It took Xu Jianmin a long time to calm down and continue speaking.

"Thirteen years ago, it was just like last time, with heavy rain. The rain collapsed the mountain behind the elementary school, and the entire mountain collapsed, burying several simple classrooms... Fortunately, all the children in the classrooms were saved. Only one person never came out."

"That person is the only teacher in the school, my sister-in-law, Xiangyang's mother."

Li Xiyue's heart ached. It turned out that Xu Xiangyang's mother was an elementary school teacher, and she sacrificed herself to save others?

She heard from Xu Guoqing that Xu Xiangyang's mother died when he was very young, but she didn't expect that she died in this way.

"In order to save us children, Xiangyang no longer has a mother."

"That year, Xiangyang was only seven years old."

Li Xiyue understood. No wonder the villagers were so tolerant of Xu Xiangyang. It turned out that his mother saved the children in the village. If it weren't for his mother, who knows how many families would have been broken up.

But his mother saved other people's families, but his family...

Xu Jianmin paused and continued, "Not long after, his father, who was a soldier in the army, also died..."

Li Xiyue was in a heavy mood. Her family was broken and her parents were both dead. Few people in the world could bear it, not to mention that Xu Xiangyang was still a child at that time.

Xu Xiangyang's strange personality may be related to his miserable childhood.

"From then on, we, uncle and nephew, depended on each other and supported each other as we grew up. Xiangyang always wanted to be a soldier like his father, defending his country. Of course, I supported him, and I stayed in the village and served as the deputy captain."

"I thought our lives would be smooth sailing, but I didn't expect them to be so shattered."

Li Xiyue felt very sympathetic towards the uncle and nephew.

Xu Jianmin ruined himself because of his kindness in saving people. Although Xu Xiangyang appears to be cold and unkind in daily life, it can be seen from the fact that he saved the rabbit that he is a kind person at heart.

How can we not feel sorry when good people don’t get rewarded?

After saying this, Xu Jianmin looked at Li Xiyue and said, "I was struck by lightning for doing good things. I deserve this bad luck. I accept it, but Xiangyang shouldn't follow my old path."

Li Xiyue understood that Xu Jianmin thought she was the same kind of person as Lin Rou and would make Xu Xiangyang repeat his mistakes, so he called her over for a talk.

"Li Zhiqing, I know it's inappropriate for me to call you here today to tell you this, but I really can't bear to see Xiangyang become another me. If something happens to him again, how can I face my deceased brother and sister-in-law?"

"You're beautiful and capable. This small place of ours can't hold you back." Xu Jianmin looked out the window. "I can see that you and Xiangyang are not on the same page. Can I ask you to stay away from Xiangyang? As long as you agree, I can do my best to meet your request."

Isn’t this the same scene where the domineering mother pays five million to get her son’s girlfriend to leave her son?

Li Xiyue didn't expect to encounter such a thing in this era.

It’s a pity that this money was not earned by her.

Li Xiyue took a deep breath and finally spoke, "Comrade Jianmin, I think you misunderstood. There is really no romantic relationship between Comrade Xiangyang and me. Of course, I don't care what he thinks, but at least I don't have any feelings for him at all."

"I don't know what he would do with others, but please rest assured, he will never have this chance with me."

Xu Jianmin was shocked and surprised.

"Also, if you really care about him and worry about him that much, you should live a good life and not seek death at every turn. Have you ever thought about what would happen to him if you really died last time?"

Li Xiyue continued with a serious face, "He'll feel like he killed you, and he'll live with guilt and self-blame for the rest of his life. Do you think he'll ever be okay? His life will only be a hundred times, a thousand times worse than it is now."

"No, Xiangyang has always been strong. If I die, he will be relieved and can live a good life." Xu Jianmin denied her point of view.

When he learned that his nephew might have fallen in love with a female educated youth, he felt like the sky was falling, fearing that his nephew would follow in his footsteps.

He thought that as long as he died, his nephew would come to his senses and would no longer associate with the harmful female educated youth. If he died, he would no longer implicate his nephew and his nephew would be able to live a good life.

And as for Xiulan, her life will not be delayed any longer.

So he smashed the medicine bowl and slit his wrists.

But unexpectedly, he didn't die.

Even if I want to die, I can't do so. I can only live in this miserable state.

"He appears to be very strong on the outside, but you don't know that he is actually very fragile on the inside. No matter how powerful he is, he is still a human being and feels pain. Losing his only relative must be such a huge blow to him. Do you really think he can handle it?" Li Xiyue asked back.

Xu Jianmin felt a pang of pain in his heart when he thought of his nephew's almost broken look when he got into trouble. He had to admit that she was right. His nephew just didn't show his vulnerable side in front of him easily. His nephew would be afraid, sad and cry like a normal person.

Speaking of which, the year he collapsed, his nephew was only seventeen, still a child, but he supported the family alone. In order to make him better, his nephew went to Uncle Xu's house to study medicine, learn about medicine, and learn how to take care of him...

For him, his nephew gave up his dream of becoming a soldier and gave everything for him, but what did he do?

He gave up on himself, blamed everyone and everything, got angry at his nephew and Xiulan at every turn, threw things at every turn, didn't take his medicine properly, and wasted a lot of medicine and other things.

Sometimes, he even hated himself, living a life worse than a rat in the gutter!

Li Xiyue continued, "If you really care about him, you should cooperate with the treatment. Once he gets better, you can stay with him every day and not let anyone else hurt him in the slightest. Instead of being like this, imprisoned in the past, cowering in this bed, not daring to leave this room."

"If I were you, I would never give up on myself and make my loved ones sad and my enemies happy. No matter how difficult it is, I will stand up again and let those who hurt me see that I can live a good life!"

Xu Jianmin's tightly clenched hands revealed the white bones, and his heart was shocked like never before. For a moment, it seemed that all the past events flashed through his mind, and hatred and anger reached the peak.

His emotions rose and fell, and the next moment, he suddenly felt that the past seemed unimportant.

Li Xiyue was right. It was foolish to torture yourself for someone who hurt you and didn't care about you, and to make your loved ones suffer with you.

He can't go on like this!