Chapter 206 I Will Be Serious
Especially his deep nose, combined with his eyes that slightly averted his gaze, made him look like a slightly drunk breeze in the sun.
Moreover, he has a very good figure, standing straight and tall, with a steady posture. When he stands there, he exudes an indescribable calmness and reliability. He is comfortable and pleasing to the eye, making people unable to take their eyes off him.
She suddenly remembered what Tong Bo had said when he introduced him earlier - "He looks good."
The tone was light, but the evaluation was pertinent. She didn't take it seriously at the time, but now she suddenly understood the weight of the words.
An idea suddenly came to her mind, an idea to tease him, with a little bit of girlish mischief and temptation.
“But what if I take it seriously?”
Her voice was a little light and coquettish, "Brother Wei Qing, don't you miss me at all?"
Zhu Jingchen felt a buzzing in his head for a moment, as if a stream of hot air rushed directly from his heart to his forehead, and his whole body seemed to be hot and numb.
He was completely stunned, and for a moment, even his breathing became disordered.
My mind went blank instantly, I couldn't think of any words, it was as if my thoughts had been drained out, I couldn't remember anything.
Only the violent beating of his heartbeat against his eardrums made it almost impossible for him to hear other sounds around him.
Not only was his face flushed, but his ears also turned crimson, and his nose, neck, and even his jaw were all faintly flushed. He felt hot and seemed to be smoking.
Zhu Jingchen shyly turned his face away, not daring to look her in the eye, his voice trembling a little: "Don't talk like that, don't tease me."
Chen Yan pretended to be disappointed, her tone aggrieved, "Ah? It turns out that Brother Wei Qing never thought about me at all."
She pretended to be lost, with a hint of cunning in her eyes that deliberately aroused emotions.
Zhu Jingchen didn't know how to respond to her for a moment.
I don’t know what kind of mentality I should have to face this sudden emotional impact.
In fact, he did think about it.
I thought about it countless times, day and night, and even in my dreams I tried hard to recall her face and every word she said.
He thought of her countless times and placed her in the softest place in his heart.
But what about her?
Did she ever think about him?
Will she also bury those unspoken emotions deep in her heart like him?
He coughed lightly from deep in his chest, trying to calm himself down, "Don't be ridiculous."
However, Shen Yan had no intention of stopping.
She stretched out one hand and held his hand tightly, her fingertips intertwined very tightly, like two hearts that didn't want to let go.
She held his fingers tightly, as if she was afraid of missing him if she let go.
"Brother Wei Qing, if you do this, I will take it seriously."
Her voice was firm yet gentle, "Have you really never thought about me?"
Her palms were slightly sweaty, and that touch of warmth told him that this was not an illusion, he was not dreaming, it was real.
Her appearance, her eyes, her voice, and even her hands are all real.
Zhu Jingchen's head seemed to be on fire, and his entire consciousness was like a spark that exploded, and in an instant it was completely burned hot.
The blood seemed to rush up to my head, and I was overwhelmed by the burning emotion. I couldn't speak, and I could only hear my heartbeat pounding against my chest.
No, it's not that he doesn't care.
He held her hand tightly, folding his hands together and wrapping her hand tightly, as if as long as they held each other tightly like this, she would not leave his side.
"No, of course I do."
His voice trembled slightly, his tone was firm but also revealed a hint of fragility.
If she also had him in her heart, if she was willing to listen to him talk about all the thoughts hidden in his heart over the years, he would be willing to tell her all his concerns immediately, without missing a single word.
When he was busy working outside, no matter how many tasks he faced or how complicated the situation was, as long as he had some free time, her figure would appear in his mind, as if it was engraved in his heart and could not be shaken off.
He missed the way she analyzed the case intently, he missed the way she winked at him playfully, he missed the way she carefully considered every detail, he missed the way she frowned and glared at him when she was angry, and he even missed the way she was silent and dazed.
In short, he simply couldn't ignore anything about her, no matter how subtle or significant it was.
He wanted to see her, to be with her, to do the ordinary things with her that they had imagined countless times.
Whenever he thought of her, a smile would unconsciously appear on the corner of his mouth. That kind of joy that came from the heart was something that no one could fake.
However, when he couldn't see her, when he had to walk alone, he would feel sad, chest tightness and shortness of breath, and even felt that every day of waiting was particularly long and difficult, as if without her appearance, there would be only dryness and loneliness.
He wished that her figure could appear in his sight at any time. Just one glance would make him satisfied, and just one sight would make him feel at ease.
When he heard that He Junshan was going to take her with him, his emotions almost got out of control - it was a kind of anxiety and resistance that surged from his bones.
If he didn't have so many concerns, if he didn't consider that her feelings were still unclear, if he wasn't afraid that forcible intervention would embarrass or even disappoint her, he really wanted to rush to find He Junshan immediately and stop him, even if it was just to move her a few steps away from him.
After he finished all the things at hand, the only wish left in his heart was that she would come back to him as soon as possible.
Shen Yan looked up at Zhu Jingchen's serious and deep eyes, and her heart suddenly tightened. There was earnestness and a hint of pain in his eyes, as if he was waiting for her response, but also as if he was afraid of her rejection.
She began to panic, wondering if she had gone too far.
Although Zhu Jingchen is good-looking, he is always gentle and easy to get along with, like a good-tempered brother, and sometimes even gives the illusion that he is "easy to bully."
But if she really treated his deep affection as a joke and treated it casually like a fight between children, that would be really inappropriate.
She tried to pull her hand back, a small but withdrawn movement, as if realizing she had crossed a line.
Zhu Jingchen was still immersed in his own chaotic thoughts, and the next second he felt her struggle and moving away. His heart skipped a beat, but he didn't let go of his hand immediately. He even thought that if she said the same words again, he might be able to muster up the courage to keep her.
After another second, he finally realized her true intention and gently and slowly let go of her hand, "I'm sorry."
His voice was very low, like a syllable squeezed out of his throat after being suppressed for a long time.
Chen Yan pursed her lips, her voice so soft that it almost disappeared into the air, "It's not your fault, Brother Wei Qing, it's just that I let myself go a little."
When Zhu Jingchen heard the word "play", his heart trembled. At that moment, it was as if cold water was poured down from the top of his head, extinguishing his originally burning expectations and fantasies.
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