Chapter 192 Pretending to be good
The bright lights, wine and women there, the extravagance and decadence of life, could make her forget her worries temporarily.
Song Weiwei's purchase of a house made her so jealous that she lost control!
She couldn't understand or accept it - Song Weiwei was just an insignificant little girl in the past, but now she lived like a successful woman and her life was getting better and better.
Why is Song Weiwei's life getting better and better, while mine is getting worse and worse?
She was once the eldest daughter who was loved by the whole family and treated like a star. She moved in and out of the wealthy circles in Shanghai and enjoyed a glorious life.
Now he has been kicked out of his home and doesn't even have the most basic living security.
The place she lives in now is shabby, with peeling walls and leaky windows. She has to struggle for food and clothing every day. Her life has become so miserable!
Seeing this, Cheng Yingzi snatched the bottle from her hand and said anxiously, "You're not feeling well. Drinking alone won't solve the problem!"
She was afraid that Song Xiaoshan would sink into despair, so she quickly persuaded her to calm down.
"You should make those who make you unhappy unhappy too!"
Cheng Yingzi's words were powerful and contained a hint of encouragement.
Meanwhile, Hu Xinxin, who was leaning against a man's chest, slowly raised her head and said charmingly, "Yeah, what's the point of you drinking alone here? What can you change?"
Her voice was soft, yet tinged with melancholy.
"When you are sad, who will feel sorry for you, who will really care about you?"
She chuckled and asked back, with a hint of sarcasm and pride in her eyes.
Hu Xinxin hasn't appeared in public for a long time since she was kicked out of the manor for stealing the plan last time.
She disappeared for a long time, as if she had really been expelled from the core circle of the Song family.
But now, she has quietly returned to everyone's attention, but she has a backer by her side, and also a bit more ambition and unwillingness.
No one could have imagined that the usually taciturn girl would suddenly appear in everyone's sight at this time, and even get involved with Song Xiaoshan and Cheng Yingzi.
Song Xiaoshan has been in a particularly low mood recently. Due to all the setbacks and blows, her life seems to have lost its original direction.
It was during this emotional low that she met Cheng Yingzi.
Cheng Yingzi said to her with a firm tone: "You have to know that it was your good friend Shen Yan who caused you to lose your job. If she hadn't stabbed you in the back, you wouldn't have ended up like this."
Therefore, Cheng Yingzi was full of resentment towards Shen Yan, which had almost reached the point of being unforgivable.
Her words were very convincing and touched the wounds deep in Song Xiaoshan's heart that had not yet healed.
Song Xiaoshan originally resented Chen Yan, but her hatred also contained a deeper layer of resentment - the person she hated the most was actually her own sister Song Weiwei.
As for Chen Yan, she could only be ranked second in the hatred in her heart.
Because the two of them have similar anger and grievances, their common resentment is like an invisible thread, quietly pulling the two closer and closer.
Before long, they began to talk about everything, their trust in each other deepened day by day, and they gradually became people who could be called close friends.
And Cheng Yingzi happened to meet a girl named Hu Xinxin.
She introduced Song Xiaoshan and Hu Xinxin together, as if it was fate.
Hu Xinxin works in a famous dance hall nearby. It is lively and flamboyant, and is a place where young people like to gather.
Not only did she spend money there, she also always brought some regular customers to bring business to the store, so she enjoyed a 50% discount at this nightclub.
Moreover, Hu Xinxin was a generous and kind person who often treated people to meals and was never stingy, so the three of them often gathered here to have fun, chat, and talk about their troubles.
Song Xiaoshan gradually felt that this place, amidst the neon lights and the mess of cups and plates, was the place where she could truly feel the warmth of friends.
Even though she was now poor and short of money, with hardly a penny to spare, they never ignored her and were even willing to bring her to such high-end entertainment venues.
Unlike her two siblings, Song Weiwei and Song Xiaochen, when they saw her miserable appearance after being kicked out by her father Song Zhibang, not only did they not show any concern for their siblings, but they stood by and watched, even adding fuel to the fire, wishing their father would abandon her completely.
What’s the point of having such brothers and sisters?
It’s better to just find a few friends you can rely on!
Whenever she thought about Song Weiwei buying a house, she felt an uncontrollable anger and grievance in her heart, and the pain seemed to burn her sanity.
She tightly gripped the wine glass in front of her, her eyes showing a hint of unwillingness and anger. Then she gritted her teeth and drank the wine in the glass in one gulp. Her throat felt hot, but the emotions in her heart seemed to burn more fiercely with the alcohol.
She lowered her head and spoke in a low and hoarse voice, "It's just you guys who really care whether I'm still alive or not."
"Song Weiwei buying a house makes me jealous, crazy, and sad, but what can I do? My parents don't care whether I'm doing well or not, nor do they care whether I'm broken or not."
"Not to mention Song Weiwei and Song Xiaochen. Would they even bother me? I wouldn't even dare to dream about it!"
Hu Xinxin and Cheng Yingzi looked at each other, with a hint of indignation in their eyes, and some complicated emotions intertwined.
Cheng Yingzi bit her lip tightly, but finally couldn't help but speak, with a hint of gritted teeth in her tone, "Song Xiaoshan, you are also their biological daughter, their own flesh and blood, how can they treat you like this!"
Hu Xinxin echoed this indignantly, saying passionately, "That's right, Song Xiaoshan. We're both daughters, yet they gave Song Weiwei so much money and resources without hesitation. Why do you have nothing? Why do you have to endure all the bullying and grievances?"
"How unfair and biased they are!"
She paused, her tone growing even more agitated. "They're so biased they're even biased towards the Pacific Ocean! It's outrageous!"
After hearing these indignant words, Song Xiaoshan finally couldn't hold back her suppressed emotions any longer. She covered her cheeks with her hands, tears streaming down her fingertips. She said in a trembling voice, "I... I'm actually very painful, but I can only sulk and dare not even say a word of complaint!"
"Because all my financial resources are controlled by my parents."
She choked up and continued, "I really don't dare to offend them. I'm afraid that if I resist once, they might become even more harsh and cruel to me!"
"Even the small wing where I used to live, my dad actually sold it!"
She raised her head, tears and helplessness in her eyes. "If I run out of money again, I won't even be able to pay the rent. I might end up sleeping on the streets."
She took a deep breath, trying to calm herself down, before slowly saying, "So now, all I can do is act good and behave a little more sensibly in front of them. Maybe, because we're family, they'll even help me with the rent in the future, so I don't fall into such a desperate situation."
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