Chapter 51

Chen Shiman didn't intend to pay any attention. He had been standing outside all day and was soaked in sweat. Even in this small nanny car, he could smell the stench emanating from his body, not to mention in front of Gu Zhun. He was afraid that if he moved, the sweat odor on his body would float into the air with his movements.

So Chen Shiman just sat back and watched.

But Gu Zhun was not.

Gu Zhun was like a child, determined to get the attention of important people.

So he rubbed his shiny leather shoes gently on Chen Shiman's calves. Seeing that the other party did not move, he patiently continued to touch the other party's soft pants with his pointed leather shoes.

The baffle in the middle of the nanny car was always raised, which made Gu Zhun even more unscrupulous - or perhaps Chen Shiman's attitude made him feel more at ease. He already knew what Chen Shiman was thinking, and now he just wanted to force the other party. He couldn't bear it anymore. Since that day, he hardly even touched Chen Shiman's hand.

He decided to let Chen Shiman loosen up before the susceptible period this month, and then have an unparalleled susceptible period.

Chen Shiman closed his eyes slightly, and the dazzling sunlight came in through the slits of his eyes. In this confined space, those little bits of ambiguity were infinitely magnified.

He could hear Gu Zhun's suppressed laughter, the rustling sound of leather shoes rubbing against his trousers, and even the thunderous beating of his own heart.

Gu Zhun's shoes went up along the calf, lifted up the other's pants, and stuck tightly to the other's delicate white flesh. Hungrily, they followed Chen Shiman's muscle lines heavily and stopped right in the middle of the thigh.

Then, there was no other action.

Gu Zhun's feet remained on Chen Shiman's crotch, motionless.

Gu Zhun smiled with his lips curled up. This behavior had strong sexual connotations. He believed that Chen Shiman would accurately understand and understand the hunger and pain he endured. He hoped that he would be merciful and reward him with some relief.

But Chen Shiman had no intention of thinking about those dirty things. He just felt that the foot was uncomfortable on his body. The shoes were dirty after wearing them for a whole day. Those people in TV dramas who flirted with leather shoes were simply idiots!

Chen Shiman was forced to open his eyes slightly, and glanced lazily at the foot that landed on him. Finally, his sharp eyes swept across Gu Zhun. After seeing the other party's innocent eyes, Chen Shiman felt helpless.

"Take it down." Chen Shiman uttered these three words slowly, his tone was not loud, and his voice seemed to blend with the temperature in the car.

So Gu Zhun took his foot off obediently, like a child who had made a mistake.

Chen Shiman really couldn't bear it, so he turned his head and looked at Gu Zhun's delicate face. Finally, he said gently: "This is outside, please don't touch me, okay."

Even if there was a partition, he was afraid that the driver in front would catch any clues.

Gu Zhun was like a wronged young wife, complaining, "I didn't do anything..." The leather shoes he used were not good, and Chen Shiman had not agreed to him yet.

Chen Shiman didn't know what to say. Just as he was about to turn his head to look at the scenery outside the window, Gu Zhun grabbed his hand that was hanging beside the chair.

Gu Zhun's palms were cool, and his fingertips were a little rough. The thin layer of calluses on them formed a sharp contrast with Chen Shiman's smooth hands.

Chen Shiman's hands were very hot, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his palms, but not much - which seemed a bit strange in such an air-conditioned room.

Without saying a word, Gu Zhun interlocked his hands with Chen Shiman's. One cold hand and the other warm hand were tightly clasped together, and the heat was continuously transferred to the other hand. After a while, the hand that had been cold for years finally warmed up a little.

Gu Zhun carefully scratched Chen Shiman's palm, and gently tickled Chen Shiman's heart with his trim and round fingertips.

Chen Shiman felt annoyed by this.

He was in a state of confusion and didn't know what to do.

So Chen Shiman closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep.

But his acting skills were so poor that Gu Zhun saw through him at a glance, but did not expose him. Instead, he slowly closed his eyes and went over today's work in his mind.

So, between the two seats, where no one else could see, an idol and an assistant, their tightly clasped hands hidden behind each other, became the most unspeakable secret in this hot summer day.

They each have their own thoughts, but they are like young boys and girls in their prime, ignorant and ambiguous. Even though they have done everything before, holding hands still makes their hearts beat faster and their faces blush.

The two returned to the company, Liu Weiwei held a brief meeting, and then everyone left work. Just as Chen Shiman was about to escape, he was caught by Gu Zhun.

"You, aren't you busy?" He noticed that Gu Zhun had been quite idle lately, with little work after seven o'clock. Today, he had even left at half past six. What was going on? Could it be that Gu Zhun was going out of fashion? That couldn't be right. He had just told his brother that, logically, he should be busy as hell with all the resources he had been given.

Gu Zhun put his hands in his pockets and nodded, "I haven't had much to do recently. I'm planning to polish my acting skills, so I've put a lot of things on hold."

"How long? Have you told your fans?"

"They are mentally prepared, and those who are not prepared have already stopped being fans." Gu Zhun said something important in an indifferent tone.

When Chen Shiman heard the words "lost followers," he suddenly felt like someone was holding a grudge against him, yelling, "Why don't you pay attention? You're a star!"

Nowadays, all the celebrities are competing for the number of fans, but Gu Zhun is still like this and doesn't try to consolidate or appease his fans. How can he be so rebellious?

Gu Zhun shrugged. "It can't be helped. They know I'm going to switch to the film and television industry... and losing fans and quitting the industry is normal. Once I act in TV shows, I'll gain new fans."

Gu Zhun acted indifferent and patted Chen Shiman on the shoulder. "Let's go have dinner."

Chen Shiman took a step back and said, "You don't keep in shape."

"Yes, I'll watch you eat." Gu Zhun didn't say anything, grabbed Chen Shiman's sleeve and walked out the door.

Chen Shiman didn't want to be seen pushing and shoving Gu Zhun, so he could only let others deal with him.

After getting in the car, Gu Zhun asked Chen Shiman what he wanted to eat. Chen Shiman said directly, "Didn't you say you were going to take me out for dinner? Why are you asking me?"

"Okay, let's have barbecue." He could eat more barbecue.

Chen Shiman was sitting in the passenger seat. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the dark circles under Gu Zhun's eyes. He wondered if he was possessed by a ghost. Suddenly, he sighed and said, "Get out. I'll drive."

When he finished saying this, he himself found it incredible.

Gu Zhun was stunned for a moment. Just as he was about to say something, he saw Chen Shiman's burning gaze. Then he remembered what netizens said about showing weakness appropriately to give the other person a sense of satisfaction.

Therefore, he happily opened the door and got out of the car to exchange seats with Chen Shiman, and praised Chen Shiman as the most considerate Beta in the world.

Chen Shiman didn't say anything, but he gripped the steering wheel even harder, and his eyes were filled with an inexplicable sadness.

Of course, Gu Zhun, who was immersed in joy, did not notice these things.

It wasn't until they arrived at their destination and the car was turned off that Chen Shiman spoke, "I'm a Beta. I can't get pregnant or have children. If you stay with me, your Gu family will be left without a family."

His voice was so soft, like a mosquito, that you wouldn't be able to hear it unless you listened carefully.

But now the two of them were in an underground garage where there was not even a fly, and there was no one around. Gu Zhun's mind was completely on Chen Shiman, and he listened carefully to every word he said.

Gu Zhun was about to unbuckle his seat belt, but when he heard Chen Shiman's words, he withdrew his hand and thought seriously.

In this quiet parking lot, a roaring car suddenly drove over and passed in front of the two of them.

Gu Zhun lowered his head slightly, and his full forehead was illuminated by the lights outside the car. Even his whole body seemed to be wrapped in a layer of silver light.

Chen Shiman leaned back in his chair, unable to speak.

This is what he has been thinking about all the way.

In the past, Chen Shiman was always complacent because he was a Beta.

He does not have to bear the burden of the Alpha, and does not need to be so strong, because he has an older brother to protect him from the wind and rain; he also does not have to go into estrus every month like an omega, endure unbearable pain, and need to be bound to the Alpha for life.

Until now, Chen Shiman calmed down and thought that being a Beta was indeed a good thing.

But in Gu Zhun's family, his elder sister passed away, leaving behind a weak omega daughter who needs to be supported by two elderly people. The Gu family only has this one child. Will they agree to find a Beta who has difficulty in giving birth?

Putting himself in their shoes, Chen Shiman thought that he probably would not agree.

Without the bond of pheromones, relying solely on the feelings between two people to support a lifetime is a shaky thing.

"I think you have to think carefully about it. Being with me comes at a great cost." He was referring not only to his career, but also to his family.

"I thought it was something," Gu Zhun suddenly said, unbuckling his seatbelt and looking sideways at Chen Shiman. Half of his face was shrouded in darkness, and his expression was unclear. But Gu Zhun thought he must be nervous and a little confused.

"My family doesn't have a throne to inherit, so there's no need for me to bear children for them. As long as I can live my own life well, that's the most precious thing."

Gu Zhun concealed what Chen Shujin had said before: if you don't want to raise a child, then don't have one, and Gu Shouyun's regrets about having children. There was really no need for Chen Shiman to know about these unpleasant things.

"I didn't say anything just now. I was thinking. What did I do or say that made you think I really wanted to have a child? Then I thought, was it Xu Wei? Or was it that Beta I just mentioned was really good? Xu Wei is my sister's child. Now that she's gone, I have an obligation to treat her well and take care of her. The family situation is complicated, and only with me can she perhaps breathe a sigh of relief. As for children, they are dispensable to me. I'm not sure if I can be a good father, so I haven't thought about being a father. From the beginning to the end, I just wanted to be with you and give you a good life."

Gu Zhun's hand gently pinched Chen Shiman's chin. He looked at Chen Shiman with a serious and affectionate look in his eyes. His heart was filled with love. In Chen Shiman's eye sockets, there was only Gu Zhun's small figure in his black pupils. The mole between his eyebrows was even more charming and eye-catching.

Chen Shiman's mind was in a mess after hearing what Gu Zhun said. He had no time to think about anything. He followed his heart, put his lips close to Gu Zhun's lips, and tentatively licked them. Then, he smelled the scent of shower gel on Gu Zhun's body. It was the scent of the shower gel they had hurriedly taken in the company just now.

The smells from both of them mixed together, like some kind of aphrodisiac, making people intoxicated.

Outside the car, in an unknown corner, a small camera captured all of this with a "click".