Chapter 207 Firm Guard
Was she joking with him just now?
It turns out that what she just said was not sincere?
It turned out to be just a joke she said casually?
However, even if she treated him as a joke, he was willing to be the one she made fun of.
Because when it comes to love, it is always one's own choice, and he cannot and should not force the other person to like him.
In that case, he would just protect her silently in his own way.
It didn't matter whether she wanted to make a joke or just tease him casually.
He was not afraid of being treated as a joke by her, because as long as she laughed happily, he was satisfied.
She wanted to have some fun, to see if he would really go crazy with her, and he wasn't someone who couldn't afford to have some fun.
He was willing to let go of his reserve just to give her a moment of pleasure.
Anyway, I don’t have much to give her. I don’t have any extraordinary abilities, nor do I have enviable money and status.
This is probably all he can give.
He took out his bank card from his pocket and gently placed it in her palm. "This is all my savings. There are 100,000 yuan in the card now. It's all yours."
"I know this amount of money is not much, and it may not even be a big deal in your eyes."
He paused and added, "But please believe me, I will continue to work hard to make money."
"Whenever I make money, I put it into this card. I can access it anytime I need it."
"I'll write down the password and send it to you later."
Chen Yan looked at the bank card in her hand and didn't know what to do for a moment. It was as if it was a ball of hot charcoal, burning her palm and making it tremble slightly.
One hundred thousand yuan!
This amount of money is not a lot, but in a city like Shanghai, it is enough to buy a house of about 100 square meters.
This was all the wealth he had worked so hard to save, and now it was handed to her so casually.
She held the card and felt her heart tighten, as if the heavy burden of gratitude was too much for her to bear and made her feel a little ashamed.
Zhu Jingchen didn't give her a chance to refuse. He held her hand firmly and said, "It's useless for me to earn money by myself anyway. I'll give it all to you."
Shen Yan's nose felt sore and tears seemed to be about to fall.
How deep must the feelings be to be willing to hand over all your savings to someone?
She actually understood his thoughts; she was not completely ignorant.
The gazes between the two people met for more than eight seconds. Such a gaze seemed to have gone beyond ordinary boundaries and was deeply imprinted in memory.
If this eye contact lasted until the eighth second, it might have been just a brief coincidence; but it had exceeded ten seconds.
None of them averted their gaze.
She certainly knew how deep this feeling was.
The moment that is engraved in your heart cannot be easily forgotten.
However, even though she felt this sincere affection, she still felt a little regretful.
She was not satisfied.
What she wants is not just material gifts, not the money, but a love that is deeper and softer than that.
If she were to be with someone else, besides having a lot of money, she would also need a lot of love to surround her and fill her heart.
She is a person who is both emotional and rational.
To be precise, her emotions and rationality coexist.
At certain moments, reason takes over, making her clear and decisive; at other times, emotions take over, making her impulsive and persistent.
Her heart has never been a simple world.
But if she loses her clear thinking and judgment because of her emotions, she will never allow this to happen at any time.
But then again, if she could be sure that this relationship wouldn't threaten her safety and that there was a certain level of security, then she wouldn't be unable to accept the possibility of using a little of her mind, originally reserved for rational thinking, to focus on her emotions and feelings.
Normally, she is a 100% rational person who leads her life with reason. However, because she met some special people, she is willing to make some changes after weighing the pros and cons, reducing her rationality to 90%, and leaving the remaining 10% to those emotions that cannot be explained clearly.
So she made a decision that this time, she would try to be brave.
"Brother Wei Qing, if you choose to be with me, you will feel very tired."
"Not only do I hope you're willing to give me the most stable financial security, I also want 100% emotional return, the kind of deep and steadfast love that will never change at any time."
"I even hope that you will always stand by me. Even if one day I lose control and go crazy due to an emotional outburst, I hope that you will ask me how to release it more freely instead of lecturing me on the side and saying things like 'You shouldn't go crazy'."
"Brother Wei Qing, I know I've made a lot of demanding requests, and I don't want you to feel like this is a heavy burden. I know it will be very difficult for you."
"I'm not blindly projecting these expectations onto someone insignificant, nor am I forcing pressure on others regardless of the individual."
Zhu Jingchen squatted down until he was at eye level with her, slowly reached out his hand, and held her slightly trembling fingers. His eyes were focused and affectionate, looking directly into hers: "Why do you have such thoughts? Why do you think I'm unwilling to bear these responsibilities?"
"What I want to do, what I'm willing to do, is far more than this. I'm truly willing to take on everything, without a single quibble."
"Whatever you want, as long as your heart desires, I will find it for you, no matter what it is. Even if it is not in my hand now, I will definitely bring it to you."
"If one day you decide to play a 'bad guy,' I firmly believe it's because someone has done something cruel to you first. At that point, I'm willing to accompany you and do whatever your heart desires. Even if the final outcome is nothing, I'll be with you until the end. At worst, we can leave this world together, free from all ties."
When Shen Yan heard the words "At worst, we can die together", she was completely stunned.
The suppressed emotions completely burst out at that moment, and tears could not stop sliding down her cheeks, following her line of sight, and falling between the tightly clasped palms.
This promise of never leaving each other was too heavy and too sincere, and it was engraved in her heart with a weight that could not be ignored.
She will treasure his words as a lifelong vow.
She won't really let herself destroy anything, nor will she deliberately do bad things.
What she seeks is not some kind of crazy destruction, but someone who can stand behind her and protect her unconditionally no matter what decision she makes or what difficulties she encounters.
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