Chapter 120 Selfishness
During the afternoon class, Meng Shulan was distracted.
Even kneeling on a stool couldn't help her concentrate.
Zhang Yimei’s words are still ringing in my ears.
"Shulan, are you and Gu Hansong dating?"
The answer is of course no.
They haven't said anything explicitly yet, but something has happened.
Zhang Yimei’s smiling face at that time was still clearly imprinted in Meng Shulan’s mind.
Hearing that they were not a couple, Zhang Yimei was very happy, and said to Meng Shulan a little embarrassedly: "Shulan, I feel that I like Gu Hansong a little bit. Although I have to take the college entrance examination now and my family doesn't allow me to talk about this, I can think about it after the exams in the second half of the year.
I saw that you two had a good relationship, and I thought you were dating. Since you are not dating, that’s great.”
Zhang Yimei said this as she ran towards school with a smile on her face.
Meng Shulan followed behind, but the smile on her face slowly faded.
No wonder ever since Zhang Yimei attended Ye Ran’s birthday party, I felt like there was a layer of distance between her and me.
It turned out that it wasn't that she and Ye Ran became closer, but that she fell in love with Gu Hansong.
Gu Hansong is so outstanding, it is normal for him to be noticed by others.
But why did she insist on saying it out loud and even come to me to confirm it?
Meng Shulan felt that Zhang Yimei had tricked her.
Sure enough, everyone is selfish when it comes to feelings.
It’s a pity that Zhang Yimei’s love will be in vain.
In the previous life, Gu Hansong was unmarried, and Zhang Yimei was also unmarried.
I just don’t know how long this relationship of hers can last. I wonder if the reason she never got married in her previous life has something to do with Gu Hansong.
Meng Shulan shook her head, forced herself to calm down, and focused on her studies.
School is over in the afternoon.
Meng Shulan had just finished eating when a classmate came to the classroom and called her, saying that her brother was at the school gate.
Meng Shulan hurried to the school gate and saw Gu Hansong as expected. He was holding an umbrella and leaning on his bicycle, standing not far from the school gate.
This man is still the same, handsome and elegant, with an extraordinary bearing.
The misty drizzle that started at noon has not stopped yet, and Meng Shulan also walked over with an umbrella.
"You came to me," she said.
Gu Hansong nodded, "I gave your sister the books and magazines you asked me to bring before I left when I got the car."
When Gu Hansong left, he asked her what she wanted. Meng Shulan said that if possible, she should bring back some clothing books and magazines because she wanted to show them to her sister.
Meng Shulan said happily: "Thank you so much, how much..." How much money?
She wanted to give him money, but after saying a word, Meng Shulan took back her words and said, "I'll treat you to a meal some other day."
Gu Hansong curled his lips and said, "Okay."
He looked very happy, probably because he heard that she had changed her words just now.
Whenever he helped her in the past, Meng Shulan would always ask him for a settlement, whether it was money or favors.
But this time, she just returned the gift.
This return gift can be an exchange of gifts between friends, or it can be an invitation that goes beyond that level of relationship.
Meng Shulan felt that Gu Hansong must have thought of the latter, so he was happy.
But if you ask Meng Shulan what she is really thinking at this moment, she doesn't know, her mind is quite confused.
After the appearance of Jiang Xiuzhen and Zhang Yimei, two bold people who love and pursue happiness, Meng Shulan's mood began to change.
Some people are like this, they need to be pushed, otherwise they will never realize their situation.
Just like Meng Shulan now, she only wanted to maintain a friendship with Gu Hansong before. She has a disease, which is genetic and difficult to prevent and cure. She will die young. She feels that she cannot give him a good future.
While holding this thought, she felt that she was not wrong. When the two of them were together, happiness could not last long, and in the end, only pain was left.
Of course, this is just the most desperate outcome.
Meng Shulan also thought about taking precautions in advance, or taking medicine early, or receiving treatment early. She would not give up as long as there was a glimmer of hope.
Not only for herself, but also for her family, or for him, she will try her best to change her destiny.
So, Meng Shulan also has a backup plan.
Keep in touch with him and maintain this friendship.
If they succeed in changing their destiny, they can continue to develop.
But after thinking about it carefully, she felt that her idea was too selfish.
Why could he wait for me for so long?
Is it because he never got married in his previous life that I can let him give and wait so unscrupulously?
In her previous life, Meng Shulan didn’t understand him at this moment, and had no idea that he was so outstanding now.
This was something she had seen in her past life, and she understood how unfair her thoughts were to him.
Whether he gets married or not is his business, but Meng Shulan cannot occupy the position beside him without any progress or retreat just because of this.
And now it is not the previous life anymore. He has changed and should have a new life, including marriage.
So Meng Shulan figured it out and decided to confess to him and give herself and him a chance to choose.
The two of them just held the umbrella and looked at each other.
Although she had figured it out, Meng Shulan suddenly didn't know what to say to him.
It was already getting late. The days are short in winter and it was almost dark.
Meng Shulan asked, "Are you ready to go back?"
Gu Hansong: “Yes.”
"Then go ahead. The road is slippery. Be careful when riding your bike."
Just let him go like this?
Didn't she look like she had a lot to say at noon? But Gu Hansong also knew that she was busy with her studies.
After thinking for a moment, he handed over the large paper bag he had been holding, "This is for you."
"What?"
Meng Shulan took it with some curiosity and wanted to take a look at it, but was stopped by Gu Hansong.
"Let's go in and take a look later," he said.
“Oh.” It’s quite heavy, feeling like a book.
Gu Hansong: "Then I'll go back first. What about dinner?"
Meng Shulan: "Come to this town for dinner this weekend. My dad and mom have already said they want to thank you."
But this person kept finding excuses to refuse.
Let's go to her house for dinner...
Gu Hansong nodded, "Okay."
Meng Shulan smiled and said, "Okay, it's getting late, you should go back quickly."
Gu Hansong also laughed, got in the car and left.
Meng Shulan watched him go away and turned back to school.
She originally wanted to go back to the classroom, but after looking at the things in the paper bag, she stopped.
It seems I have to go back to the dormitory first.
The paper bag contains not only three school books, but also a box of chocolates and a pair of gloves.
There are ten chocolates in a special box, wrapped in gold aluminum foil, which looks very high-end.
The gloves are also for women, dark red in color, made of very thin material, like the velvet used in later generations, and fit the fingers well with a certain degree of elasticity.
This kind of gloves can be used for writing after wearing, and I think it is specially used for reading and writing.
He is so thoughtful and considerate.
(End of this chapter)
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