Chapter 36 036 If you don’t want me, who do you want?
"At this point, you still dare to hide?"
The man's angry kisses covered her. No, he was not kissing her, he was punishing her.
He pried open her teeth, rolled her tongue over and rubbed and bit it. Yun Sheng's mouth was completely occupied by him. He seemed to be conquering the city, licking every inch of her cavity wall.
The feeling of suffocation and breathlessness once again swept over Yun Sheng. She stammered, and tears of irrationality were forced out of the corners of her red eyes.
Xie Zhan's hand moved to Yun Sheng's raised neck again, and his rough palm stroked her slender and fragile blue veins.
The rusty smell of blood spread between their lips and teeth, but he didn't care at all and forced her to swallow it all.
"No...I don't want it."
Xie Zhan's eyes dimmed. It was not her decision whether to do it or not.
Yun Sheng was thrown heavily onto the brocade couch by Xie Zhan, and the bed curtain was torn down halfway. She was trembling all over, and her clear and watery eyes were full of fear.
Even on the first night, Yun Sheng had never been so scared, nor had she ever felt so much pain. It hurt so much that her teeth were chattering. He was not gentle at all and tore her dress to shreds.
The man covering her had bloodshot eyes, a pair of dark eyes as deep as a cold pond filled with anger. Yun Sheng's pupils widened. Seeing that she wanted to run under her bed, Xie Zhan bit her neck.
"Why are you running away? Huh? You weren't very willing to serve me before, and you were smiling at me. Why are you looking so sad now?"
Xie Zhan's lips moved to Yun Sheng's small earlobe and rubbed and bit it.
"I don't want it, I don't want you..."
Yun Sheng's voice was hoarse from crying. She didn't want this. She didn't want this. Why did they treat her like this? Why didn't they want to listen to her explanation?
She didn't want to talk to him anymore...
"Don't want it? If you don't want me, then who do you want? That selfish, foolish, useless Xie Qingyuan, or that timid, cowardly Duke of Pingyang who relies on his family for protection?"
"Speak. If you don't want me, who do you want?"
Two faces popped up in Xie Zhan's mind almost instantly, especially the Duke of Pingyang, and he blurted out a question.
Hot tears streamed down Yun Sheng's cheeks and eyes, gradually accumulating on her neck, soaking it completely. Although she felt hot, her heart felt completely cold.
In the past, Xie Qingyuan didn't believe what she had to do with Xie Minghao. Now, she just had a few casual words with the Duke of Pingyang, but Xie Zhan became suspicious of her because of something that didn't even exist?
He thought he had already vented his anger that day, and it turned out that he had never really believed in her.
What is the difference between him and Xie Qingyuan?
Perhaps in Xie Zhan's heart, she was just pretending to be noble. At first, she was unwilling to obey him, but later she took the initiative to cling to him in order to survive. So, just because the Duke of Pingyang said a few words to her, would she become fickle and get close to him?
Yun Sheng's wet eyelashes were stuck together. She blinked hard and said self-deprecatingly, "Whatever you think. Or does the Marquis think that the Duke of Pingyang is like you, and will force me privately regardless of my wishes?"
Xie Zhan panted heavily. She really still held a grudge against him for what happened before. Her gentleness these days was all an act.
He was raging with rage, and immediately flipped Yun Sheng over, peppering her snow-white shoulders with kisses. Xie Zhan scoffed, "Did I force you? You're wrong. I was the one who saved you from the dire situation. What do you think Xie Qingyuan is?"
Yun Sheng buried her little face, red and wrinkled from crying, in the pillow. She clutched the mattress tightly, bit her lips until they turned white, and sobbed silently.
Yes, Xie Qingyuan had betrayed her. She was powerless to refute it, but it still could not change the fact that he forced her.
Yun Sheng hated this disobedient body. She was clearly... clearly unwilling, but Xie Zhan was extremely satisfied. This was the body he had trained and developed.
Who else could feed her except him?
Look how well-matched they are, and how greedy poor girl is.
Yun Sheng was disheartened, he just wanted to humiliate her.
Xie Zhan frowned, turned Yun Sheng's face with his big hands, and kissed her hard.
"Since you haven't gotten pregnant yet, then I'll start getting pregnant from today."
Yun Sheng fell so hard that she felt uncomfortable, but he still refused to let her go.
The sky outside was completely dark, with loud thunder roaring. Autumn rain poured down along the eaves of the corridor. The torrential downpour of water wilted the autumn peonies that were already swaying in the rain and were about to wither, completely draining them of their vitality.
Yun Sheng's hand was suddenly pulled by the man, and he took her hand to touch her slightly bulging belly, and her tense masseter muscles moved slightly: "Look, does it look like you're pregnant?"
He suddenly became fierce, Yun Sheng's pupils shrank in shock, and her jade-like body twitched slightly. How could that be possible?
Madman, he is simply a madman.
Yun Sheng cried and screamed: "I don't want it, I don't want it, I don't want to give birth to a child for you."
She was a living person, not an object for him to manipulate.
Xie Zhan was irritated by her. There was a violent storm outside the window. The sky suddenly became brighter, and a white light with lightning and thunder suddenly shone into the inner room, casting two twisted and intertwined figures on the wall.
In a moment, Yun Sheng's whole body was shaking like a sieve. Her mouth was slightly open, and the scream in her throat was blocked by his kiss.
Yun Sheng rolled his eyes and was almost unconscious. For a moment, the only sound in the silent inner room was the man's heavy breathing, which gradually mixed with the sound of rain outside.
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Ah Xi, who was guarding outside the door, was extremely anxious. It was already past dinner time, but the door still showed no sign of opening.
If it were in the past, Ah Xi wouldn't have worried. But...but what happened just now, Madam Yun cried too hard, it sounded a little different from usual, and she didn't understand why the Marquis looked so bad.
Bai Yuanbao watched Ah Xi spinning in circles from afar and couldn't help but sigh, "That's enough. There's no point just standing there. How can Madam Yun withstand the Marquis's wrath?"
What he didn't say was that Madam Yun must have suffered a lot.
Bai Yuanbao's expression was complicated as he instructed, "Tell the people in the kitchen to boil more hot water and get some ointment for the girls' home."
Ah Xi sighed, and Bai Yuanbao couldn't help but say, "You serve Madam Yun all the time, so you should persuade her to serve the Marquis honestly and dutifully, and stop messing around. What good will she gain in the end? It's always easier to obey the Marquis than to disobey him, don't you think?"
"She'll serve the Marquis comfortably, and then add a few lively and clever young men or women to the mansion. If they have children who pass the imperial examination, she won't be afraid of the mistress marrying into the family in the future. What's not to like about a life of luxury? Why can't Madam Yun understand? She repeatedly refuses to bear children for the Marquis. Such an honor, and the Marquis favors her alone. She should be secretly happy. Why would she refuse such a blessing?"
Bai Yuanbao couldn't figure it out, and Ah Xi was stunned. It turned out that the contraceptive spices were bought by Madam Yun herself?
She is a little confused now.
With the favor of the Marquis, in such a good life, there are so many maids in the mansion who want to climb into his bed, but unfortunately the Marquis never looks at them.
She sighed softly and thought about going to the small kitchen to make some food for Yun Sheng. She hadn't eaten much in the evening.
No matter what, people always need to eat enough to cheer up.
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This autumn rain came and went quickly. It was a downpour just now, but now it has turned into a long drizzle, and the sound of the dripping rain never stops.
In the inner room, candlelight shone, and behind the curtains of the bed, the girl curled up quietly like a frightened kitten.
The fresh breeze blew through the half-open window, dispersing the smell in the room.
Yun Sheng was woken up by the urge to go to the toilet.
She slowly woke up, her eyes swollen and red as walnuts. Yun Sheng looked out at the dark rain, her dizzy brain finally coming back to her senses.
The bloating in her abdomen made her feel uncomfortable. She frowned, lifted the mattress, and screamed in fright.
Her lower abdomen felt heavy and slightly swollen as if she was three months pregnant. Yun Sheng was horrified and her lips turned white after biting them. What else did she not understand?
Yun Sheng was so angry that she was shaking all over. She held her belly high and felt extremely uncomfortable, but she couldn't get anything out no matter what she did.
She was furious, and used all her strength to move her calves, and all she could hear was the tinkling sound of bells ringing.
Feeling the cold touch on her feet, she pulled away all the blankets covering her legs. Yun Sheng lowered her eyes and looked. It felt like someone was strangling her throat, and she couldn't even scream.
A golden chain was wrapped around her calf to her ankle, and then connected to the foot frame of the step-out bed. A golden lock locked the chain securely.
Yun Sheng twitched and his eyes turned red.
He locked her up with a chain. What did Xie Zhan think of her?
Before, she thought she was the cat and dog he raised to play with, but cats and dogs would not be locked up and trapped in this small world.
Yun Sheng didn't want to endure it anymore and didn't want to live in this confused state anymore. She had nothing to say to Xie Zhan.
The girl's low sobbing sound came from the room, and Ah Xi, who was on night watch, woke up from a nap. She gently pushed open the door. Yun Sheng hurriedly wiped her tears and pulled the quilt to cover her bulging belly.
Ah Xi stood bewildered by the bed and asked, "Why is Madam Yun awake? Are you hungry? Do you want me to bring you something to eat?"
Yun Sheng's throat was hoarse and dry. She wanted to drink water, but her lower abdomen was bloated and uncomfortable, so she wanted to go to the toilet even more.
She whispered, "What time is it now?"
"It's almost midnight, Madam Yun."
Yun Sheng pursed her lips: "Where is Xie Zhan? I want to see him."
Ah Xi was startled when she heard Yun Sheng call out the Marquis's name. She quietly raised her eyes and saw that although Yun Sheng looked disheveled, there was something different between his drooping eyebrows.
She looked at the couch with some sympathy, then realized what was happening and asked, "Mrs. Yun... Madam Yun wants to go to the toilet?"
Yun Sheng followed her gaze and froze. "You, you all know?"
Ah Xi hesitated, twisting her fingers, not knowing what to say.
Who wouldn't know about that big commotion?
She had planned to apply some cooling ointment on Yun Sheng after cleaning her body, but when she was about to clean up, the Marquis drove everyone out.
Yun Sheng thought of something. She touched the fresh mattress beneath her and asked stiffly, "Did you also exchange these things with the other maids?"
When she heard Ah Xi's response, her face turned blue and red, and she almost tore the mattress apart.
It's not that she's ashamed, it's that she feels ashamed to live as a human being. Xie Zhan refused to give her any face at all.
"I want to see him." Yun Sheng repeated.
As she finished speaking, the door was pushed open from the outside, revealing a corner of a dark robe behind the screen. Ah Xi exclaimed in surprise, "My Lord."
Yun Sheng's eyelashes trembled and he couldn't help but turn his head away.
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