Chu Xiang is no longer useful, and the people in the training camp plan to kill her.

When I heard the news, I went to ask my father to keep Chu Xiang. My father's official position at the time was enough to protect Chu Xiang, but he had a request: after he came of age, he would go to China to lie undercover, and increase his training by 30% every day.

I agreed without hesitation.

In this way, Chu Xiang was handed over to the care of her equally crazy mother.

It wasn't until the day after I became an adult that my mother passed away with endless regrets.

My father came over and said it was time for me to fulfill my promise.

I looked at my father and said that I was willing to do everything for him and the country, but I had only two requirements: first, bring my mother back to China, and second, Chu Xiang must stay with me.

My father agreed.

I cremated my mother and returned to China with her ashes.

This was my mother's lifelong wish. As a son, I couldn't fulfill her wish when she was alive, but now I can finally fulfill it after my death.

This is not only the mother's wish, but also Chu Xiang's wish.

I finally fulfilled the wishes of the two most important women in my life.

After arriving in China, I buried my mother in her hometown, and then took Chu Xiang to act according to my father's requirements.

While carrying out my mission, I was also trying to find a way to cure Chu Xiang.

In fact, I know that if Chu Xiang follows me, she can only live a dark and hidden life. If I send Chu Xiang back to the Chu family, she can live an upright and glorious life, and her illness can also be well treated.

Before coming to China, my father gave me all the information about the Chu family. Only then did I understand why little Chu Xiang was so fearless.

All her family members were members of the Chinese People's Liberation Army. Nearly half of them died in battle, and those who survived had survived bullets and gunfire and had made great contributions.

Especially her grandfather, who was once the dreaded 'Northern Tiger'.

She grew up in such a military family, how could she know what fear is?

But I just can't bear it. I have protected this person for so many years, and I can't bear to let her leave me.

Even if it's selfish, I want to keep her by my side.

Because I know that as long as she returns to the Chu family, she and I will become opposites, and there will never be a chance for us to be together in this life.

But later, I found out that I was wrong.

I made the wrong decision in a split second, which ruined my only chance with her.

But why did I only figure this out at the moment of my death?

I have lived for the past thirty years, carrying layers of shackles and not having a single day to live my own life.

If there is an afterlife, I hope that I won’t have to carry anything on my shoulders and can just live for myself.

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"Brother Xiaotian, where are we going?"

A familiar voice sounded in his ears, and Ye Tian suddenly opened his eyes. He saw an eighteen-year-old girl holding a tiger doll, looking at me confusedly.

I was surprised and looked at the young Chu Xiang. An unbelievable thought flashed through my mind. I looked around and found that this was my mother's hometown, and the grave in front of me without a tombstone was my mother's.

I looked at my hands, and they looked the same as when I was eighteen.

What happened? Didn't I commit suicide in prison when I was 30?

How could he still be alive and so young?

Could it be that my dying wish has come true and my life has really started over again?

"Brother Xiaotian, why don't you say anything? Xiangxiang is hungry and wants to eat something." Chu Xiang grabbed my arm and shook it.

Only then did I realize that I was truly reborn.

I held Xiangxiang's hand and said firmly, "Xiangxiang, I will take you home."

If I could live my life over again, I would no longer be my father’s puppet and help him do bad things. I would live for myself.

I sent Chu Xiang back to the Chu family and told them all of my father's plans.

I want to exchange this for my future with Chu Xiang.

I don't regret it because I am half Chinese and China is also half my country.

My mother is still buried on Chinese soil.

In my previous life, I have been filial and loyal to my father and his country. In this life, I should also be filial and loyal to my mother and China.

The Chu family was very happy to see Chu Xiang come back. They took Chu Xiang to the hospital for a full body check-up and reported the information I provided to them.

I was under strict guard and no one was allowed to get close to me.

The wait is long, but I am not afraid, because I know that after a short separation, Chu Xiang and I will be together forever.

A month later, I was finally released. The Chu family's attitude towards me was a little distant, but they allowed me to meet Chu Xiang, which was the best recognition.

I learned from the Chu family that all of my father's plans had been intercepted, and my background had also been investigated. I was half Chinese, and since I surrendered voluntarily, the organization was willing to accept me.

But I know that this is just an opportunity for me, and it is still a long way to go before the organization officially accepts me.

But I am not afraid. For Chu Xiang, I am willing to accept all tests and hardships.

After all, I survived those difficult days in the past 18 years. What else can't I bear?

Yes, I did, but I lost Chu Xiang.

Five years, a full five years, I finally passed all the tests of the organization.

During these five years, Chu Xiang's illness was cured by a doctor named Liao.

I am glad that I made the right decision this time and did not make Chu Xiang and her mother wait for another ten years.

Chu Xiang recovered from her illness. She hated the Japanese, but she still trusted me. Our relationship became increasingly stable, and finally, with the approval of the Chu family, we got married.

The moment I married her, I once again felt that I had made the right decision and did not lose her again.

After marriage, we loved each other very much and had two children.

The little tiger that witnessed our love was kept and buried with us until we passed away.