Chen Rou, of course, still said, "You're just like your son, dreaming."
She still has no intention of having another daughter.
But after falling asleep that night, perhaps because she had been thinking about it during the day, she had a dream. In the dream, she went back to the time when she gave birth to A Yuan, but she was following Nie Zhao's perspective. She saw him rushing into the hospital and walking down a long corridor all the way to the ultrasound room. She saw his legs trembling, his temples sweating, and him holding Song Yuanchao's arm with one hand and Secretary An's arm with the other. Secretary An was wiping his sweat.
I also saw Nie Zhao alone, leaning against the wall as he entered the ultrasound room.
Strangely, she had no memory of what happened in the ultrasound room at the time. In her dream, following Nie Zhao's perspective, the person lying on the bed was her, but it seemed like it wasn't her.
Moreover, her belly was particularly swollen at the time, and she could clearly see a child's footprint bulging out of her belly.
Xiao Ayuan's feet were so badly injured that even someone as resilient as her could endure pain was kicked to the point where she couldn't take it anymore.
Just as Nie Zhao knelt down in front of the bed, she heard herself on the hospital bed say, "Ah Zhao, I'm scared!"
Actually, she rarely called Nie Zhao "Ah Zhao"; most of the time she called him Boss Nie.
Whenever she calls Mr. Nie, she thinks of Mr. Krabs, who runs the Krusty Krab, and quietly remarks that Mr. Nie and Mr. Krabs really look alike.
Nie Zhao later asked her why she said she was afraid, and what she was afraid of.
Chen Rou thought that Nie Zhao had gone mad from practicing qi cultivation, or that he had misremembered.
But in her dream, she clearly saw and heard that she had indeed said, "I'm afraid."
Then she was wheeled away and taken into the operating room.
She doesn't remember much about the birth. It's just a habitual memory; she thinks she was given anesthesia and then fell asleep. When she woke up, the baby had already been born.
But that wasn't actually the case. She went into the operating room, and Nie Zhao waited outside. She actually begged the doctors, "Please, don't let my husband in. I look terrible right now. I don't want him to see me."
She was speaking in very fluent English. The midwife, an experienced woman in her forties, was communicating with her, saying that it was fine for the husband to see it, and that a woman's labor pains should be witnessed by her husband.
Because the mother spent ten months with the child before he was born, but the father did not.
Since fathers and children are strangers, having the father witness his child's birth will greatly help build a bond between them.
However, the woman in the hospital bed kept crying and shaking her head, only saying, "He won't like it."
Chen Rou is like a piece of a soul; she is standing from God's perspective.
She saw Nie Zhao standing outside the operating room, with Secretary An wiping his sweat.
She noticed that his Adam's apple was bobbing up and down because he was nervous.
He didn't know what had happened, only that his wife was terrified but wouldn't let him in, and was extremely anxious.
In the delivery room, because she was under spinal anesthesia, she kept talking, but she had no memory of it.
Chen Rou heard herself asking the doctor, "Is it a boy or a girl?"
The doctor asked her, "Do you hope it's a boy or a girl?"
Lying in her hospital bed, she said, "I hope it's a girl. I won't let her learn ballet or flower arranging. I want..."
The doctor said, "Okay, from now on you can't talk anymore."
Chen Rou was still talking on the hospital bed, but when she looked up, as if she saw Chen Rou, she said, "I don't want to learn ballet."
So she wasn't Chen Rou, but another girl? Then who is she? Is she the original owner of this body?
Chen Rou wanted to ask, but just as she was about to ask, the doctor said, "It's a boy."
Then she opened her eyes again, and the person on the delivery bed was herself. The doctor smiled and said, "It's a boy."
After a loud cry, Chen Rou opened her eyes again. In the darkness, only Nie Zhao's even breathing could be heard.
After lying down for a long time, she silently got up and sat on the sofa, her fingers running through her hair, which was covered in sweat.
She had always believed that she and the original body were one soul, so when she opened her eyes in the original body, the baby born in Li Xia's womb would be stillborn. But wasn't that right? Were the original body and she independent individuals?
Why did the original owner tell her that she didn't want to learn ballet?
She's clearly so good at ballet, and she says she likes girls and wants to have daughters, so why would she say she doesn't want her daughter to learn ballet or flower arranging?
Before this, Chen Rou had never considered how she would raise a daughter, but after thinking about it, she immediately realized the answer.
There was one thing she didn't want: her daughter to become an orphan, because her deepest pain lay in the word "orphan."
So, the reason why the original owner didn't want her daughter to learn ballet was because she hated dancing.
Just as Nie Zhao was constantly hated by his father and suffered greatly from being hated, he inevitably gave his son excessive love. It was simply his own shortcomings that he wanted to make up for through his child. Just like how people raise children to make up for the shortcomings of their own childhood and to compensate for themselves.
Chen Rou was always very confident, believing that she and the original owner were the same person, and that there was only one Chen Rou from beginning to end.
But now she's a little confused and uncertain.
She was also curious: what would have happened if A-Yuan had been born a girl?
Will she become another Chen Rou, a Chen Rou who loves her daughter and raises her daughter according to her wishes, or will she still be the one to raise the child?
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