In the dark and cramped cowshed.
“So heavy…”
Bai Ying frowned slightly and looked up subconsciously.
The man lying on top of her was tall and strong, his hard body was hot.
The veins on the big hand that was pinching her slender waist were bulging, his breathing was heavy and panting, his face was terrifyingly gloomy, and he looked like a beast thirsting for blood.
When she saw the man's face clearly, Bai Ying was a little breathless, "Chen, Ao?"
"Um...it's me."
Shen Ao clenched his teeth and let out a hoarse groan that was difficult to suppress, and his scarlet eyes, which were soaked in lust, forced into her eyes.
Bai Ying's head seemed to be hit by a heavy hammer, and she realized one thing in the buzzing sound.
She was reborn!
I was reborn in the spring of 1977, when I just turned eighteen!
In order to ruin her reputation, Zhu Xiaoxiao, a female educated youth in the brigade, bribed Zhou Li, who was also an educated youth, to give the inmates on the farm a strong drug used for breeding cattle and horses. She then lied that the inmates were injured and tricked her, a barefoot doctor, into coming to their homes to bandage their injuries.
As a result, as soon as she pushed the door and entered the cowshed where Shen Ao lived, she was thrown onto the bed by the man who was under the effect of the drug.
She was terrified and kept crying and struggling.
The man's face turned red from holding back his anger, and he endured it until his lips were bitten to a bloody pulp but he still didn't touch her.
Bai Ying, who had recovered her senses, was about to escape, but was blocked by Zhu Xiaoxiao, who had brought people to catch the adulterer.
More than a dozen militiamen beat Shen Ao, whose movements were restricted by the effects of the drugs. Not only was his leg broken, but he was also arrested and criticized as a typical "rapist."
Her second brother, who had always loved her, took advantage of the time when Shen Ao was tied up and criticized, rushed onto the stage with a knife and stabbed him twice, and was sent to the detention center for this.
My mother cried so much that she went blind, my father was so angry about the rumors that he suffered a cerebral thrombosis and became paralyzed, my eldest sister-in-law divorced my eldest brother, and my third brother lost his job in the county.
Finally, Old Lady Bai took charge and sold her to a fool from the neighboring brigade for a high price of one hundred yuan.
Upon hearing that Bai Ying could exchange for such a huge sum of money, the Lin couple, who claimed to be her biological parents, jumped out and insisted that she was their biological daughter and that the money should be given to their family.
Only then did Bai Ying realize that she was not the biological daughter of the Bai family. Unable to bear the burden of her parents and brothers any longer, she resigned herself to her fate and followed the bride-picking party.
After marriage, her idiot husband had a low intelligence and an extremely bad temper. He would beat or scold her at any time. Once, when he was chasing her to beat her, he slipped and fell into the river and drowned.
Her mother-in-law thought she was unlucky, so she shaved her face and threw her back to the Lin family.
The Lin family favored boys over girls and never treated their daughters as human beings. In addition, Bai Ying's face was ruined and no one was willing to pay a dowry to marry her, so she wasted the rest of her life in the Lin family.
In the Lin family, she not only had to earn money to support the family during the day, but also had to take care of Lin's paralyzed mother at night. She even had to take care of her nephews and nieces in her free time. She was busy every day like a spinning top...
Bai Ying was like an old ox, being drained to death by the gadflies of the Lin family!
After her death, her soul left her body and saw her nephews and nieces, whom she had raised, arguing fiercely over who should pay for her funeral. In the end, they unanimously decided to bury her ashes in the wilderness without even a tombstone.
No one came to worship her during festivals.
Desolate and lonely.
She seemed to have been forgotten in this world.
Until that day, she saw a staggering figure walking towards her grave from afar.
It’s Shen Ao.
He was limping and his hair was already gray, but his back was still straight, and his once sharp eyes had become gloomy.
That day, he sat at her grave all night.
No words, just drinking in silence.
When daybreak came, he poured the remaining half bottle of white wine in front of the grave and turned to leave, leaving only a few indifferent words that dissipated in the wind.
"Bai Ying, if you could do it again, what would you do?"
If she could really start over, she would like to go back to before she made the big mistake and rewrite the ending for her and her family...
Thinking of this, Bai Ying's soul fell into a deep sleep.
When she woke up again, she was pleasantly surprised to find that she had really returned to the most important moment - the moment when Chen Ao was drugged and threw her onto the bed.
Bai Ying was so excited that she wanted to cry and laugh at the same time.
Seeing the innocent girl, who was originally full of panic, suddenly reveal such a neurotic expression, the man who was wrapped in lust instantly frowned.
Could it be that the little girl was scared silly by him?
Not to mention the years of military discipline that prevented him from forcing himself on a woman, the girl in front of him looked too young, barely an adult. If he did something, the guilt would be so overwhelming that he'd probably even despise himself.
Chen Ao took a few quick breaths to suppress his desire, then turned over and sat up, turning his back to Bai Ying and urging her, "Hurry up and go!"
The deep and hoarse male voice interrupted Bai Ying's thoughts and forced her to calm down.
"So what are you going to do?"
Bai Ying slowly sat up and looked at the man who had endured so hard that the blood vessels on both sides of his head were throbbing, and asked subconsciously.
Chen Ao is strong and healthy, and his endurance and drug resistance are far beyond that of ordinary people. Zhu Xiaoxiao was afraid that she would not be able to drug him, so she deliberately asked Zhou Li to give him a lot of drugs. If the antidote could not be taken in time, it would cause great harm to Chen Ao's body.
I heard that it was because of this incident that Shen Ao suffered physical injuries. Later, even after he was rehabilitated and released from prison, he couldn't find a proper job and could only make a living by picking up scraps. The two of them were almost equally miserable.
If possible, she not only wants to rewrite her own life, but also wants to rewrite Shen Ao's life as much as possible.
"It's none of your business."
Shen Ao's voice was filled with indifference and resistance.
Hearing the alienation in Shen Ao's words, Bai Ying felt a sharp pain in her heart, and some fragments of her past life flashed through her mind.
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