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Chapter 16
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After Brother 6 said that to me, I was completely stunned.
After a few seconds, when I reacted, I felt that my eyes were already red.
“Hey, you…”
He looked at me, angry and amused, "It was you who dumped me, why are you feeling so wronged?"
I really feel sad in my heart. First, I feel extremely guilty and think that I hurt his heart badly some time ago; second, I feel sorry for him for waiting for me like this; third, I think it’s really great that he still likes me.
Anyway, it's a mixture of emotions, and all the thoughts of an adolescent girl are magnified infinitely.
He squeezed my hand tightly and said, "Everyone has returned to the classroom to prepare for class. Let's talk about it later when we go upstairs?"
"Okay," I held back my tears and nodded randomly.
After returning to the classroom, class started soon.
Not long after class, I felt the person sitting behind me gently poking my back with his finger.
I turned around quietly and saw Xiao Ma, a boy sitting at the back table, smiling at me and motioning me to look under the table.
I looked down and saw that he was holding a small white slip of paper and handing it to me.
Fortunately, the teacher was writing on the blackboard with his back to me at that time. I quickly took the note and turned around.
Carefully opening the note, I saw a line of familiar handwriting.
【Let’s continue what we’re not finishing. 】
I thought about it and replied: [Maybe my mind was a little confused during the summer vacation. I was so stupid during the vacation that I said that. Is it too late for me to take it back now?]
After writing, fold it and give it to Xiao Ma from under the table.
Soon, the note came again.
Brother 6: [It’s still in time.]
Me: [Do you still like me?]
Brother 6: [I like it, otherwise why would I wait for you? ]
Me: [I’m really sorry.]
Brother 6: [Stop apologizing.]
Me: [What were you thinking when I broke up with you?]
Brother 6: [Sad, shocked, confused...what else can I think? I can't say for sure if we can be reconciled? You didn't even want to tell me yourself. I think you hate me so much that you don't even want to see me.]
Me: […I was really wrong.]
Brother 6: [Okay, forget it, it’s all in the past]
Me: [I still like you, very much]
6th Brother: [Just hearing these words is enough for me]
For the entire class, Xiao Ma acted as an underground messenger between me and Brother 6.
Now I really think that the friendship at that time was great. There was always an inexplicable "jianghu loyalty". As the early love objects in the class, my brother 6 and I were always protected and helped by the classmates around us who knew the inside story. I even remember that later we changed seats and had different front and back tables, but they would still help pass notes.
After this snow and the note, Brother 6 and I started to get closer to each other again.
We didn't say a word to each other in class at the beginning of the school year, but now he will come to talk to me after class. Maybe it was because we haven't talked for more than three months. At first, it was indeed a little strange and weird, and there was also some indescribable awkwardness... But after a few days, we soon became as warm as before.
Now the thing I look forward to most when going to school every day is seeing him.
I wanted to talk to him all the time, I wanted to be with him all the time... At that time, I really passed a lot of notes every day. Brother Liu was a good student, and mine was not bad either. Anyway, during class, I would spend half my brain listening to the lecture and the other half passing notes. I don't know where I got so much to say, I could never finish talking.
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Soon, the final exams of the first semester were over and winter vacation arrived.
Usually after the final exams and before the winter vacation, we would have a group activity of going to the cinema to watch movies. I remember it very clearly. That time, our entire school organized a trip to the cinema to watch "King Kong".
The reason why I remember it so clearly is because the significance of that event was so great to me.
Before the movie started, as the class monitor, I was helping the teacher count the number of people outside the theater to see if anyone was missed. Brother 6 and other classmates had already gone in and taken their seats. Brother 6 and I didn't have time to agree in advance to sit together (although we really wanted to), and the seats were actually arranged according to student numbers, so I didn't have the idea of sitting with him.
When I finished helping the teacher, the movie was about to start. I rushed into the cinema and saw a male classmate waving at me.
"Teacher, come here quickly," the male classmate motioned me to go to their row.
When I walked over, I saw that there was an empty seat next to that boy, and on the other side of that empty seat sat my brother No. 6, who was looking at me with a smile.
I understood it immediately.
While I was outside, Brother 6 and other classmates had already negotiated to change seats so that the two of us could sit together.
"Come in quickly. If Teacher Chen comes and sees you two sitting together, it will be all over. Hurry, the lights will be dimmed soon," said the male student.
Without hesitation, I crouched down and walked inside.
I walked to the empty seat and sat down, and Brother 6 next to me immediately held my hand tightly.
He was wearing a dark green coat that day, which made his skin look even whiter.
My heart was beating fast, I was nervous and happy at the same time. I turned my head and looked at him intently. His big eyes were also looking at me brightly, sparkling. "Let's change seats before the movie is almost over. Or, I'll go to the bathroom. Anyway, Teacher Chen won't see it."
I laughed.
This guy has already thought of the entire action plan, and he has so many excellent assists. How can I not accept it?
The lights in the cinema dimmed and the movie began.
My brother 6 and I held hands tightly under the armrest of the movie seat. I leaned towards him and rested my head gently on his shoulder.
The movie was very good. After watching it for a while, I felt Brother 6's body move.
I thought he was tired because my head was resting on his shoulder, so I straightened up immediately. But he gently shook my hand, motioning me to get closer to him.
I turned around and saw his face infinitely magnified in front of me.
The light from the movie screen poured onto his cheeks, making his eyes look particularly bright.
My heart started beating faster.
My girl's natural sixth sense told me that something was going to happen. I held my breath and saw his face getting closer and closer to me.
Then, my lips felt his thin lips.
It’s no exaggeration to say that my brain literally went “boom” at that moment.
This may seem child's play now, but at that time, for me, who was only in my teens, it was a big deal - I was curious about kissing, but I had never really experienced kissing... In other words, this was my first kiss.
Of course, this was also Brother 6’s first kiss, because I was also his first love.
He pressed his lips against mine, and I could feel his hot breath on my face, and I could also feel how hot my cheeks were.
My mind was blank, and the only feeling was - so soft, especially soft.
I closed my eyes for a while, then quietly opened them and saw him in front of me with his eyes closed, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, kissing me very seriously and devoutly.
I don't know how long the kiss lasted.
All I know is that I can no longer watch any movies.
When he let me go, we both looked at the movie screen as if nothing had happened, but I didn't pay attention to any of the plot. My heart was beating so fast that it almost jumped out of my throat, my palms were full of sweat, and my mind was filled with the kiss just now.
After a while, I turned my head again.
I found that he was looking at me too.
No one spoke, but we moved closer to each other again.
This time, I felt him kissing me a little harder, his tongue slowly touched my lips, and my tongue also began to explore his lips.
The movie should be reaching its climax at this point, with rumbling sounds filling the entire cinema, but for me, I was only focused on the person in front of me... and his lips.
I don’t know how many times.
We sat back to our original position and got close to each other again...over and over again, the beginners did not just try the kiss lightly, but explored each other more and more skillfully.
When the movie ended, the lights in the entire venue suddenly lit up.
My brother 6 and I sat in our seats, staring at the screen in front of us motionlessly. We were so shy and nervous that we couldn't say a word. We didn't even have time to change seats.
Fortunately, the crowd was dispersing outside and the teacher was busy maintaining order and didn't notice us.
I also stood up at this time and walked forward with my head down. Only after I left the cinema did I dare to look back at Brother 6 who had been following me silently.
He looked at me and his ears turned red.
"Bye," I said to him in a tight voice, "...see you tomorrow."
"Well," he looked at my face, his eyes fell on my lips, and then moved back, his eyes seemed to have a thousand words to say to me.
After I got home that day, my head was rumbling all night long.
Impulse, curiosity, liking, intimacy...all of these things were intertwined together, and in this cold winter when we were in our teens, in this cinema showing "King Kong", we had our first kiss.
I will never forget it for the rest of my life.
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Brother 6's comment: I really remember it was King Kong! It feels really good to have you write it down.