Sleepless listening to the sound of snow

Winter came, and Lu Jinfeng stayed there until Bai Shunan finished his scenes. After accompanying Bai Shunan to a dinner with the crew, he took advantage of the cold weather and persuaded Bai Shunan to go with him and drove back home overnight.

As the lights on the road flickered, Lu Jinfeng fell asleep in the car due to his drunkenness.

As soon as they got home, before Bai Shunan had time to turn on the light, Lu Jinfeng threw himself on Bai Shunan and hugged him affectionately, "Maybe I'm not very smart."

Bai Shunan gently stroked Lu Jinfeng's back. "Every time I watch you act, I think you're a genius. Besides, even if you live your life clumsily, it's not bad either."

"You..." Lu Jinfeng didn't continue.

"I'll stay with you."

Lu Jinfeng leaned against Bai Shunan quietly for a long time. He asked in a calm tone, "Do you like me?"

He always asked Bai Shunan this question. Originally, it was a question to seek peace of mind when he was at a loss, but later it gradually became a habit in life.

"I like you……"

As soon as the word "like" came out, Lu Jinfeng kissed Bai Shunan, and "you" was vaguely wrapped between his lips and tongue.

"I often wonder what you're thinking, and I always end up thinking about the same thing. Over time, I stop thinking about it."

"What was your last thought?" Bai Shunan stroked the hair that fell on Lu Jinfeng's cheek and asked with tenderness in his eyes.

"You love me."

Bai Shunan paused. It was not that he didn't understand, but Lu Jinfeng didn't understand. He could sense that Lu Jinfeng was very dependent on him, but didn't want to show that he was very dependent on him, just like the kisses that fell secretly in the middle of the night. It seemed that there was always a secret resistance to Lu Jinfeng taking the initiative. Bai Shunan saw that Lu Jinfeng was worried. No matter how he comforted him, Lu Jinfeng seemed unable to help but fear the unsatisfactory result.

"I don't even dare to call you now, and you never reply to my messages in time."

Bai Shunan said, "I was filming at that time."

Lu Jinfeng lowered his eyes sadly. Shunan never mentioned the night she didn't answer his call. He couldn't just lose his temper and say helplessly, "I don't think you love me." He wanted to feel at ease and whispered, "My Shunan, you don't understand anything."

Bai Shunan looked at him, and gently brushed away a long eyelash that Lu Jinfeng had placed under his eye with his fingertips. Lu Jinfeng moved forward, chased Bai Shunan's hand, kissed his palm, and gently placed kiss after kiss. Lu Jinfeng lifted Bai Shunan's wrist and placed it on his face. He leaned against his wrist, feeling the beating, and Lu Jinfeng's head swayed slightly in comfort.

Bai Shunan felt a soft warmth on his wrist. He didn't quite understand what he meant. Similar conversations had taken place many times. Every time he tried to inquire about the shadow that was bothering Lu Jinfeng, Lu Jinfeng was always reluctant to talk about it. Bai Shunan never felt discouraged on this point. He didn't understand him, but he loved him.

"Why? I've been tempting you for so long and you haven't felt anything," Lu Jinfeng whispered, words he had hidden for a long time. He hadn't drunk much tonight, not enough to get drunk, but his face was flushed with drunkenness. The light from outside reflected the ripples in his eyes, a look of passion. He pretended to be drunk, soberly aware of what he was doing. "Don't you like me? Don't you want me?"

Bai Shunan was speechless for a moment. He wanted to look up at the sky, but then he thought better of it. He understood Lu Jinfeng much better than Lu Jinfeng thought. A touch of warmth slid across his hand. It was Lu Jinfeng's tears again. Bai Shunan looked up. Lu Jinfeng's eyes were filled with tears, his nose was slightly red, he lowered his head and sobbed softly, without covering his face, forcing a drunken smile.

Bai Shunan looked at him with a sad face. He took off his coat. Lu Jinfeng lowered his head slightly at this time, and the breath he exhaled was completely hot and sprinkled on the side of Bai Shunan's neck. Bai Shunan lightly stroked Lu Jinfeng's cheek with his fingertips, stopped at one place and gently tapped it, then raised his head and kissed Lu Jinfeng, took off Lu Jinfeng's coat, and slowly unbuttoned his shirt, ending the kiss. Bai Shunan calmly looked at Lu Jinfeng's evasive gaze, gently rested his forehead on his forehead, and moved closer, their breaths completely entangled together. Before kissing again, Bai Shunan took a step back and said, "Kiss me."

After Lu Jinfeng got tacit consent, the coldness of the previous second turned into a surging charm in the next second. He chased after Bai Shunan and kissed him. Lu Jinfeng began to take off his clothes on his own initiative. He kissed him, responded to him, and kissed him non-stop, all the way to the bed, licking his body.

Everything happens naturally.

When love was deep and affectionate, Bai Shunan opened his eyes in a daze. He looked at Lu Jinfeng with tears in his eyes in front of him. Tears fell on him drop by drop, followed by one lingering and passionate kiss after another.

Lu Jinfeng hugged Bai Shunan, absorbing his warmth and endlessly seeking it. He let Bai Shunan indulge him, unreservedly revealing his desire for him, letting him be emotionally naked before him. He caught Bai Shunan's hand, which had fallen down due to exhaustion, and kissed it soothingly. Lu Jinfeng hugged Bai Shunan tightly, wanting him to be warm in this increasingly cold winter.

He longed for warmth to constantly caress him, but was trapped in the night day after day, so he longed for a peace of mind that would allow him to sleep, searching, exploring, and inquiring again and again. Others could hardly see what he longed for beneath his pale words, and they paid no attention to the hands he reached out time and time again in search of peace of mind, so he increasingly wanted to feel a love similar to what he wanted.

He stretched out his hand, put his arms around his neck, and carefully pulled Bai Shunan to his side with the other's strength. He buried his face in his shoulder and rubbed it tenderly, letting Shunan grab his hair weakly. He held Shunan's other hand and interlocked their fingers tightly.

He didn't say anything, but he was telling his lover with his actions: Love me, love me more, I need you, I long for you so much.

He thought about not asking for a long-lasting love, and cried, "I want you to love me forever."

He held her tighter, allowing her to press closer to his cheek, where her hair fell. Shunan always loved to touch that spot. Lu Jinfeng whispered all sorts of unreasonable requests in his ear, begging Shunan to soften his heart. Ultimately, it all came down to "don't leave." He asked again, worriedly, "No matter what I do, no matter what happens in the future, you won't leave, right?" Bai Shunan trembled slightly, leaned against Lu Jinfeng, and nodded. Lu Jinfeng tilted his head back slightly, moved, tears and sweat mixed in his lips, kneading a few strands of curled hair, and kissed the soft cheek near Shunan's eyes.

Lu Jinfeng leaned down and rested his face on Bai Shunan's cheek. Bai Shunan closed his eyes tiredly and opened them again. Listening to the lingering panting mixed with laughter and the intimate calling of "Shunan" in his ears, he was about to fall asleep.

The words "I love you" came into my ears in a trance.