Chapter 190: Loving and being loved are both abilities (somewhat sweet)
Huo Tingxiao stood outside the door and deliberately walked a little further away.
He was about to knock on the door, but when he heard the two of them talking and laughing, he decided to stop.
And also take the initiative to stay away.
He believed in her and respected her.
I won't make the same stupid mistakes again.
Even though his heart felt like it had been dug several times by a large shovel.
But being jealous is one thing, but it should be done with manners.
After Shen Qingran came out, she saw Huo Tingxiao standing a hundred meters away with a righteous look on his face.
His expression seemed a little lonely.
She walked over pretending to be nice.
"Huo Tingxiao? Why are you here?"
Seeing her surprised expression, Huo Tingxiao did not dare to show any jealousy at all.
He smiled with an open heart, "I was just looking for you, and I saw you talking to Dr. Qin, so I'm waiting here for you to get off work."
Shen Qingran looked at him and smiled.
"Okay, I'm off work, let's go."
Huo Tingxiao reached out and took the bag from her shoulder.
"Wait a minute. I forgot something."
Qin Xiangnan happened to be about to lock the door.
"Doctor Qin, wait a minute, I forgot something, you go back first, I'll lock the door."
Shen Qingran walked in.
Qin Xiangnan and Huo Tingxiao stood face to face.
Huo Tingxiao nodded politely, but heard Qin Xiangnan's gentle words.
“Doctor Shen is a very good female comrade, Captain Huo should cherish her.”
Huo Tingxiao was holding Shen Qingran's bag in his hand, his voice was cold.
"Yes, and I wish Dr. Qin a happy marriage soon."
Qin Xiangnan, "......."
"What are you talking about?"
Huo Tingxiao said to Qin Xiangnan, "Doctor Qin just broke off his engagement some time ago, and I said I had someone suitable to introduce to him."
Qin Xiangnan smiled and said, "Thank you for your hard work, Captain Huo."
Shen Qingran watched Qin Xiangnan leave with her arms folded.
"Captain Huo, it's a good thing that Doctor Qin said something nice about you before."
Huo Tingxiao reached out and pulled her sleeve. "I'm sincere. The situation of the Qin family is quite complicated. Qin Xiangnan and his previous marriage partner broke off their engagement. There will definitely be a lot of trouble in the future."
Shen Qingran frowned when she saw how serious he was, "That also depends on Dr. Qin's consent."
Huo Tingxiao nodded, "Don't worry, I just made a suggestion. As for the Qin family's affairs, if he needs my help in the future, I will help him."
Shen Qingran listened to Huo Tingxiao's assurance with a smile in her eyes.
"Let's go."
After leaving the hospital, Huo Tingxiao directly held her hand, palms facing each other, and interlocked his fingers with hers.
She felt a little uncomfortable, but did not struggle to avoid it.
Huo Tingxiao's heart seemed to be floating in the clouds.
Even though the wound on my leg still hurts a little and it itches a little, it’s not a big deal.
The sweetness in my heart seems to anestheticize the wound.
The two walked towards where they lived.
"Shall we go check out Comrade Zhao's stall?"
Shen Qingran didn't say anything.
Just looking at Huo Tingxiao quietly.
He is proud.
Precious.
Strong principles.
Never bow your head, but now show weakness again and again, and change again and again.
Shen Qingran admitted it.
It would be deceptive not to be moved.
But she was also very scared.
There are many things to be afraid of.
Some are his, and some are his family’s.
But more than that, she was afraid of getting hurt.
Humans are very strange creatures.
She was obviously very scared, but her heart was still moved unconsciously.
Huo Tingxiao is a person who is easy to be attracted to.
Start with appearance and stay loyal to character.
This sentence has never been wrong.
She was attracted by certain qualities in him from the beginning and slowly fell for him.
After the fall, we were hurt again and again.
When she saw clearly the hypocritical beauty behind it, she chose to withdraw quickly.
Because she was afraid of being hurt more seriously, she took the initiative to defend herself.
That way the extent of the damage will be minimized.
Those who leave first in love are always decent.
Without love, yet longing for love.
Longing to be loved, but afraid of being hurt.
This is a collection of contradictions.
However, she knew that resistance was futile.
When a valve is opened in your heart, there is no recovery.
Whether it is obsession or sincerity.
At this moment, perhaps, only by really trying can you get a final result.
In one's life, one must always do things that one will never regret.
Whether it is success or failure.
It is no longer within the scope of consideration now.
When it comes to love, there is no way to plan for the future.
In just a few minutes, Huo Tingxiao saw the ever-changing expression in her eyes.
When I saw his face reflected in those eyes again.
Huo Tingxiao reached out and hugged her.
He took out an envelope from his chest pocket very seriously.
Handed it over.
Shen Qingran was stunned for a moment, "What is it?"
Huo Tingxiao's voice tightened, "Open it and take a look."
Shen Qingran was suspicious for a moment, then gently tore open the envelope and looked at the thick stack of letter paper inside.
I took it out with some curiosity.
The words "Guarantee" were clearly written in large letters in the middle.
The powerful handwriting is as principled as he is, with every stroke looking like printed text.
Dear Comrade Qingran:
I am writing to you. When I write this letter of guarantee, the tree outside the house has lost all its prosperity, just like me now, putting down all my pride. The organization teaches us revolutionary soldiers to be consistent in our words and deeds. I swear to the party flag and military emblem with the honor of a soldier, and make the following guarantee to Comrade Shen Qingran:
1. Firmly implement the spirit of "Three Disciplines and Eight Points of Attention" and do the following in family life: 1. Do not commit male chauvinism, 2. Do not engage in feudal patriarchal style, 3. Do not smash bowls or pots. Take the initiative to share housework every day, and hand in all the monthly allowances except for necessary expenses.
Second, we must bear in mind the teaching that "women hold up half the sky" and respect Comrade Qing Ran's work in the People's Hospital. We must first consult democratically when making important decisions, and never follow the old social practices of making decisions on our own, and ensure that Comrade Qing Ran truly becomes the master of the revolutionary family.
3. If there is a slip in ideological style, such as alcoholism, gambling, unreasonable face, disrespect for others, etc., Comrade Qingran has the right to report it directly to the political department of the unit. At that time, I am willing to accept the organization's criticism and education, and make a profound self-examination at the military meeting.
4. If the relationship between husband and wife breaks down due to my fault, Comrade Qingran can apply for divorce from the civil affairs department with this letter of guarantee. I voluntarily give up all my property and will never retaliate against Comrade Qingran's family. I am willing to accept any punishment.
This guarantee will take effect from the date of signing and will be valid until the end of my life. Comrade Qingran and the revolutionary family will jointly supervise me and let me be a qualified soldier on the battlefield of life.
Guarantor: China XXX Army
Huo Tingxiao, head of the third regiment of the ××× troops
On the night of November 7, 1982
Shen Qingran looked at the letter of guarantee in front of her.
Her heart seemed to be hit by some sour emotion.
The nasal cavity feels a little sour.
He took into account all the things she had cared about before.
I have an indescribable feeling in my heart.
To her, the value of a letter of guarantee in this era was like an imperial edict.
He took all the initiative into his own hands.
Huo Tingxiao looked at the mist rising from her eyes and reached out to hug her.
"Don't force yourself to accept me. I can wait."
“This was meant to be given to you.”
"Ranran, I will always wait for you and love you."
Shen Qingran suddenly remembered a sentence.
For the first time since the breakup, she took the initiative to put her arms around Huo Tingxiao's waist.
There was a sober dejection in his voice.
"Huo Tingxiao, someone once said that if you are afraid of getting hurt, you will never be happy. If you don't hurt anyone, you can't bring happiness to anyone."
In love, everyone is a warrior charging into battle.
Both loving and being loved are abilities.
She was glad that she had not been cut by the knife of time and had not lost the ability and courage to be loved.
She was also very glad that Huo Tingxiao, who bore the expectations of his family and the pressure in adversity, did not lose the ability to love.
Huo Tingxiao carefully felt the changes in her complexion and the lingering emotions.
He rested his chin lightly on her shoulder.
A hoarse and slight voice sounded in my ears.
"Shen Qingran, thank you."
Shen Qingran was held tightly in his arms.
Finally, he tiptoed gently.
Whisper softly in his ear.
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