82.Guarding Love

Mother Lin had almost prepared all the big and small matters for the wedding. After they came back, Wenhua had lost a lot of weight and her wedding dress didn't fit her well. Mother Lin was worried and quietly pulled her son aside to ask if they wanted to postpone it.

"No need, it's better to divert your attention at this time."

Therefore, Mother Lin cooked four meals a day to feed her daughter-in-law.

"Mom is so tired. Why don't we go out and play for a few days? When I'm at home, she's always around me and she doesn't have any time to rest," Wen Hua said to Lin Zhengze before going to bed.

"Okay, have fun. It's not May Day yet, so there are fewer people everywhere," Lin's mother was very supportive.

There is no need to worry about the traveling crowds, as they don’t go to famous tourist cities.

In fact, she was in a good mood, and the pain of losing her loved ones was not overwhelming.

She was still young when her grandmother passed away. She cried out of pure sadness during the wake. One day, when she was eating, she was even in a good mood. A grandmother next to her said, "Silly child, you don't understand anything. You will miss me when you go home after the funeral."

She didn't understand it at the time, but she was sad for a long time after the funeral.

Because longing will permeate every little detail of daily life. The person who left lives in every corner of the home, every place they have walked together, and every thing they have experienced together.

Now she understands and can better bear this kind of constant longing. Thinking about deceased relatives is another form of companionship.

Most importantly, she had someone by her side.

In the past, Wen Hua would never show her weakness. She had lived alone for too long and had long been accustomed to saying nothing.

But now it’s different. Wen Hua feels that she is softer and stronger at the same time.

She would say, "Lin Zhengze, I miss grandpa so much," and then he would hold her in his arms and cry.

She would say, "You must not die before me," and then listen to him make promises that go against the laws of nature.

Being strong doesn't mean gritting your teeth and holding on, but admitting you can't bear it anymore and turning to someone for support. Support is right there within reach.

Lin Zhengze seemed to have retired early, and his phone stopped ringing.

They traveled to three cities and played for more than half a month. The places they went to most often were amusement parks, toy cities, and video game arcades. Wherever there were many children, there would be flower smelling activities.

"Will you feel annoyed?" Wen Hua was always too happy to care about him. When she turned back to look for him after playing for a long time, she would always find him sitting quietly in the parents' area reading an e-book and waiting for her.

Once when she walked over, the aunt next to him asked him if he was waiting for the child. He smiled and said yes, then stood up and took her hand and walked away.

"No problem, just familiarize yourself with the role of father in advance," Lin Zhengze replied.

Like a prophet, Wen Hua is really pregnant.

After playing on the slide for an hour, Wenhua began to feel dizzy, weak and wanted to vomit. Lin Zhengze took her to the hospital and told the nurse that she felt dizzy from playing on the slide. The nurse speechlessly said that she could rest for a while and go home if she had no other symptoms.

Wenhua sat for a long time and went to the toilet. When she took out the tissue from her bag, she saw the sanitary napkin. She felt a little dizzy when she calculated the days.

She had eaten something and the blood test was not accurate, and she was too embarrassed to go to the nurse again, so she asked Lin Zhengze to buy a pregnancy test stick.

Half an hour later, the two looked at each other. Lin Zhengze was the first to react, and he was at a loss as if he had won the lottery.

They returned home early, and Mother Lin treated her daughter-in-law as a key protected person. She didn't let her go back and asked her to live at her place. Before they even got home, Mother Lin had already come up with a pregnancy diet plan.

"Auntie, you are pregnant, right?" Huhu asked while touching her belly.

"Yeah, by this time next year, Huhu will be a big sister."

"That's great. I go to school with my brother. Fatty☆Entire article management-23 02069430☆Fat is very powerful. My brother and I bully her together~", Huhu said seriously, and the whole family was amused.

Lin Zhengze was very nervous and wanted to prevent her from taking a single step. He also tried to eliminate as many complicated steps as possible from the wedding.

Wen Hua posts the meals for pregnant women made by Lin Ma on Weibo every day, and her fans quickly increase, and everyone wants the recipes.

[My husband doesn’t allow me to touch the computer. I will upload the video in a few months. Lin Ma’s Kitchen is officially open for business].

After seeing this reply, Lin Zhengze's reaction was to ask Assistant Zhou to start recruiting employees to edit the video.

The wedding was held in a classical garden. There were only seventy or eighty relatives and friends present. After a simple ceremony, the couple said yes to each other and became husband and wife.

Regarding the details of the wedding, what Wenhua remembers most clearly is the moment of entering the venue. She held her breath when her father took her hand and walked in. In fact, she always imagined how her father would react at this moment. When Wen He got married, there was no such part as the father bringing his daughter into the venue, so the night before, Wenhua saw her father still secretly practicing to familiarize himself with the route very late.

That's enough, Wen Hua thought. Even if she tried her best to control her emotions, she couldn't hide the happiness and excitement she felt when she saw Lin Zhengze opposite her.

She thought of the moment of amazement when they first met. Who would have known that the man she thought was quite handsome would become her husband?

The wedding night was filled with just chatting under the quilt, while Lin Zheng held her in his arms and sat on the balcony lounge chair, watching the moon and drinking tea.

"Honey, if Zheng Le finds a girl to marry one day, my guess is that their wedding night will be more passionate than ours." Wen Hua was wrapped in a blanket and nestled in his arms like a silkworm.

Lin Zhengze smiled and touched her belly. "Are you cold?"

"It's not cold, you're quite comfortable wrapped up like this."

Wen's father and mother stayed with her for a while after the wedding, but when they saw that her in-laws took good care of her, they went back.

When her aunt came to see her, Wenhua was already five months pregnant. Wenhua heard the familiar words again, "When you become a mother, you will understand the love of your parents. In the future, I will tell you how difficult it is for your parents."

"I often hear this. I've heard it so many times that I've been wondering what earth-shattering secret my parents have. Isn't it the family planning policy that allowed them to secretly have a second child? Were they expecting a son and so disappointed in me? It doesn't seem so. Why did they have two children if they couldn't raise them? In that era, many people secretly gave birth to second and third children. Was it the fault of the times or the policy? Neither. It was my parents' fault. They shouldn't have given birth to me and didn't care about me. They hurt me. Whether my parents admit it or not, I've let it go after I calmly said it today. Aunt, you're right. It's not just that I can understand a mother's heart when I'm pregnant. I also learned to love others after meeting Lin Zhengze and being loved. This is probably all that can happen between me and my parents. I don't know if you expect me to be as affectionate and spoiled as other daughters and act like a spoiled brat with them. I can't do it, and they can't stand it either. Why not admit the alienation between us and face life calmly?" Wen Hua said.

My aunt opened her mouth but didn't know what to say. She just kept saying that she was stupid and stubborn.

"Whether you believe it or not, and whether my parents believe it or not, I really am not living with resentment and anger. I am living a good life now. What I lacked in the past has now been compensated double, and I am very happy."

Wenhua made an agreement with her parents to have a video chat every weekend without fail. Now that she is pregnant, there are many topics to talk about.

This frequency of contact makes my parents feel at ease, and Wenhua feels good too.

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Family ties and blood ties are things that you can't completely cut off. The best way is to find a way to get along with each other that makes you feel comfortable and at ease.

For Wenhua, this pattern has never changed, which is that she is thousands of kilometers away from home. But now her mentality has changed. She is no longer obsessed with the past and focuses on the present, so she no longer feels heavy when she calls or video chats with her family.

Life suddenly became easier, and the only weight was the little one in my belly that was growing day by day.

What kind of mother will she be?

Lin Zhengze also asked the same question.

She thought that she would be a responsible mother and would not miss any moment of her child's growth, but she would also be an independent mother and would not let her love become a pressure on her child.

At the end of March the following year, Wen Hua became a mother and gave birth to a smiling baby. The baby's nickname was Haha. Haha was a boy. He and his sister Huhu formed the Huhuhaha group and brought a lot of joy to the Lin family.

Wen Hua takes care of the children herself, and at the same time manages her Weibo account. She compiled the recipes dictated by Lin's mother into a "Pregnancy Series" and a "Baby Series".

Lin Zhengze spends more time at home. They focus on taking care of the baby five days a week and spend the remaining two days as a couple.

"Have I ever told you that I love you very much?" Wen Hua asked.

“Twice a day”

"Have I ever told you that I'm very grateful to you?" Wen Hua asked again.

"Say it often"

"Have I ever told you that I'm afraid of losing you?" Wen Hua asked again.

"I used to talk about it in my dreams when I was pregnant, but I haven't been talking about it lately."

"Then I say it again, husband, I love you, and I am afraid of losing you. But you taught me how to love, so I will love you well, and I will try my best to protect my happiness and not lose you."

"Is that so? Then I think I love you even more," Lin Zhengze said.

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