Turns Out I'm Not Mentally Ill

Synopsis: [Main text concluded] Also recommending completed novels "Death Spiral" and "Someone in My Heart".

[This novel is set in a fictional world, fictional, fictional! Ple...

Chapter 134 Chapter 134 The World Kissed Me with Pain (Daily Update + Ending 3...

Chapter 134 Chapter 134 The World Kissed Me with Pain (Daily Update + Ending 3...

"Your condition isn't serious," Dr. Cen said. "It's probably stress-induced cardiomyopathy caused by overwork and excessive stress."

Lin Jianyuan: “…”

Lin Jianyuan sat on the hospital bed, frowning and looking around.

The scene changed again.

When he woke up, the scene in his hallucination changed again. This time it was a hospital, which looked like an emergency room.

Since even Dr. Cen showed up, the setting should be the emergency room at No. 700 Jiangchuan North Road.

"How do you feel now?" asked Dr. Cen.

Lin Jianyuan didn't answer, but just looked down at his phone.

Four hours have passed.

If the speed of time had not changed, then a full four hours had passed since he entered this illusion.

What's the situation with Xieyu now? Are they encountering any tough heretics?

Did Shi Shaoning also encounter problems? Pei Shuo should be fine as long as he is with him.

But the question is, are they also trapped in an illusion?

—They haven't been psychiatrists before, so they don't have much experience. Can they spot hallucinations at first glance?

Especially his wife who has no experience in being a human being...

When Lin Jianyuan thought of this, he suddenly felt like laughing again.

"What did you think of? Would you like to talk about it?" Dr. Cen held the medical records folder, his eyes behind frameless lenses gazing at him gently with a professional gaze. "It's okay. You don't have to talk."

"Thank you, Doctor Cen. You're so reliable no matter where you are." Lin Jianyuan smiled, "But I really don't need any help this time."

"Okay." Doctor Cen also smiled. "Then I'll be gone for a moment. Call me immediately if you feel any discomfort."

Lin Jianyuan nodded, and Dr. Cen walked away to take care of other patients.

OK. Now what?

Before Lin Jianyuan could figure out his next plan, a man rushed in from outside.

The man was running hurriedly, and seemed to suddenly remember that this was a hospital, so he braked suddenly.

But she was still very anxious and walked towards him quickly.

"Brother, you're awake!"

The moment Pei Shuo saw him, a look of surprise and relief appeared on his face. He asked, "What did the doctor say?"

Lin Jianyuan noticed that he was holding a pile of receipts. It seemed that he was going to pay his own bills.

Every charge item on the receipt is clear and concise.

...This illusion is so realistic.

My heart ached again.

Lin Jianyuan found that he still couldn't remain indifferent to the hallucination of Pei Shuo. He sighed and said, "The doctor said it's nothing. Thanks, brother."

"It's okay, it's okay." Pei Shuo smiled. "I'm just tired from work, so I just came out to relax. Haha."

The happy golden retriever always had a bright smile. That smile was so healing that it eased Lin Jianyuan's anxiety about Xiyu a little.

Carrying jade...

When he thought of his lover, Lin Jianyuan couldn't help but sigh again.

This time, the Emperor of the Interstellar Federation has really lost face.

The Lord of Heretics fell into the hands of the heretics, and even after being in the hallucination for so long, he still hadn't figured out a solution.

I can only wait patiently for my wife to rescue me.

This time the beauty really has to save the hero. Haha.

Lin Jianyuan couldn't help but smile again.

“…” Pei Shuo looked at him secretly, and his eyes couldn’t help but reveal a look of worry again.

Pei Shuo insisted on sending Lin Jianyuan home.

This illusion was so real that even the entire subway line from No. 700 Jiangchuan North Road to his home - to the old and dilapidated house where they used to live - was perfectly reproduced.

It’s actually not that difficult.

Lin Jianyuan took the subway after a long time, and knew in his heart that it was not difficult for the heretic to achieve perfect details in the illusion.

Anyway, all I have to do is dig it out of his memory.

The point is not whether it is true or logical.

As long as it is consistent with his memory and cognition, it will be fine.

That's what hallucination is.

But this stupid heretic got one thing wrong.

That is, no matter how real the scene in front of him was, Xiyu was not there.

Xie Yu is gone, Nienile is gone, all the heretics and the Administration are gone.

Lin Jianyuan had actually already guessed what this heretic's food was.

Probably something like "fear" or "heartbreak."

I have to say, fabricating a world where the Jade doesn't exist is really scary.

But this idiot got one thing wrong, that is, Xie Yu cannot possibly not exist.

Even if the mark left by Xie Yu was erased, even if all heretics disappeared from this world, Xie Yu would not be able to cease to exist.

Because Lin Jianyuan still remembers the feeling of loving and being loved.

He had to get out as soon as possible.

He was anxious to know what surprise his wife had prepared for him.

…Having said that.

"Brother, do you live here alone?" Pei Shuo asked curiously.

...When the key was inserted into the keyhole, there was no obstruction, as if it was swallowed by a silky throat.

When Lin Jianyuan pushed open the door, a stuffy and stuffy atmosphere hit him in the face.

The old and dilapidated living room remained the same as it was when he first remembered it - the same as it was before he went to work in the morning.

When there was no one waiting for him in the empty house.

"...I don't live alone." Lin Jianyuan blinked hard a few times, smiled and said, "I live with my wife."

"Ah?" Pei Shuo was stunned for a moment, "But you are not..."

Pei Shuo paused before he finished speaking. He seemed to have thought of something and did not continue speaking. Instead, he smiled again and changed the subject.

"Then, brother, I won't bother you anymore. You should get some rest early?" Pei Shuo said, "I'll leave first. Call me anytime if you need anything! Don't be polite to me, brother!"

"Well, thank you." Lin Jianyuan sent Pei Shuo to the door.

Click, the door closed.

The small rental house immediately turned into an urn sealed with cement.

Lin Jianyuan turned his head and looked at the old and dilapidated house that was familiar but seemed a little distant from his memory.

There was a time when he missed this place very much.

He once filmed his last vlog here with Xieyu before moving.

"Come on! Let's shoot a vlog!"

"Hmm? What's a vlog?"

“It’s just a record of life, for our future selves to watch.”

“This is where my wife and I first met!”

"This is where I first met Xieyu. That day I had a huge fight with my idiotic boss at the company..."

The appendix carrying jade swayed back and forth.

Lin Jianyuan's voiceover: "Be serious! Stop twisting your body! You wouldn't have twisted your body when you saw me!"

Xieyu in the picture suppressed his laughter: "Oh oh."

Try to tuck in your little tail.

"And then he saw me and said—"

Xie Yu: "You're back."

Lin Jianyuan: "He said, 'You're back!'"

Xieyu: "Would you like to take a shower, eat first, or me?"

Lin Jianyuan laughed out loud: "He said, 'Will you take a shower and eat first, or me?' Hahahahahaha..."

Xie Yu: "Hahahaha..."

...Tsk.

Lin Jianyuan looked at the water on his fingers with disdain.

Why are you crying?

It's just an illusion, there's nothing to cry about.

His heart was clenched again, and he felt a pain that made him unable to breathe. He wiped away his tears and subconsciously reached for the medicine on the table.

His fingers touched the white plastic bag, but then stopped.

The touch from my fingertips was so real. The plastic bag Jingwei used to distribute medicine, the plastic medicine box that I had touched countless times, the light as a feather.

One pill after another.

...Do you want to eat?

Lin Jianyuan suddenly found it funny. Why would he have such a question?

He's not mentally ill. And this is just a hallucination.

What reason does he have to take antipsychotics in hallucinations???

Lin Jianyuan threw the whole bag of medicine directly into the trash can.

As the sky grew darker, Lin Jianyuan did not rest, but continued to look for a way to break the deadlock.

It was a hot day. The time displayed on his phone was July. It happened to be the day he and Xieyu first met.

Lin Jianyuan tried his best to ignore the throbbing pain in his heart. He wanted to buy a bottle of ice water to calm himself down.

I walked into a convenience store and when I was paying, a *bei interface suddenly popped up.

Lin Jianyuan: “…”

Oh shit.

Not only did he lose his wife, he also lost his job with a monthly salary of 200,000 yuan!

Lin Jian hurried to check the account balance.

Good, good. My heart is finally at peace.

What the fuck is this?! What the fuck is this heresy?! Is this a sick thing?! Is this ****!!! What the fuck is this!!! Damn, he is just ******!!!

Lin Jianyuan roared furiously in his heart. Fortunately, he could still afford a bottle of iced mineral water.

He walked out of the convenience store covered in sweat, gulping down a bottle of mineral water.

A whole night of investigation yielded no results.

No, it’s not an investigation, but it would be more appropriate to call it “wandering”.

Because he actually didn't know where to go or what to investigate.

Everything is... too normal.

A normal city, normal streets, normal people of all kinds coming and going.

He walked into a store at random, pulled over a passerby at random, and even dug up a blade of grass in the roadside flowerbed.

Everything is normal.

There was nothing wrong. Everything was normal and real.

Even the feeling of the sweat shirt sticking wetly to my back felt incredibly real.

...It's been 11 hours.

It has been 11 hours since he entered this illusion.

Xieyu must be worried to death about him.

Speaking of which, his consciousness is in an illusion, so what about his body in reality?

Did he disappear as well, or was he in a coma like before?

...Xieyu must be worried to death.

They were out having fun, but he got tricked again due to a disagreement.

……no.

Lin Jianyuan took a deep breath and jumped up from the curb.

There's no time to rest! We must continue investigating! Find a way out as soon as possible!

Xie Yu is still waiting for him!

His wife is still waiting for him!

The thought of carrying the jade filled Lin Jianyuan's body with strength again.

When he catches this damn heretic, he will definitely kill it!

No matter who says something, it’s useless!

How dare you scare him like that!

He must kill it!!

When I woke up again, it was the familiar ceiling again.

Lin Jianyuan: “?”

Lin Jianyuan looked around blankly and saw the emergency room he had just seen not long ago, as well as the plastic hose connecting himself to the glass bottle hanging high.

At one end of the hose, a sharp spike pierced the bottom of the glass bottle.

At the other end of the hose, a steel needle was fixed on the back of his hand.

Lin Jianyuan blinked slowly, his eyelids were heavy, and he had a hard time figuring out what was going on.

Oh. Fainted again.

Maybe it was because he was in poor health in July. He was busy like an idiot at the company, his days and nights were reversed, and he didn't eat well, let alone exercise.

So if I forget to eat or stay up all night, I will faint again.

…Why the hell do they have to replicate the “poor health” setting!

It's reasonable to suspect that this stupid heretic is playing tricks on him!

Damn it! When he gets out, he's going to...

"It's actually best for him to be hospitalized..."

Doctor Cen's voice was very low, but it still reached Lin Jianyuan's ears.

It makes sense because Lin Jianyuan has very good hearing now.

——Wait, good hearing?

Lin Jianyuan's eyes suddenly lit up.

Doctor Cen came over with a few people. They were Pei Shuo, Qin Shi, Su Zhiwei, and Jiang Chen.

Jiang Chen was actually there. Lin Jianyuan was very surprised.

Several colleagues had worried expressions on their faces, but Jiang Chen was the only one who stood out. He looked impatient.

Doctor Cen said, "Lin Jianyuan, you're awake. Your colleagues are here to see you. This is what happened..."

With Dr. Cen's patient explanation, Lin Jianyuan understood.

Dr. Cen recommended that he be hospitalized.

Yesterday, Lin Jianyuan fainted for the first time. Dr. Cen believed that he had stress cardiomyopathy caused by overwork and mental stimulation.

Stress cardiomyopathy, also known as broken heart syndrome.

Well, as the name suggests. It means exactly what it says.

At that time, he had fully recovered after being observed in the emergency room for a period of time and had no abnormalities in his body.

But at night he ran out alone again.

He was found collapsed on the main road at four in the morning, just as daylight was breaking.

Fortunately, it was already daybreak, otherwise the passing cars would not have seen him at all and would have run over him, crushing him into a meat patty or grinding him in two.

"...So in his case, it's best to be hospitalized." Doctor Cen pushed his glasses and said seriously, "But our hospital's situation is quite special, as you know. Hospitalization requires a signature from the patient himself or an immediate family member..."

Lin Jianyuan interrupted: "I'm not staying. I'm not sick."

Are you kidding? If he lives in Jingwei, will he be able to get out?

This must be the conspiracy of that stupid S-class!

Everyone wanted to persuade him again, especially Jiang Chen. He had a gloomy face, as if to say, "If you don't stay in the hospital, who will be responsible if you get sick again?"

Fortunately, Lin Jianyuan has no father or mother.

If he doesn't sign it himself, no one can send him to a mental hospital unless he hurts someone.

Ha ha.

In short, under the escort of his colleagues who strongly requested it, Lin Jianyuan returned to his old and dilapidated home.

"Brother, is the house next to yours unoccupied?" Pei Shuo wandered around the house and said, "How about I move in and keep you company for the next two days?"

Lin Jianyuan: "Why are you accompanying me?"

Pei Shuo couldn't answer and was a little embarrassed, scratching his head.

Lin Jianyuan declined everyone's kindness - he still had to continue his investigation.

As soon as the door was closed, Lin Jianyuan looked at the room again.

This is where it all began.

This was the place where he and Xieyu met for the first time.

Lin Jianyuan took a deep breath and tried to recall any details he had missed. Any key to breaking the deadlock.

——Gurgle.

A familiar sound made Lin Jianyuan shudder all over.

His eyes suddenly opened wide and he looked around. His heart pounding, he quickly opened the doors of the master bedroom, bathroom, kitchen, and the second bedroom that had never been occupied.

--No.

Not anywhere.

There is no jade anywhere.

Gurgle.

There was another sound.

Lin Jianyuan lowered his head blankly and touched his belly.

Gurgle.

My stomach feels hollow and stuffy.

...He forgot. He hadn't eaten for two days.

It was his own stomach growling.

It turned out that he was hungry, not Xieyu.

Not carrying jade...

A week passed.

For seven whole days, Lin Jianyuan kept searching and thinking.

It was hard to believe that he had been trapped in this illusion for seven whole days.

How are Xiyu and the others doing? Are these heretics so difficult to deal with this time?

He's been in trouble for so long, the management should have noticed something unusual.

People outside should be trying to find a solution.

Xie Yu... Xie Yu must be worried to death about him.

Cheer up. Don't give up. Don't get tired.

Don't be tired. Don't be hungry. Don't be dizzy. Don't be heartbroken. It's all fake.

This world is fake. It's an illusion. It's false.

Xieyu must be worried sick about him. Cheer up. Cheer up. Cheer up.

Gulp.

Lin Jianyuan raised his head and swallowed a handful of pills with tap water.

He wiped his face roughly in the bathroom and was about to leave the old and dilapidated house to continue his investigation.

I suddenly caught a glimpse of the kitchen from the corner of my eye.

The kitchen. The empty stove.

A bowl that no one has used for a long, long time.

A refrigerator with nothing in it.

A washing machine that has never been turned on.

A windowsill without a mint pot.

"Carrying jade."

Lin Jianyuan gently called his lover's name into the air.

Hold your left hand tightly.

His empty left hand was clenched, no longer bearing traces of kisses or teeth marks.

Holding hands with my lover seems like a thing from the past life.

no.

Cheer up.

Lin Jianyuan blinked hard several times and took a deep breath.

Instead of going out, he went back to the bathroom and took off his clothes, which he hadn't changed for several days.

Shower. Wash clothes. Go grocery shopping. Cook.

Have a good meal. Have a good sleep.

Cheer up.

...After cheering up, Lin Jianyuan discovered a serious problem.

He has no money left.

day.

He had to go to work damn near.

What the hell is this utterly stupid heretic!!!

What! Really! I’m hallucinating! And I still have to go to work!!!

Are you sick?

Who is the psychopath?!

After Lin Jianyuan cleaned himself up, he went to work with a lot of resentment.

The first thing he did when he entered the company was to grab Pei Shuo's collar fiercely and warn him not to play the escape room with a work theme in the future.

Pei Shuo: “?”

A month passed.

Lin Jianyuan went to No. 700 Jiangchuan North Road for regular follow-up visits. While investigating the mental hospital, he also chatted with Dr. Cen.

Still can't find a way out.

When he gets out, he will definitely kill that stupid S-class.

Two months passed.

Lin Jianyuan kept himself clean and energetic every day. He planned his time wisely, working at a stupid company during the day and working overtime at a stupid company at night.

Work overtime until ten or eleven o'clock, and conduct new investigations in all places you have never been to.

He was almost on the verge of evolving out of sleep, which once again fully proved that this was an illusion.

Because how can people not need sleep?

Three months passed.

Mid-Autumn Festival is here.

Lin Jianyuan has no family, and Pei Shuo's family lives in another city.

During the Mid-Autumn Festival, the two of them worked overtime together in the company.

After working overtime, it’s 11 o’clock in the evening.

Lin Jianyuan wanted to find a barbecue stall to eat, but he searched for a long time but couldn't find one.

But passed by a basketball court.

"Brother, what's wrong?" Pei Shuo had only been working for three months, but he had already transformed from a young and energetic male college student into a office worker with no light in his eyes.

He looked tiredly at the empty basketball court, yawned and said, "Brother, do you want to play basketball?"

Lin Jianyuan said: "You go back first, I have something to do."

Pei Shuo: “Oh.”

Lin Jianyuan came to the basketball court alone, looked up and looked at the empty backboard under the street light.

He remembered playing basketball with him here with Xiyu.

He remembered Xie Yu dribbling the ball with his liver, then dunking it with his intestines standing upright. The scene was incredibly powerful. Lin Jianyuan had etched it in his mind, a scene he would never forget.

How could it be fake?

How could the jade be fake?

Even if he is fake, it is impossible that the jade he carries is fake.

Lin Jianyuan tilted his head back and blinked hard several times.

Suddenly I really want to drink.

Oh, and there's a convenience store across the street. Let's go buy some wine.

Lin Jianyuan wanted to buy some wine.

Turning around, I saw Pei Shuo carrying a bag of beer, snacks, and barbecue. He was smiling brightly.

"Brother." Pei Shuo said, "Shall we talk?"

The basketball court is surrounded by empty spectator stands.

It was already one in the morning, and only Lin Jianyuan and Pei Shuo were sitting in the huge auditorium.

Lin Jianyuan held a beer in one hand and a barbecue skewer in the other.

There was a cigarette between his fingers.

"...So, all this must be an illusion."

Lin Jianyuan said.

In the end, he couldn't help but confide in Pei Shuo.

It's been three months.

It’s Mid-Autumn Festival already.

He felt his endurance was nearing its limit. The string in his head had been taut for three months, and in those three months, he lost count of how many times he had called out to his lover, how many times his nails had pinched the palm of his left hand.

He even started banging his head against the wall, hoping to pass out and return to his lover.

"But I still can't wake up..." Lin Jianyuan lowered his head and looked at his empty left hand.

“…” Pei Shuo was silent for a moment.

"Okay, anyway, thank you for treating me to a drink." Lin Jianyuan picked up the beer bottle and clinked it with Pei Shuo.

No matter what, even though he knew clearly that Pei Shuo was hallucinating, Lin Jianyuan felt much better at having someone listen to him.

Lin Jianyuan felt that after venting his emotions, he had strength again.

Today is Mid-Autumn Festival.

He still remembered the Mid-Autumn Festival appointment he made with Xiyu.

Let’s watch the moon and eat mooncakes together.

The little rascal also prepared a surprise for him. What was it?

I'm really curious. I really want to know.

What surprise does Xieyu want to give him?

Thinking of his lover, a smile appeared on Lin Jianyuan's lips again.

But he immediately raised his head, looked at the dimmed street lights, and blinked hard several times.

"...Brother." Pei Shuo suddenly spoke.

"Hmm?" Lin Jianyuan turned his head and saw Pei Shuo's hesitant face.

"Actually... I don't know whether I should say it." Pei Shuo observed his expression carefully.

Lin Jianyuan was at a loss for words: "You've already said that, why are you still hesitating? Speak!"

"..." Pei Shuo hesitated for a moment, then sighed, "Okay, I'll tell you. Be prepared."

"Um."

"Well, it was in July, when you fainted for the first time in the company. Actually, I heard that you fainted just before that."

"Yeah. I know." Lin Jianyuan said, "That time I stayed up all night straight and only slept two hours in three days. Then I fainted."

"Yes." Pei Shuo said, "And then you were admitted to the ICU."

Lin Jian looked at him quietly.

Pei Shuo hesitated again, but he made up his mind and said, "I later went to the ICU where you were staying before to ask around... Brother, I'm not trying to pry into your privacy, I'm just worried about you... I found the doctor who was in charge of you in the ICU at the time, and the doctor told me that you were talking nonsense when you had a high fever and was unconscious. He talked about heresy, the evil realm, the Administration, and old lady Flash..."

Pei Shuo stopped here, like a dog that was unsure whether it had made a mistake or not, and looked at him cautiously with his eyes raised.

Lin Jianyuan: "Go on."

Pei Shuo hesitated again and again, and then said, "That is, is there a possibility that what you said was really just hallucinations when you were unconscious in the ICU? I heard that this condition is called delirium..."

Lin Jianyuan was silent for a moment.

delirium.

Hmm, delirium. What a distant word.

The last time I heard it was three months ago.

"Brother, if, I just said if."

Pei Shuo looked at him worriedly, hesitated again and again, and finally said those cruel words,

"What if those heretics you mentioned, and your lover, were really all hallucinations? What should I do?"

Lin Jianyuan looked at him quietly without saying anything.

After a while, Lin Jianyuan smiled.

Reached out and patted his shoulder.

"Gone. Going home to sleep. I have to work tomorrow."

5 months. Winter has arrived.

8 months. Spring has arrived.

10 months. He no longer suffers from insomnia.

He began to shift the focus of his life to work.

12 months.

Dr. Cen said, "You are actually very lucid."

Lin Jianyuan said: "Yes. I am very clear-headed. I know all this is an illusion."

Doctor Cen said, “Really?”

Dr. Cen said, "Then what are you afraid of?"

24 months.

This is my second Mid-Autumn Festival here.

Jiang Chen was driven away, and Lin Jianyuan successfully took his place.

36 months.

This is my third Mid-Autumn Festival here.

What surprise did Xieyu want to give him? I'm so curious.

It’s so urgent.

I really want to know.

Lin Jianyuan was silent for a moment and continued to work.

48 months. The fourth Mid-Autumn Festival.

I got shares and became a partner in the company. My business flourished.

Who dares to say this isn't an illusion? Everything has been going so smoothly, the whole world seems to be revolving around him.

The world revolves around him.

Who dares to say that this is not an illusion?

60 months. The fifth Mid-Autumn Festival.

The fifth year of being trapped in an illusion.

At an altitude of 10,000 meters, the aircraft engine roared.

"Boss Lin, I must warn you again!"

The instructor nearby shouted over the comms, "You have severe stress-induced cardiomyopathy! You're not suitable for skydiving at all! The shock of weightlessness at high altitudes could easily trigger sudden death! I strongly advise against this!"

Lin Jianyuan lowered his head and looked at the mountains, rivers and lakes below his feet.

Looking down from ten thousand meters in the air, everything on the earth looks like a model, exquisite yet unreal.

Lin Jianyuan suddenly remembered something and said, "Is this Xianlao Lake?"

The coach was stunned for a moment.

The pilot's reply came over the comms: "Yes! Commander Lin! Xianlao Lake is directly below us!"

Lin Jianyuan smiled. Distant memories returned to his mind.

He remembered that he had planted flowers here and also dived here.

He once dived into the deepest bottom of the lake with his lover, holding hands.

Now he has achieved great success and has become the top in the industry in five years.

"But in fact, I have been very scared during these five years," said Lin Jianyuan.

"What?" The coach didn't hear clearly and asked loudly on the communication.

Lin Jianyuan muttered to himself, not saying it to his coach. He said, "For the past five years, Doctor Cen has been asking me a question. He asks me, what are you afraid of?"

"He said, if you really accept the reality, if you have really moved on, then what are you afraid of?"

"As expected of Director Cen. Really perceptive. Or maybe it's just my poor acting skills."

"What?" The coach suddenly felt uneasy. He took two steps forward nervously and asked loudly, "Boss Lin! What are you talking about?"

Lin Jianyuan smiled, walked forward, and leaned out of the cabin.

At an altitude of 10,000 meters, the strong feeling of weightlessness makes people dizzy.

After 5 years, he finally figured it out.

What emotions had been haunting him for the past five years? What did that heretic want from him?

Not heartbreak.

But fear.

Dr. Cen asked, if you have accepted the reality, what are you still afraid of?

There is only one answer.

That is, he never accepted reality.

This is not reality.

A world without Jade is definitely not real.

It is because we have never accepted reality that we are afraid.

His greatest fear was that Xiyu had never really existed.

That's why he has been trapped here.

In that case—

Lin Jianyuan suddenly pushed the coach away, dropped his parachute backpack, and then—

Jump down!

Ten thousand meters high in the sky, the wind is howling!

The huge wind pressure made it impossible to breathe, his cheeks stiffened, and his hands and feet almost frozen into ice.

unimportant.

My heart was pounding. The sudden acceleration of weightlessness made all my muscles and nerves tense.

unimportant.

The earth, the mountains, the lakes, were rapidly closing in. A shattering death was imminent.

unimportant.

The world kisses me with pain.

——Then I’ll give the world a fucking headbutt!

He would hear a thud.

He would become a mass of something that might not even be worth a drop of mosquito blood to the world.

Or maybe——

"Carry the jade!"

Lin Jianyuan opened his arms and opened his eyes wide in the fierce wind.

Both my body and mind felt a long-lost sense of relief.

"Carry the jade!"

For the millionth time, he called out with all his might amidst the raging wind—

"Carrying Jade!!!"

Ten thousand meters in the sky, no one heard the name.

His lover—

His lover heard...

boom!

The earth trembles! The mountains and rivers tremble!

Xianlao Lake is surging like a boiling pot!

The flesh-red shadow roared and rose up, and huge waves surged!

The palm of his left hand was engraved with a burning heat. His lover heard it—

"Carrying Jade——"

Lin Jianyuan opened his arms and fell into a warm embrace that he had not felt for a long time.

At the same time, BANG!!!

The red sun in the distance was bitten to pieces by the bloody mouth that covered the sky!

The sky cracked and the earth shook!

The whole world - the false world, collapsed in an instant!

The sky fell apart, and behind the huge curtain-like fragments came the terrified and shrill cry of [Wei Shi].

“Ahhhhhhhhh—”

Bang!

His teeth clenched tightly.

[Wei Shi]'s body was bitten off in half.

Clang. The lifeless upper body slammed heavily to the ground.

[Wei Shi] Can no longer make a sound.