But Sister Liu didn't go far. She just went back to the kitchen and said she was going to watch the fire.
Now there were only Xie Li and Zhang Jianhua left in the room, and it was eerily quiet.
"Xiao Li, I know I'm sorry for you,..."
"Hey, don't talk, listen first."
Zhang Jianhua felt uneasy, but he nodded and sat down, letting her do the fiddling.
After a while the radio was turned on.
There is a lot of noise in the recording, and the quality is indeed worrying.
But you can still clearly tell whose voices they are among the noise.
The recording here is the conversation between them and Wan Hong and Zhou Hai in Dongcheng.
Inside, Zhou Xiaohai clearly knew that Zhang Jianhua was being sold out.
Zhang Jianhua was shocked after hearing this, and his face turned pale, as if he had a disease.
Looking at his expression, it was more serious than knowing that Wan Hong had betrayed him.
Xie Li sneered: "How does it feel to be betrayed by someone you trust?"
When he was in front of me, he looked loyal.
But behind his back, Zhou Yuhai showed a completely different face.
If Zhou Wohai's voice wasn't so familiar, Zhang Jianhua wouldn't have believed that Zhou Wohai would betray him.
He betrayed himself so easily?
This made Wan Hong, who had been on guard against him, feel like a joke.
He wanted to settle accounts with Zhou Yuhai, but not now. Now, he had to resolve Guan Yuan's matter first.
"Xiao Li, this is my own fault. Do you believe me?"
Xie Li wanted to see what else he could make up.
"Okay, tell me what you have to say."
"When I graduated and started working, I was a stranger in a strange place, I didn't know anything, I was just a country boy, I was completely lost in the outside world. Can you understand the fear of facing a confused future? The Guan family is like a light in the fog, helping me find my direction. What do you think I should do? In the fog, how can I save myself except holding on to that light?"
Xie Li's face darkened, and she said calmly, "Are you afraid if you are confused?"
Zhang Jianhua saw that her face looked strange and he swallowed his saliva in fear.
"Oh, confusion always brings hope, and confusion means that everything is possible in the future. But do you understand the despair of being pregnant, facing a forest full of weeds, a disabled father-in-law, a mentally ill mother-in-law, and a husband waiting for money?"
Zhang Jianhua stared at her blankly.
Xie Li smiled bitterly and said, "When I decided to marry you, I thought life would be hard, so I wanted to back out. But, I was not even 18 years old at the time, and I was a fool. I knew life would be hard, but I still agreed to go with you without hesitation.
Do you know how I felt when I went back to your home with you pregnant and saw the state of your family? I regretted it. I regretted it right then. But I had no way out, because I had offended my family by taking a gamble and going with you for you. I gave up on them for you. At that time, I had no home. Do you understand?"
"Oh..." Zhang Jianhua said ashamedly, "I was really sorry for you back then."
Xie Li ignored him and continued, "So no matter how hard and tiring the days ahead were, you had to endure them, and swallow the blows with blood. After all, it was your own choice. Fortunately, you survived those hard days. You gave birth to Hongxia safely, raised her, cleaned up your family's forest, planted fruit trees, raised chickens and ducks, sent you to school, and sent your parents away.
You said you would come back to pick us up after you made arrangements, but what happened? You left for two years without any news. Do you know how rude the neighbors were to you? They said your household registration had been moved away, that you were now a city dweller, and that you should marry a city wife, not your mother and me.
Do you think you are really stupid, that you really don't know anything? No, you know very well in your heart, what they say is true, you just don't want them, you are just an ungrateful person. You even thought about jumping off the cliff with Hongxia in your arms, you think, was you confused or desperate at that time?"
Xie Li's mouth was like a machine gun, impossible to stop.
Zhang Jianhua's mood was like a car accident. Finally, he sighed and said, "Xiao Li, I'm sorry."
"I don't want to hear you say sorry, you say that too many times." Xie Li said coldly: "I just want to ask you, tell me, were you confused or desperate at that time?"
"This..." How should he say it?
"Ah? Tell me!"
Xie Li was furious and punched him.
The punch hit his arm and made him grimace in pain.
They were both women, but the other woman's punch was for fun, while Xie Li's punch was simply intended to kill him.
"Go ahead, will you tell me?"
Xie Li was very emotional and punched Zhang Jianhua every time he spoke.
Zhang Jianhua was hit by several punches in succession and felt like his bones were about to fall apart.
He couldn't stand it any longer, and hurriedly said: "Tell me, tell me, you are desperate, you are nothing, I promised you nothing, it's not true, your despair is all your fault. Xiaoli, it's not true..."
Zhang Jianhua cried loudly, and it was unclear whether it was a cry of repentance or because Xie Li beat him.
Xie Li gradually calmed down and said, "Okay, since you know, then tell me, why do you do something sorry just because you are confused?"
"놖..." Zhang Jianhua was silent for a moment.
Xie Li looked at him with anger on her face, "Do you think I haven't had a miscarriage when I was desperate? The first day I went to your house, I didn't sleep all night. I thought about it all night. I had countless thoughts about running away at night, running out, and drinking a pack of abortion pills. I'm still young, and I can still find a good family to marry into."
Zhang Jianhua was shocked. He remembered that on the first night she came home with him, she really kept tossing and turning.
He thought his bed was too hard and she couldn't get used to it.
But little did she know that she was thinking of running away.
Xie Li continued, "Because I chose to believe you, I feel that we are each other's first love, and we are emotional. It doesn't matter if I accompany you through hardships now, as long as you treat me well and know that we still love each other, we can always live a good life if we work hard together."
It doesn't matter that your parents are disabled, your grandfather is also disabled. The old man is old and in poor health, and he has suffered so much. They only look forward to it when you come. If you never come, it's fine. If you come and turn around and leave immediately, how much of a blow will it be to them?
They are your parents, not your parents. If you can't be there to fulfill your filial duties, they will do it for you. So, during the years when you were studying, you took care of the family by yourself, and you recognize that. "
"Xiao Li." Zhang Jianhua looked sad. At that moment, he felt really guilty and sorry for her.
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