But today is different.
He had listened to what his niece Qin Ju said and thought about it carefully.
It is indeed not easy to be alone for so many years, and the feeling that Jiang Ling gave him was completely different from that of his ex-wife Feng Lan.
He did have some feelings for her, but he still felt a little inferior deep down, thinking that he was not good enough and was not worthy of the virtuous and gentle Jiang Ling.
Later, when I heard that she was sick, I became anxious.
So I plucked up the courage and asked the person out.
The emotional world of adults may not be as vague as when they were young, not to mention that Qin Jiqun felt that in his current situation, he could not have a vague relationship with someone.
Okay, I still feel a little inferior.
"Sister Ling, are you feeling better?"
Jiang Ling looked okay. After all, she had been disappointed for a few days and had adjusted herself.
We are all adults, even if we feel a little disappointed, we won't act like we're dying.
Jiang Ling smiled faintly and said, "Much better. What's the matter with you looking for me today?"
"Sister Ling, do you really want to be with me?"
Jiang Ling was stunned.
In fact, before coming here, she had thought about it a little bit. This time, it was a last chance for herself and Qin Jiqun.
She nodded solemnly, "Yes, but if you think we're not a good match, that's fine."
"But I've been divorced and been in jail, and my son Xiao Tao is still in jail. I actually have a lot of flaws. Even though I've been trying to correct them over the past two years, I still have some flaws in my life, and you may not look down on me."
"In fact, I never thought about getting married again before. I just thought that I would raise Xiaoyue well, and then when she got married, I would help the couple take care of their children for the rest of their lives. That way, if the children were filial, I would also be able to live a happy life in my later years."
"But Xiaoyue has always encouraged me, saying that if I find the right person, I can still try again."
"You can't be afraid of the rope for ten years just because you failed in one marriage."
"I have also seen you working hard on the construction site in the past two years, and then working in the restaurant. You are completely different from before. I feel sorry for you and admire you."
Jiang Ling said a lot in one breath, then picked up the teacup a little embarrassedly and took a sip of tea.
Green tea is light, but the snacks are very sweet.
"Sorry, I was the one who was talking. Ji Qun, you can also tell me what you think. In fact, I have also thought about it these past two days. If it works out, it is fate. If it doesn't, it's nothing. After all, love is something that you can't be too passionate about. I am also very open-minded about it. You don't have to feel too guilty about anything."
Jiang Ling's sincerity and unrestrained attitude made Qin Jiqun feel a little ashamed.
He thought he was far inferior to Jiang Ling.
Holding the teacup tightly, Qin Jiqun was silent for a long time, then said softly: "No, it's not that you are so enthusiastic."
Jiang Ling was stunned.
After Qin Jiqun started talking, his subsequent words became much smoother.
He said: "I am actually a very bad person, I know it myself. Before I didn't know, I just ate and waited for death every day. Later I realized how lazy I was. I had a good life, but I ended up living like that. I felt very inferior."
(End of this chapter)
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