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Will Chapter 117 accept it?
Chen Jingyang's heart was pounding wildly. The overwhelming stimulation made him feel impulsive!
He longed to hold Zhang Pengfei in his arms right away, and kiss him passionately!
But no!
He wasn't even sure if Zhang Pengfei knew who he was!
How could someone do such a thing if they were just friends?!
Zhang Pengfei has not fully recovered and still has many cognitive courses to complete. If he were to get close to him rashly, would it mislead Zhang Pengfei?
What if he's misled and thinks that he, Guo Chengdong, or any of his friends could do such a thing...?
The consequences would be unimaginable!
This situation is undoubtedly Zhang Pengfei's first time, and he cannot be so selfish!
I dare not take any risks!
Chen Jingyang pinched his leg hard, gasping in pain, but composed himself and carefully chose his words: "This is normal; it means your body is recovering."
Zhang Pengfei clearly didn't understand: "Why wasn't it like this before?"
This... Chen Jingyang really didn't know how to answer!
Zhang Pengfei then asked, "Will it stay like this forever?"
Chen Jingyang took a slow breath, looked at Zhang Pengfei's earnest and inquisitive face, and stammered, "It...it's not usually like that, it's only when..."
He frowned for a long time, but finally gave up: "Wait a moment, I'll call Teacher Tang."
Chen Jingyang went to the bathroom and closed the door.
Suspicion began to rise in Zhang Pengfei's eyes—Chen Jingyang had never avoided him when making phone calls before.
"Teacher Tang!" Chen Jingyang pursed his lips: "Just now, Zhang Pengfei... um... had some physiological reactions. Is that a problem?"
Teacher Tang was clearly delighted: "This is a good thing! It's a normal phenomenon of nerve recovery! I was planning to teach him this in Monday's class, but I didn't expect him to recover so quickly!"
Chen Jingyang breathed a sigh of relief: "Then... what should I do now?"
Knowing their relationship, Teacher Tang paused for a moment and said, "Before he regains his memories of you, or before he actively expresses his feelings for you, I don't recommend that you have any intimate behavior. Informed consent is an ironclad rule. I hope you can adjust your mindset and treat him like a friend."
Chen Jingyang had made this prediction and assumption, but when he was clearly told that it was indeed the case, he still felt somewhat disappointed and sad.
"Can you give the phone to Pengfei? I'll talk to him first."
Chen Jingyang handed the phone to Zhang Pengfei, and under his questioning gaze, silently closed the door and left.
"Teacher Tang?"
“Pengfei, Jingyang just said that your body has undergone some changes and you have some new sensations? This is a very good sign, indicating that your nervous system is working hard to repair and rebuild, which is part of the recovery process.”
"These feelings are completely normal and natural. Many people experience them during recovery. You don't need to feel embarrassed or ashamed about them, understand?"
He wasn't embarrassed or ashamed; he was just curious.
"Teacher Tang, why is this happening?"
"This is because the part of your brain that controls bodily sensations is awakening, but the part that controls these sensations and social rules is still recovering, so the sensations may be very intense and even confusing."
Teacher Tang paused for a moment, then emphasized, "These feelings are very private and should only be processed in private spaces. They shouldn't be seen by others, understand?"
Zhang Pengfei was confused: "Can't Chen Jingyang see it either?"
Teacher Tang was silent for several seconds before speaking: "You can only show this to the person you love who also loves you. This person must be unique, not your mother, not your sister, but someone you are willing to spend your life with."
Zhang Pengfei frowned: "How can I tell if I love him or if he loves me?"
"If you love him, you will like him very much, always want to be with him, miss him very much after not seeing him for a few days, feel sorry for him when he is hurt, feel sad when he is unhappy, be willing to take care of him and protect him, and not want to separate even if you encounter difficulties."
Teacher Tang paused slightly, then said earnestly, "If he feels the same way you do and is willing to do the same for you, then that means he loves you."
Zhang Pengfei thought for a moment: "So, does Chen Jingyang love me? He has always taken care of me, he cries when I am sad, and he says he misses me every day."
Teacher Tang fell silent again.
“Pengfei, there are many kinds of love in this world. For example, your mother’s love for you, your sister’s love for you, and the love of your teachers and classmates. Of course, there is also the love from Chen Jingyang, but love is not all the same.”
He slowly explained, “Your mother and sister love you because you are family, connected by blood, and it’s a natural feeling. The love your teachers and classmates have for you mostly stems from their appreciation and recognition of you, and it’s formed slowly over a long period of time. Only Chen Jingyang’s love for you… is the most complex.”
He thought for a moment and continued, “His love can make him like family to you, even more important than family, but if you are unwilling to accept that affection or kindness from him, his love may turn into harm. Only when you feel comfortable and happy can his love for you be called love.”
It was a bit complicated, so Zhang Pengfei sorted it out: "So, if Chen Jingyang gets hurt, I'll feel sorry for him. If I don't see him for a few days, I'll miss him. I like it when he holds me, that means I love him and he loves me too, and that's something I can show him?"
Well......
Teacher Tang got stuck again.
Anyone could see Chen Jingyang's feelings for Zhang Pengfei, but as for Zhang Pengfei...
If he truly loved Chen Jingyang, how could he bear to forget him?
Many people still vividly remember how terrible Zhang Pengfei was when he was sent to the hospital.
He was in a deep coma and had a smart ring around his neck. Because of that smart ring, they couldn't even do a CT scan. He really had a second chance at life!
As soon as Chen Jingyang arrived at the hospital, the smart ring was activated. Everyone was smart enough to know what was going on without even having to guess.
Would Zhang Pengfei really love someone so tyrannical, domineering, and who even nearly killed him?!
“Pengfei…” Teacher Tang said slowly, “Love is very complicated. You will understand when you are fully recovered. Some things you have to experience yourself to know. There’s no need to rush now. Don’t think about these things. Take it slow, okay?”
He dared not guide Zhang Pengfei any further, after all, no one could guarantee that Zhang Pengfei's memory of Chen Jingyang would never be completely erased, what if it were to be erased one day?
Will he forgive Chen Jingyang and accept his love?