The boy saw the gold on the ground, wiped it off, stared at it, and even considered swallowing it again. Perhaps because he had been in too much pain just now, he frowned.

The beauty frowned!

It's an extremely beautiful painting!

"Are you going to commit suicide?" Su Jiaoniang asked.

The boy nodded: "I'll go somewhere else. Sorry to bother you!"

The sickly-looking young man spoke in a hoarse voice, perhaps because he had just swallowed gold. His eyes were filled with confusion and helplessness.

"It's better to live a wretched life than to die a good death. Why are you courting death?" Su Jiaoniang asked.

The boy paused, then turned to look at Su Jiaoniang.

His open mouth closed again.

He wanted to say that he would rather die than submit, that a man should live uprightly, and that even if he was sick and weak and had little money, he would rather go to the street to write letters for people to earn money, eat three steamed buns a day, and wear tattered clothes.

No one wants to be a man who is exploited by other men.

When he was packed up and sent here, he thought about dying.

However, dying in the Lu family's house is absolutely unacceptable...

My mother and younger sister are still living at the Lu family's house!

He couldn't die too obviously; he had to die gracefully, like dying of illness. Otherwise, his mother and younger sister wouldn't have an easy time either. It seemed that the only way to die gracefully was to swallow gold.

It was just too painful!

"Just stay alive, don't worry. A man like the Regent doesn't like someone like you, too weak! He wouldn't even look at you. Isn't it good to be eating and living here for free?"

"Ah!" The boy was taken aback.

Su Jiaoniang pointed to herself: "He likes people like me. If he had to choose between you and Eunuch Cheng, he would choose to be a eunuch!"

The boy's feelings became even more complicated.

For a moment, I didn't know what to say.

Is this meant to comfort him or belittle him?

But after hearing these words, he really didn't want to die anymore.

Who wants to die when they can live?

However, he felt that he was very good-looking, and there were few people in the entire capital who could compare to him!

Why doesn't the prince like him?

"Go all the way," Su Jiaoniang whispered, "The prince is no good. He's the lower class, and someone like you is obviously useless!"

...

The boy stared in shock!

The guards monitoring the Prince's mansion nearly fell out of the tree!

this……

They dare to say anything!