As soon as she said this, Han Zheng's whole body tensed up, and his slender and strong body straightened up. He looked at her with strong emotions in his eyes, and his tone and voice were firm and powerful: "Because I have special feelings for you."
The content of his answer was expected, and it was also expected that he would answer truthfully.
Yun Huaying's expression and inner thoughts remained unchanged, and her voice and tone remained normal. "You should have researched my family situation. I imagine you're not just an ordinary veteran, and your family situation might be even more complicated than mine. Under the current political situation, if you don't choose me, it will benefit both you and the Han family."
She is not a love-brained person and will not do anything for the so-called feelings. In addition, although she has some feelings for Han Zheng, she knows that it is not love, let alone deep love. Their current relationship is just one step closer to a chance encounter.
She had never inquired about the Han family and was not clear about their background, but she could guess that it was a rather complicated family.
The Yun family's affairs are not simple, and there must be complicated behind them. The Fang family has not yet stepped into the deep mud, and her uncle's family is still suffering on the farm. She has a heavy burden on her shoulders and does not want to easily step into another complicated circle.
Also, she is not ready to date or get married yet, she still needs time.
"Jacaranda."
Her words were tantamount to a rejection. Han Zheng felt a dull pain in his heart, but it was absolutely impossible for him to give up and retreat like this.
Although they had known each other for a short time and did not know her in detail, he believed in his intuition, his vision, and love at first sight.
When he saw her for the first time, Han Zheng had a strong idea in his mind, which had already taken root.
In this life, there will only be her.
He is a person who faces challenges head-on, and the same goes for feelings. He will never back down easily, nor will he give up the one he loves because of external reasons.
"Huaying, my family situation is indeed quite complicated. Over the years, our whole family has lived a very cautious life. Whether it's work, study, or friendships, we are extremely careful and meticulous, fearing that even the slightest mistake would be caught and cause serious trouble for the family. With my aunt as a lesson, my generation of brothers and sisters are also very cautious in choosing a partner. Morality is our first priority in choosing a partner."
"You just mentioned your family situation. I did investigate a little bit. Even if your father is sentenced in the future, it will have a negative impact on your future, but this has nothing to do with my thoughts about you."
Perhaps due to his personality and profession, Han Zheng looked extremely serious when he said this, as if he was discussing with her a national event that could not be taken lightly, and his eyes were more firm than ever before.
"We have only known each other for a week." Yun Huaying reminded him seriously.
"Some people only need a glance. Some thoughts only need a moment."
This was the first time Han Zheng spoke sweet words. They were not learned from books or heard from others, but came from his true thoughts.
When I said it, I didn't feel nervous at all. It came out naturally and sincerely from my heart.
Not knowing if she was touched by his words, Yun Huaying didn't know what to say for a moment. When she was stared at by his burning eyes, her heartbeat accelerated a little, and she turned her head away slightly to look away.
Han Zheng wasn't as calm as he appeared. He hadn't been ready to confess his feelings before, but now that he had, he didn't regret it. He ignored her previous denial and bravely took a step towards her. Summoning his courage, he said, "Huaying, don't reject me yet. Give me a chance to show my feelings, okay?"
"If I'm not satisfied with your performance, will you walk away on your own?" Yun Huaying turned sideways and looked into his eyes.
Han Zheng answered without a second thought: "No, I will change myself until you are satisfied."
"If you change yourself for others, you might end up becoming someone you hate. Are you really willing to do that?"
Yun Huaying was not asking casually. This question was something that had troubled her in her previous life. She had asked other people before, but their answers were not sincere.
Han Zheng didn't give this profound question much thought. With a slight smile on his face, he spoke his truest thoughts: "Because of you, I'm willing to change myself and become someone you're happy with. If it were someone else, I wouldn't change easily. I'd just listen to their opinions."
Yun Huaying listened carefully to his words, repeating them word for word in her mind. Perhaps she felt a resonance in her heart, as a hint of smile appeared in her eyes. "I'm quite satisfied with your answer."
Her recognition and satisfaction made Han Zheng happier than receiving the first-class merit award.
He was not a person who showed his joy on his face, but at this moment he really couldn't help it. A strong smile of joy crept onto his face, and the look in his eyes when he looked at her was even more burning and excited.
Yun Huaying noticed the change in his emotions and once again slightly turned away, avoiding his gaze, and said seriously, "You are willing to change for me, but I may not change for you."
"Huaying, you don't need to change for me, nor for anyone else. Just be your most authentic self and be the one you love most."
Han Zheng never thought of asking her to change. Although they had little contact, he could already feel that she was not only cold on the surface, but also cold in her heart.
Her current personality must be related to her family experience. He will not ask her to change deliberately. She can live the way she wants without having to cater to others and live the life she wants.
Han Zheng's words touched Yun Huaying's heart again. She clearly felt her heart trembling and her heart rhythm fluctuating abnormally.
He is the only one in her past and present life who allows her to be her true self.
He is also the only one who tells her not to change for anyone.
In her previous life, whether it was her parents, elders, relatives, friends or classmates, everyone advised her to change her personality. They all agreed that the main problem for her lack of emotional home was herself. They kept nagging and brainwashing her, so much so that she suffered from severe self-doubt for a while and became less and less fond of gathering and chatting with them.
Later, as she grew older, she devoted all her attention to her medical career and kept to herself. Her relationship with her family became increasingly distant, and they no longer talked to her about it.
At work, she faces cold medical equipment and machines, as well as emotionless professional books and medicinal materials every day. Being cold on the outside and in her heart is more conducive to career advancement, so she gradually becomes a "skeleton in white" in the eyes of others.
Skeleton, heartless, soulless.
Yun Huaying didn't think there was anything wrong with her previous life. Everyone has different ideals and pursuits. She felt that although her life in her previous life was a bit monotonous, it was not boring at all. On the contrary, she was engaged in a job she liked, without being disturbed or burdened by people or mundane affairs. Her life was much more fulfilling and rich than outsiders imagined.
Now that her soul and body have merged into one, the soul and thoughts in this body are the same as hers, cold and firm, so she still doesn't want to change, and only wants to be the most real and the one she likes the most.
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