Su Liu, who had been blown to smithereens, opened her eyes again only to find her husband dead and a son by her side. As a widowed mother and orphan, she suffered endless bullying from her in-laws,...
Liu'er's death was originally just a tragedy that Su Liu'er sighed and lamented.
She was grateful for the chance to live again, but she never felt guilty towards Liu'er. But at this moment, she suddenly didn't feel so at ease.
Was it guilt? She couldn't tell.
I just feel that Liu'er's tragedy seems to have some inexplicable connection with herself.
"I really didn't expect that they had lived this kind of life in the past few years. After I joined the army, I always sent my salary back home as soon as possible. After I faked my death, I also arranged for someone to send money home every year. I thought..."
"You think that if you give them money, they'll live well? You won't feel guilty at all, right?"
"That's not what I meant! I certainly didn't do enough, but I didn't do it on purpose. Every time I went to the battlefield, I didn't know if I could come back alive, but I'm a soldier, and fighting for my country is what I have to do!"
"As a husband, it's your responsibility to ensure your wife and children live well! If I hadn't come into this world unexpectedly, Hong'an wouldn't have been able to live safely until now. He would have been sold the day Liu'er died! Have you ever thought about what kind of life he might have lived?"
Liu'er's death.
Hong'an's suffering.
All of this suddenly weighed on Su Liuer's heart, making it so heavy that she could hardly breathe.
She knew that what she said now had no basis. She was not Liu'er, so what right did she have to question him?
From her perspective, he had always been good to her and had never made a mistake.
What right did she have to treat him as a sinner? Like a saint with a halo!
Su Liuer felt that both her mind and heart were in a mess, and she wanted to escape.
"I'll go back first." Su Liuer said this and fled.
Chu Mochen didn't chase her. If he kept holding on to her, she would probably only hate him more...
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Along the way.
Su Liuer thought a lot.
She went over in her mind almost everything that had happened since she came into this world.
She used Liu'er's body to gain a new life.
She occupied Hongan's love for his mother.
Now he has acknowledged Liu Wuyou's identity and will also occupy the love of Liu'er's parents.
Moreover, even he no longer cared about Liu Er and only treated her as her.
If Liu'er could see all this now, would she feel that she had taken away everything that originally belonged to her?
"Mo Hu, is it possible that Liu'er is still alive?" Su Liu'er looked up at the sky dotted with stars and asked with a confused look on her face.
"Liu'er is not Bai Ling. Once her soul and body are separated, they will naturally be unable to reunite. She cannot be alive. You don't have to worry about her coming back to steal this body from you."
Su Liuer smiled bitterly.
"This body originally belonged to her, and I was actually worried that she would come back and fight with me for it. How selfish of me."
When Su Liuer just came back to life, she could still give up her body with an open mind, if Liu'er had come back at that time.
But now, whether it is Hongan, Wang Pozi, him, or others.
She couldn't bear to let go, so she was afraid of dying again.
People are like this. Once they have concerns, they will be afraid of death.
Seeing her grief-stricken expression, Mo Hu spoke frankly, "You haven't wronged Liu'er. She should be grateful to you. If you hadn't come, what would be the point of her remaining in this world? She would just be buried underground and eaten clean by insects, and her beloved son would have no one to care for him."
Although this was said coldly, it is true.