Chapter 190 The Biggest Chip

Cheng Yi looked at Lu Qian's bright smile with a dazed expression. Fortunately, he softened his heart at that time.

fortunately……

Cheng Yi held Lu Qian tightly in his arms, as if if he was a little lighter, this living person in front of him would disappear out of thin air.

Lu Qian patted his arm gently, comforting the tall man behind him.

She felt that something was indeed wrong with Cheng Yi today, but if he refused to say it, he must have his reasons.

Suddenly, a long cello sound rang out.

The movie is over.

Lu Qian took a casual glance and saw that the hero and heroine were hugging each other at the end. Ah, it turned out to be a romance movie.

Lu Qian pouted and complained: "I'd better not watch this kind of movie with you in the future."

Cheng Yi looked at Lu Qian's face, his eyes darkening.

He raised his hand, gently stroked her curvy face, and whispered, "Actually, if you just nod, I can pave this road for you."

Lu Qian's heart trembled when he heard this.

She knew what Cheng Yi meant by "road".

Lu Qian lowered her head, touched his hand that was covering her lower abdomen, and said softly, "I know."

How could Lu Qian not know that as long as Cheng Yi was willing, as long as he wanted her to become the mistress of Tavia, he would do everything he could to make all the questioning and condemning voices disappear without a trace.

He would pave an absolutely smooth road for her, and she wouldn't even have to walk to reach him.

But this is not what she wants.

Cheng Yi turned Lu Qian's face over, looked at her with slightly lowered eyebrows, and said with a hint of pleading: "I don't want to see you so tired."

Lu Qian shook her head. "If I didn't know about your past, I would probably accept your help with peace of mind. I would half-heartedly follow the path you arranged for me, willingly becoming the canary in your arms, contentedly enjoying the love you give me and your doting on me."

"But ever since Brother Tang told me everything about you, I finally understood that every step you took was on the edge of a knife, and the flowers on the road were watered with your blood.

Now that I know all this, how can I feel at ease stepping on countless of your corpses to move forward?

You didn't rely on anyone, you just walked forward step by step.

All the hard work I've endured is nothing compared to you."

Lu Qian turned around, half-raised herself, held Cheng Yi's face in her hands, and stared at him.

"I don't need to be as strong as you, and I can't be as strong as you. I just need to not be your worry or your weakness, and that's enough.

I used to think that I knew nothing and could do nothing, but now I have accomplished a lot.

Be it killing, making medicine, or negotiating.

I still have a lot of time, we still have a lot of time, three years, five years, ten years, one day I will be able to do it."

Cheng Yi put away his lazy expression, his eyes suddenly became unspeakably deep. He looked straight at the little woman in front of him and tightened his arms around her waist.

The light that flashed across his eyes showed how intensely his emotions were fluctuating.

"I thought you'd hate me for this."

His tone was tentative, pleading, and somewhat pitiful.

His hands were stained with too much blood, and that blood could never be washed away.

His cruelty, his bloodthirstiness, his unscrupulousness, everything about him, any one of them is enough to scare an ordinary person.

So he was so afraid that Lu Qian would hate him and abandon him.

But he couldn't live without her. If Lu Qian really wanted to escape, he would keep her by his side at all costs.

It didn't matter whether she was afraid, disgusted, or hated him, as long as she was by his side.

Fortunately, this did not happen.

Lu Qian put her arms around Cheng Yi's neck and smiled softly, "I think I might not be normal at heart. Not only do I not feel disgusted, I even feel distressed.

When Brother Tang told me those things, my heart almost broke. I also wondered if I had met you earlier, would your life have been easier?

I don’t care what methods you used or how many people you killed, because I know that if you had a choice, you would never want to live that kind of life.”

Lu Qian is a kind person, but she is also a self-reliant person. Perhaps because of her kindness, she has seen many things clearly in the midst of repeated suffering, including love.

But Cheng Yi is too perfect, both as a person and in love, they are absolutely perfect.

When Lu Qian faced him, she felt a lot of irrepressible emotions. She wanted to possess him, hug him, and fall in love with him.

Her kindness makes her treat everything in the world equally, even with a certain indifference.

Only Cheng Yi made her want to love and protect him obsessively.

Sure enough, Lu Qian was right in what he thought before. Love is a gold mine that drives people crazy, but it is also a poison that cannot be touched.

But fortunately, she met Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi looked at Lu Qian's affectionate expression, and his golden-brown eyes slowly dimmed. He held the back of Lu Qian's head, and the corners of his mouth subtly raised, brushing across her cute little nose and rubbing against her tender lips.

"Then I should thank Sui Tang for selling me to you?"

Lu Qian's lips were tickled by his rubbing and she giggled.

"You don't have to thank him. I think he enjoyed selling you out quite a bit."

After Lu Qian finished speaking, he struggled to jump off Cheng Yi, stood in front of him, stretched out a finger, and shook it resolutely.

"Also, please don't talk about paving the way for me anymore. If you do, I'll get angry."

Cheng Yi leaned back and raised his eyebrows lazily.

He seemed to want to say something, but in the end he moved his lips and didn't say anything.

He took out a cigarette from his pocket sullenly, lowered his head to light it, held it in his mouth and took two puffs, then blew out a long stream of smoke rings, and nodded reluctantly.

"Hehe," Lu Qian smiled and hugged Cheng Yi's neck, rubbing against his warm neck. "Don't be unhappy. I won't let you pave the way for me, but it's not like I won't borrow your power. I will still use it when I need it."

Lu Qian blinked and held up Cheng Yi's unhappy face, "And I have the biggest bargaining chip in my hand."

Cheng Yi tilted his head in confusion, "What's the biggest bargaining chip?"

Lu Qian leaned forward and placed a light kiss on his cold lips. "My biggest bargaining chip is that you, Cheng Yi, will only have me as your woman in this life."

When Cheng Yi heard Lu Qian's resolute words, a gleam flashed in his eyes, and then he laughed heartily.

"You, are you so confident in yourself?"

Lu Qian acted as if it was a matter of course and stuck out her tongue at Cheng Yi. "Lüe, I'm not only confident in myself, I'm also confident in you."

Cheng Yi didn't answer, but just smiled at Lu Qian, with love silently spreading in his eyes.