Not long after.
Lin Shu saw Han Yan walking out of the office.
She stared at him blankly, tears streaming down her face uncontrollably.
Han Yan's face was full of anxiety and he looked around.
Lin Shu knew that he had sensed her.
What should she do? What should she do?
At this moment, she finally understood what it meant to be caught between loyalty and righteousness.
Han Yan stood there and looked around for a long time.
Lin Shu never had the courage to go over.
People passing by looked at Han Yan curiously.
"Shu'er, go back." He seemed to guess that she was nearby.
Han Yan mouthed the words silently in each direction, then turned and walked towards the family compound.
He walked very slowly, and every time he walked a distance, he would stop for a while and turn his head slightly back.
It seemed as if he was making sure that Lin Shu had caught up.
Lin Shu followed him mechanically.
The two of them walked and stopped, and it took them twice as long as usual to get back to the family compound.
"Shu'er, are you there?" After entering the room, Han Yan turned around and looked around expectantly.
Lin Shu did not step forward. Only at this moment did she realize how cowardly she was.
"I know you're here."
Yes, I'm here.
What can you do even if you know?
Lin Shu couldn't help but feel resentful. She didn't know what she was resentful about.
"Did you hear everything?"
Yes, I heard it all.
You know what I heard?
Do you want to persuade me to be sensible?
But I don’t want to be sensible at all.
I just want you to be safe and alive."
"Do you believe me?"
Believe him? How?
Lin Shu's ominous premonition became increasingly clear.
The thoughts in her mind kept telling her: He will die, he will die!
"Shu'er, come here." Han Yan said in a gentle tone and stretched out his hand.
Lin Shu subconsciously took a step closer to him, then reacted and stopped immediately.
She was in a mess.
She wanted him to know her cowardice and selfishness, and she wanted him to stay away from the battlefield.
She was also afraid that he would know that she was such a cowardly and selfish person.
The two people seemed to be confronting each other silently.
Han Yan stretched out his hand stubbornly.
Lin Shu stubbornly refused to go over.
The room gradually darkened.
The light in Han Yan's eyes seemed to dim as well.
He slowly withdrew his hand and moved his mouth as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he only said: "I'm sorry."
Lin Shu felt a dull pain in her heart. She didn't want him to say sorry.
Han Yan stood silently for a while and walked out of the house.
Lin Shu hurriedly followed a few steps and finally stopped.
She stood there, looking at his back.
She knew that he was going to call Aunt Liang and the others.
Every time he goes on a mission, he tells his family.
But he wouldn't say whether this mission was dangerous or not.
Lin Shu returned to the hall, sat on a chair and stared at the door.
She was now like being lost in a fog, unable to find her direction.
"Clang, clang, clang"
Suddenly, there were several noises coming from somewhere, like something hitting the ground.
"Wow..." followed by the cry of a child.
Then, the voices of a man and a woman talking could be heard faintly.
"Go on a mission, go on a mission, why are you going on a mission again?" He asked with a dissatisfied tone.
"Don't mess around, the mission wasn't my idea."
"When will you be back?"
"I have no idea."
"Is it dangerous?"
"Okay, don't ask. I can't tell you."
"I don't know. I can't say. It's always like this. Woohoo... If you can't come back, how are you going to let me and the children live? How are you going to let my parents live?"
"Okay, okay, you have to believe me. I've always come back safely."
“…”
Yes, Lin Shu fell into deep thought.
Her heart gradually calmed down.
Did they want to go on a mission? No, they didn't.
Do they want to leave their loved ones, their parents, their homes? No.
Were they unaware of the dangers of the mission? They certainly knew.
So why do they still go?
Because they have chosen this path, they must move forward courageously.
Because this is their duty, they must do it without hesitation!
The fog in front of him gradually dissipated, and Lin Shu's mind suddenly became clear.
Just like since she chose him, she must support him and believe in him, right?
Why was she bewitched by inexplicable thoughts and premonitions that she didn't know whether they were true or false?
Lin Shu stood up suddenly.
She was going to find him.
She wanted to tell him that she supported him and believed in him.
“Thump, thump, thump…”
There were footsteps outside the door.
Hearing the footsteps, Lin Shu ran towards the door excitedly. She knew very well that it was Han Yan's footsteps.
Sure enough, when she reached the door, Han Yan had already reached the last step.
Lin Shu's gaze fell on him, his heartbeat becoming more and more intense: "Han Yan..."
As if sensing her, Han Yan's eyes lit up and he looked in her direction expectantly: "Shu'er..."
"Han Yan..."
"Shu'er..."
The two of them approached slowly.
Han Yan's chest rose and fell violently, and his eyes became brighter and brighter.
She could clearly feel the excitement in his emotions.
"Shu'er..." His voice was gentle and he slowly stretched out his hand.
This time, Lin Shu placed his hand on his palm without any hesitation.
At that moment, Han Yan's eyes suddenly lit up, as if thousands of stars were falling into them.
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