuanyuan couldn't understand what their mother and sister said, but they could feel their mother and sister's mood. The two children also ran over and hugged their mother and sister.

Xu Di hugged her three daughters. At this moment, the happiness she felt was indescribable.

"Mom, when are we going to sing for Dad?"

Yuanyuan learned several nursery rhymes at the Children's Palace and has always wanted to sing them to her father.

"Mom will go find my aunt tomorrow and ask her to help record it. You guys think about what you want to say to Dad and which song you want to sing for him."

"Okay, Mom, we'll go now."

Yuanyuan stood up immediately and went to get ready.

Nuannuan and Tuantuan also followed behind and prepared to say what they wanted to say to their father.

"Xiao Di, I can rest assured now. Chaoyang is back. You have lost weight in the past month."

"Grandma, I can't help it either. I'm just very worried. Really, we adults can say whatever we want, but the three children are still young. If they lose their dad, their lives will be very regretful.

I know that Zhang Chaoyang is a soldier and he has his responsibilities and missions.

There are many military wives like me, and there are many children like Nuannuan and her friends.

Our life is relatively good. There are many military wives whose lives are much harder than mine.

The truth is clear, but it is not easy to get over it emotionally. At night, when I can't sleep, I can't help thinking about those things.

Now Chaoyang is back, and I am very glad.

But I also know that in this war, many people will lose their sons, their husbands, and their children will lose their fathers.

While I feel sad for them, I am also glad that Chaoyang is back, my husband is still here, and my children have their father by their side. ”

This is Xu Di’s true thought. She knows that she is not that great and is a bit selfish. She is secretly happy that Zhang Chaoyang is back.

"Xiao Di, don't think that way, it's human nature, no one is a saint.

Chaoyang is a soldier, he must have a big family before he can have a small family. You are just an ordinary citizen. There is nothing wrong with putting your family first in your heart.

It’s not selfish, it’s the most normal reaction as a human being. ”

Grandma Qian doesn’t think Xiaodi is selfish. As a human being, who isn’t selfish?