Chapter 134 Can I be your friend?
In the house.
Song Yue and Li Xinyue stared at each other.
Song Yue spoke first, "If you are calm and don't want to die, go back to sleep. If you are still not calm, sit here and calm down by yourself. Go to sleep first."
After saying.
Song Yue just lay down.
"?" Li Xinyue looked puzzled, "Song Zhiqing, is there any misunderstanding? You don't want to die?"
Song Yue: “?”
She sat up again after lying down, staring at Li Xinyue, "You didn't want to commit suicide, but you jumped into the river?"
Li Xinyue was stunned for a moment and explained, "I just thought that Zhao Rui was so anxious if He Jiao fell into the water. Would Zhao Rui be anxious if He Jiao fell into the water?"
Song Yue: “…”
She smiled. "What time is it now?"
Li Xinyue said without hesitation, "Midnight."
Song Yue: "When you were about to go down to the river, was Zhao 떚瑞 with you?"
Li Xinyue shook her head, "No."
Song Yue looked at Li Xinyue with a smile.
Li Xinyue felt that Song Yue was a little strange.
She opened her mouth to ask.
Song Yue smiled and spoke again, "It was late at night and Zhao Rui was not with you. How could he save you when you fell into the water?"
Li Xinyue was stumped by the question: "..."
She blushed, "놖 Forgot about this."
Song Yue didn't say anything.
Li Xinyue felt uneasy when Song Yue looked at her, so she asked weakly, "Then call him to the riverside tomorrow and jump again in front of him?"
Song Yue choked: "..."
She nodded, "Okay, you jumped, he jumped to save you, and then he didn't save you, so you died."
"In other words, he saved you, he didn't get up, he died."
"Or rather, neither of you got up, and you both died together."
"Which one do you want to choose?"
Li Xinyue was silent for a moment and opened her mouth to answer.
Song Yue reminded, "Before you choose, think about your parents, grandparents, and other people in Beijing who love you."
After answering, Li Xinyue lowered her head and fell silent again.
Seeing that Li Xinyue was not making a choice, Song Yue knew that this person could still be saved.
She said, "I think you should choose the last option, where both of you die together without getting up, which can be considered a suicide for love. This will also fulfill your wish to be with Zhao Rui."
Li Xinyue smiled bitterly and said, "Song Zhiqing, you don't want to die."
"I want to be with Zhao Rui but I also find him disgusting. He hugged He Jiao that day, and when I see him, I think of that scene and feel disgusted. I don't have a good attitude towards him."
Song Yue met Li Xinyue's gaze and said, "If you feel disgusted, then let go."
Li Xinyue looked embarrassed. "I feel reluctant to let him go. I followed him here, and it turned out like this... I asked the captain again, and I can't go back to the city. I have to stay here. I don't know how long I have to stay."
"Yeah." Song Yue lay down, "Think about it carefully, I'm going to sleep."
Li Xinyue was confused. After saying so much, did Song Yue have nothing to say to her?
She couldn't help but ask, "Song Zhiqing, don't you have anything to say to 놖?"
Song Yue closed her eyes and said, "No."
Li Xinyue asked again, "Do you have any good suggestions?"
Song Yue uttered the word 눁, "Live from 놖."
Li Xinyue was puzzled. "Live out of your own self? What does that mean?"
Song Yue didn't think twice, with a hint of impatience in her voice, "It means that you figured it out yourself, you're tired, and you're asleep."
"Okay." Li Xinyue nodded and stood up. "Then go back and figure it out."
Song Yue responded, "Yeah."
Li Xinyue left the house.
Song Yue opened her eyes, sat up and looked towards the courtyard.
Seeing Li Xinyue leaving the hospital, he closed the gate for her.
She got up from the bed, moved a high stool out and placed it in the corner.
Standing on the stool, I looked towards Li Xinyue's courtyard next door.
After watching Li Xinyue enter the yard, lock the gate, and return to the house.
Song Yue got off the stool, took it back to the room and went to sleep.
…
Early the next morning.
Song Yue was boiling eggs in the kitchen.
Li Xinyue excitedly pushed open the gate and rushed in, "Song Zhiqing!"
"Song Zhiqing!"
Song Yue looked at the courtyard door that was pushed open: "..."
She forgot to lock the gate last night...
Li Xinyue rushed to Song Yue with excitement, "I got it! I got it!"
Song Yuejing looked at Li Xinyue.
Li Xinyue still had dark circles under her eyes, but her mental state was completely different from the previous two days.
It seems that...I have indeed had an epiphany.
The sudden realization she had overnight was somewhat unexpected.
Li Xinyue said excitedly, "I know what you mean. What you said last night about living from your own nature was to let you pursue your own nature and not focus all your attention on Zhao Rui."
"It's just a man. There are all kinds of men in Beijing. And with your status, you can find all kinds of men. Why bother hanging yourself on a tree?"
Listen to the following sentence.
Song Yue's eyes changed instantly when she looked at Li Xinyue, a trace of surprise and satisfaction flashed across her eyes, but disappeared in a flash.
She glanced at the egg tumbling in the boiling water and said, "You have a strong understanding."
Li Xinyue was surprised and asked, "Is that right?"
She thanked him excitedly, "Thank you Song Yue! Thank you Song Yue!"
Song Yue was about to speak when Li Xinyue said, "Song Yue, I want to be friends with you, is that okay?"
Song Yue: “?”
She frowned and looked at Li Xinyue.
Li Xinyue saw Song Yue frowning, feeling a little disappointed, and said quickly, "Don't refuse yet. It won't be too late to answer when you are willing to be friends with me."
After saying.
Li Xinyue ran away.
Song Yue looked at Li Xinyue's back as she left without saying anything.
The eggs are cooked.
Song Yue took a spoon and scooped it up. Li Xinyue ran back with two cans in her hand, "These two cans are for you."
"This is to thank you for saving me and enlightening me last night."
Song Yue glanced at the cans on the stove and then looked at Li Xinyue.
Li Xinyue said, "Don't reject 놖, 놖 will be sad."
"But I haven't slept all night. If I cry again and faint in front of you, I'll rely on you, and you won't be able to get rid of me then."
Song Yue responded, "Yeah."
She put the boiled eggs in cold water, and after they cooled down, she put them in Li Xinyue's hand and said, "Have a boiled egg, please."
"Go ask the captain for leave and take a day off."
Li Xinyue looked at the boiling eggs in her hands, which were a little hot...
But this warmth seemed to flow from the palm of her hand all the way to her chest, making her feel warm and dispelling the last trace of haze in her heart.
"Okay, I'll listen to you." Li Xinyue held the egg and turned to leave. "I'm going to ask for leave first. Bye."
"Um."
…
After eating boiled eggs, Song Yue went to work.
The task is still planting rice seedlings.
We spent two consecutive days planting rice seedlings.
These two days were the same as before. I cooked after work, ate, took a nap, and then went back to work.
The wind and the sea were calm, and no one was picking on anyone.
It is rare to have peace and quiet in the Song Dynasty.
A quiet space.
She felt something was wrong again, and it was He Jiao who was wrong.
He Jiao was like a lunatic. Every time he met her, he would stay away from her and give her a meaningful smile.