He stared incredulously at the test results above.

Confirm repeatedly.

It's not an illusion.

Qin Xu seemed oblivious to his strange behavior and continued walking forward on his own.

After regaining his senses, he quickly caught up with him, his gaze still filled with shock as he looked at Qin Xu. His lips trembled as he said, "Brother Xu..."

Qin Xu remained silent.

"Should we go through the hospital admission procedures? I heard there's a specialist in this field in City A, or maybe we could go abroad for treatment..."

"I don't intend to get treatment," Qin Xu interrupted him.

"That won't do! You can't give up now. There's always a chance of a cure." Even if you can't recover completely, extending your life by a few years would be great.

He is far too young.

It would be such a pity to give up like this.

Qin Xu remained silent.

What is the point of treatment for him?

Leaving this place would be a relief for him.

On the way back to his residence, Xiao Zhang continued to persuade him, hoping he would change his mind. As she spoke, her voice choked with emotion.

Although she cursed Qin Xu in her heart, cursing him for his frequent erratic behavior and the possibility that he had mental problems, she never thought that he would die.

He had been working with Qin Xu since graduation. Back then, Qin Xu was a nobody, and he, as a rookie assistant, was also reckless and ignorant.

We've been through thick and thin together.

How did it turn out like this...?

It's very noisy.

Qin Xu did not stop his rambling.

Keep talking about it.

At least it made him feel that there were still people in this world who cared about him.

Listening to his tearful ramblings, Qin Xu leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes to rest.

He reminisced about his life.

Many people used to envy him for having a sister like Qin Yue.

Even when he didn't understand the feelings between men and women, he would think, "Yes, I have the best sister in the world."

Later, some people around me started dating.

One time, a classmate saw Qin Yue picking him up from school.

His classmate jokingly asked him to introduce his sister to him so he could pursue her. At that moment, he immediately turned on his friend and cut off all ties with him.

It was only then that he realized that his feelings for her might be more than just familial affection.

Feelings can develop over time.

The better she treated him, the more he became infatuated with her.

He thought, how wonderful it would be if she could treat him this well for the rest of her life.

We were apart for four years.

He became even more certain of his feelings for her.

Knowing about her relationship with Qi Jingchen, he was insanely jealous and wanted to take her back from Qi Jingchen and make her his own, but this also caused her to drift further and further away from him.

At that time, he was already very close to Jiang Qingtang, but he still couldn't let go of her.

The Qin family's business ran into trouble.

He could help, but he couldn't.

He harbored a secret motive, thinking only that if the Qin family disappeared, if she was no longer the rich young lady others talked about, he wouldn't have to look up to her anymore...

He will reach out to her only when she has lost everything and is completely desperate.

By pulling her out of hell, he could become her sole support.

She depended on him for the rest of her life.

He never imagined that his dark thoughts would cost her her life. Qin Xu pressed his head against the car window, his eyes closed, tears still rolling down his pale cheeks.

That's wrong.

It was wrong from beginning to end.

After all his scheming and maneuvering, he had long since lost what was most precious to him.

...

Despite Xiao Zhang's daily attempts to persuade him, Qin Xu still refused to be hospitalized, only receiving medication from the doctor to suppress his pain.

Unbeknownst to him, Xiao Zhang once secretly found Qin Yue's phone number on his phone after he fell asleep. He called Qin Yue behind Qin Xu's back and even sent her Qin Xu's medical report.

This time it wasn't a self-inflicted injury ploy.

Even if there is the greatest hatred or resentment, shouldn't everything be put aside in the face of life and death?

However, the other party only said to go to the hospital if you are sick.

Even in the face of life and death, the conflict between the two could not be resolved; it is probably impossible for them to reconcile.

Xiao Zhang did not tell Qin Xu about this.

After secretly wiping away her tears, she focused on doing her job well in front of Qin Xu.

Qin Xu found the dating reality show that the two of them had participated in together. After watching it, he asked Xiao Zhang why she wasn't in the later episodes.

Xiao Zhang didn't know much, but told him what he'd heard: "It seems someone asked her to leave the show. According to rumors, it was Jiang Qingtang's boyfriend..."

That's Qi Jingchen...

This is something he's capable of doing.

He saved all the live stream videos online, and watched them over and over again, showing the two of them together.

How wonderful!

They were fine when they participated in the show.

He also saw that "himself" on the show was getting very close to Jiang Qingtang.

He wondered if he should go and see Jiang Qingtang one last time before he left.

Qi Jingchen's initial reason for getting together with Jiang Qingtang was that she resembled his older sister somewhat. His subsequent care for this artist from the same company was also for the same reason.

Was his later attraction to Jiang Qingtang truly based solely on her sincerity, kindness, and earnestness? Or was it because she saved him, and they had faced life-or-death situations together? Or perhaps, he felt his feelings would be reciprocated?

He can't quite tell the difference now.

Perhaps the answer will be found by meeting Jiang Qingtang in this world...

Even if it's not for this answer, he should still meet her, the person he might fall in love with in the future.

Perhaps he will die on his way to see Jiang Qingtang, or perhaps he will die after seeing Jiang Qingtang.

I just don't want to die in front of my sister.

He didn't want her to be sad because of him.

I'm even more afraid that she won't feel sad for me.

He bought a burial plot for himself, gave Xiao Zhang some instructions, and then left Haishi. Even if he died elsewhere, his ashes would be buried in Haishi, a place close to his sister.

She hoped that after she died, she could calm down and go see him.

...

After several twists and turns, Qin Xu finally found Jiang Qingtang.

She had her own baby, but the person by her side wasn't Qi Jingchen, but her childhood sweetheart who would always protect her.

They were browsing a maternity and baby store like a happy family of three.

When the man raised his hand to wipe the sweat from her forehead, she avoided him.

Qin Xu had been jealous of him before.

But now, nothing has been done.

Did she really like Jiang Qingtang? She already had the answer in her heart.

I like it, but not as much as I imagined.

If he knew that being with Jiang Qingtang would lead to all the subsequent events, he would be like his counterpart in this world, not paying much attention to this person.

In this world, only one of him and Qin Yue can live, and he hopes that it is Qin Yue who lives.