If you do

Chu Rong didn't disbelieve in love, he just didn't believe that beautiful and pure love would come to him.

Su Xingyun might like him, but due to the Alpha's nature of being attracted to Omegas, this liking is not pure and natural enough, as if if he could smell someone else's pheromones, he would immediately fall in love with someone else.

Chu Rong was eager to cure his illness, and also wanted to confirm how deep Su Xingyun's feelings for him were, and whether they were deep enough to change himself or even sacrifice himself.

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As soon as Su Xingyun came back, he keenly noticed the unusual atmosphere. He didn't say much, just exchanged a few words with the old lady. When it was time for dinner, he took Chu Rong out to eat.

"I've made reservations at a fine-dining restaurant. Do you want to change your clothes and go eat there?"

Chu Rong responded after a while: "You think I'm too poorly dressed to go to a high-end restaurant with you, right?"

His heart suddenly tightened, and Su Xingyun quickly replied: "No, I just want to care about you more and be more considerate..."

"Why do you care about me? Don't you know that saying this will make people misunderstand and think that you dislike me?"

"No, no, I..." Su Xingyun was so nervous that his palms were sweating, and he couldn't utter a complete sentence. Chu Rong sighed: "Su Xingyun, are you really stupid or just pretending to be stupid? Can't you see that I'm in such an obvious dilemma? That's it, I don't want to go out to eat, you find someone else."

Su Xingyun's eyes were sore. He silently held Chu Rong and put his head against his neck. The strong scent of lime made him feel more at ease. The pheromone didn't taste bitter, which meant that Chu Rong was not angry, he was just testing him.

"Chu Rong, I really like you. There's no need to try to reject you. Even if you drive me away or do something to me, I won't take it seriously."

Chu Rong: "Even if I go find another Alpha, you don't care?"

"There are no other Alphas around you. I've already sent Lu Shuo back. I won't let him harass you again. Lu Heng, on the other hand, won't be released without spending several years in jail. As for Gu Nai, or Gu Zhi, he hurt you so much before. I'll make him pay you back a hundredfold!"

Su Xingyun's face could not be seen, but from his cruel and cold tone, it could be known that he was really angry, always like this. He hugged Chu Rong with a gentle strength, for fear of hurting him.

Since leaving Liushi Village, he has become a little more shrewd. Chu Rong didn't know why he had this idea, but he could clearly feel that Su Xingyun knew how to control his temper. Even if he was angry, he would not lose his temper directly. Instead, he would put him first in everything, without being impatient or irritable, and more like an adult.

"Actually, I heard everything you said to grandma." Su Xingyun hugged the Omega and listened to his strong heartbeat. "I know you haven't fully accepted me yet, but if you want to know the reason, tell me, Chu Rong, don't try to lie to me anymore."

Su Xingyun could vaguely sense that Chu Rong must be minding the past, whether it was the cruel abandonment or the accidental miscarriage, it was like a needle piercing her, unable to be pulled out. Su Xingyun tried every way to make amends, but to no avail.

He was shocked to realize that he had never really understood Chu Rong from the beginning to the end.

At first, he thought Chu Rong came to the city with a big belly to ask him for money. Then he found out that Chu Rong was working hard alone and was willing to break the law to have an abortion, which made him even more furious.

Later I learned that an Omega, let alone one who was pregnant, couldn't take care of himself at all, and was coveted by an Alpha disguised as a Beta. It was rare for him to be taken care of in every way and not compromise in showing his love.

Chu Rong rejected others not out of consideration for Su Xingyun, but because he was not the kind of person who would compromise himself for pleasure. He was pure and straightforward in his feelings. If he didn't love someone, he didn't love them. He would not keep people in suspense or seek temporary benefits.

On the contrary, Su Xingyun felt that it would be good if Chu Rong was willing to hook him, instead of pushing him away and being overly cold and heartless.

Whether you scold him or beat him, as long as you look at him and care about him, it is better than being ruthless.

Su Xingyun felt aggrieved and cautious, constantly guessing Chu Rong's inner thoughts, while trying to get closer to him without angering him.

"Su Xingyun, I appreciate everything you have done for me."

Hearing this, Su Xingyun's tears immediately came down. He was never a coward who cried so easily, but he was overly afraid of being abandoned by Chu Rong. The strong feeling of sadness came over him, making him at a loss.

Chu Rong lowered his head and could hear his small sobs. The Alpha's pheromone smell was very faint, as faint as the smell of shower gel, almost inaudible, but they were destined to be AOs and were very sensitive to each other's scent.

The sadder Su Xingyun was, the more eager he became. He wanted to hug him and whisper dirty words into his ear to make him cry even harder.

There's no hope, Chu Rong. This is not normal.

He looked at Su Xingyun again carefully and found that the young master was slightly hunched over, with his hands in front of him, trying to hide something. Chu Rong was curious and took his hand.

Su Xingyun resisted, "No no...don't look!"

It turned out that it was Xiao Xingyun standing at attention.

Su Xingyun was so ashamed and angry that he wanted to leave, but if he left, he might never see Chu Rong again. He gritted his teeth, suppressed the discomfort in his body, and stood there stubbornly.

"I, I'm fine. You have to eat with me today."

Chu Rong said playfully, "How can you eat in this state? I can almost eat you. Let's go home and ask the old housekeeper to make a home-cooked meal."

Chu Rong thought he was taking too long, so he grabbed his wrist and left. His shirt was thin, almost sticking to his skin, and it was so hot that it was heart-pounding. Su Xingyun had some difficulty breathing, and his eyes were red as he stared at Chu Rong who took the initiative to grab his hand.

Chu Rong...Chu Rong...

He blurted out what was in his heart unconsciously. Chu Rong's ears moved, and he suddenly pressed him against the wall with force. His back hit the cold flower wall. Su Xingyun was shocked. Before he could ask what happened, the Omega's fragrant pheromones poured down on his head, giving him a full sense of security.

Chu Rong hugged him.

The gland was very close to him, and even though the barrier patch blocked the pheromones, some remained on Chu Rong's body. This was a sign of estrus, or perhaps he was in estrus.

Su Xingyun hugged him tightly like a pervert, buried his mouth and nose in his hair and took a deep breath, an epic lung-beating. He wanted Chu Rong more and more, but no, he couldn't let their relationship become strained again because of his own selfish desires.

Chu Rong waited for a while, but he didn't make any move. He sighed and said, "I was wondering if you, the Alpha, are no longer capable. I've made it clear to this extent, and it's making me so uncomfortable, yet you're still able to endure it."

Su Xingyun stared at him closely. Chu Rong's features were very handsome and heroic. He had recently been exercising and had a very effective body. His physique was also more robust than his. He didn't use much strength to push against the wall. The delicate young master felt both pleasure and pain.

He wanted to ask Chu Rong to pity him more.

He knew that Omegas were honest, upright, and compassionate, and that they would quickly turn around as long as he played a sympathetic role.

But what Su Xingyun wants is not just pity, but also love, all his, total, all-consuming love.

Su Xingyun couldn't control his trembling voice: "Can I, Chu Rong?"

"Of course..." Chu Rong just smiled, and the next second, he was pushed against the wall by the Alpha. He looked up and met those fierce and aggressive eyes. Faced with the awakening of the beast's instinct to escape, Chu Rong wanted to run away.

He subconsciously pushed Su Xingyun away, but the Alpha didn't give him any chance to resist. His strong arms pressed him tightly, and his nails were digging into his flesh.

Su Xingyun put away his pitiful facade of weakness, and finally couldn't help but bare his fangs to expose his true nature. He couldn't help but release the pheromones he had hidden so hard. The colorless smell was extremely poisonous, and it hit so hard that the legs of the relatively calm Chu Rong went weak.

He was held up by the Alpha, holding his ribs. His skin, which was not covered by his clothes, was burning hot and flushed, as if he had a high fever. His breath was also turbid and hot.

Su Xingyun didn't kiss him directly, but rubbed his face with the tip of his nose. His drooping eyelashes trembled violently, not because of fear, but because of extreme excitement. He had waited for so long and finally waited until today.

"Chu Rong, is it because you are in heat that you allow me to touch you?"

There has been no movement for a long time, so it turns out you are worried about this?

Chu Rong was silent for three seconds before saying, "Don't hold it in. It's harmful to your health. I'm not a conservative person. I only have sex when I'm in a relationship. Besides, you and I are in special situations. Without the ability to rely on inhibitors, relying solely on willpower to resist is completely futile. You were quite willing before, why are you so hesitant now?"

The more Chu Rong said this, the more Su Xingyun felt seriously underestimated. He said painfully, "In your eyes, I'm just a wild beast that can go into heat at any time, and I need your pity all the time to survive? It's true that I like you and I'm greedy for your body temperature, but I don't want to be so inferior in your heart, worse than anything, vulgar, and lowly. Even if I put on a bright and beautiful appearance, I still won't be taken seriously. Maybe I said a little too much, but I just want to know, what are your feelings for me?"

He asked this question in a completely rational state, which shocked Chu Rong. They were tightly pressed together, able to feel each other's body temperature and heartbeat, as well as the lively little Xingyun, whose presence was too strong to be ignored.

Su Xingyun's body was still honest, but his rationality was still there, which meant that he... really liked herself.

Chu Rong asked himself in his heart: Do I like him?

In fact, he didn't care whether Su Xingyun liked him physically or mentally. After being entangled for so long, he was still trapped by his AO nature. But if there was no real love, he would leave without hesitation.

But today, seeing Su Xingyun crying, he felt bad, and his XP exploded. The arrogant Alpha CEO was crying for him. If anyone told others about it, not only would they not believe it, but they would also think he was delusional.

Compared with women in previous human society, Omegas not only shoulder the heavy task of reproduction, but are also more fragile and delicate. They need Alphas to comfort them during their estrus period and regulate their fragile and unstable emotions. Chu Rong was originally a grown man, but after becoming an Omega, he felt that he was extremely pretentious and even felt that it was necessary for Alpha to value him.

Chu Rong also knew that his pretentiousness did not come from himself, but was mostly due to Su Xingyun. He was used to being with him, and his body spontaneously regarded him as his destined partner. It was okay for them to be on good terms with each other at ordinary times, but if one of them was wronged, he would also be seriously affected.

Seeing him crying, Chu Rong also felt a lump in his throat, so he had to tell him to stop crying and quickly comforted the Alpha who was feeling uncomfortable. Unexpectedly, he still didn't appreciate it and kept yelling that he thought he was rude and lowly. It was really unfair. He didn't think so, although he had some conflicts with his bad temper at the beginning, and he was a little jealous of the rich.

"What are you talking about? Am I such a sarcastic person in your eyes?"

Su Xingyun choked up, and stared at him with tearful puppy eyes, looking at him aggrievedly. He knew that Chu Rong was tempted by her beauty, so he wanted to use the same trick again.

Chu Rong: "If you don't want to do it, then don't do it. It's getting late, I have to go eat."

After saying that, he walked towards the house without waiting for Su Xingyun's reply.

Su Xingyun was dumbfounded.

No, he is still crying and hard!

"Chu, Chu Rong!"

He hurriedly chased after him, and Chu Rong turned around: "Do it?"

"No, no... No, I..." Su Xingyun spoke incoherently and almost bit his tongue.

"Forget it if you don't want to do it. Wait until you think it through."

Su Xingyun froze in his tracks. His original intention was to retreat in order to advance, to gain sympathy by devaluing himself, hoping to make Chu Rong feel sorry for him, and then use the opportunity to confirm their relationship, and then half-heartedly agree to it. So why did he just leave?!

But if Su Xingyun chased after her and agreed, wouldn't that just prove he was a "beast in heat"? He was really shooting himself in the foot. Also, how could Chu Rong be so unromantic?

Alpha was so anxious that he was spinning around in circles.

After Chu Rong returned, he enjoyed the old housekeeper's specialty dishes and ate and drank his fill. He didn't hear any news of Su Xingyun's return. Maybe he was still thinking.

It's so uncomfortable to feel sticky all over, and it's even worse without an Alpha to comfort me.

Chu Rong muttered and went to the bathroom.

On the other side, Su Xingyun hid in the car, holding Chu Rong's clothes and covering his head to comfort him.