Why do you need to save and withdraw in small amounts? You can kiss your partner whenever you want!
Shen Qing took Song Kaiji and ran away. When they returned to the villa, she pressed Song Kaiji against the wall and kissed him. Soon, Song Kaiji pressed her against the wall and kissed her for a long time. Qu Weiwei slept in late and was about to go downstairs to find something to eat when she saw the two of them chewing each other at the entrance. She then silently retracted her steps.
But this is normal! Qu Weiwei thought, it’s the end of the world, the relationship should be accelerated, what’s the point of pure love!
Song Kaiji was also a little overwhelmed by the enthusiasm of the ancients. He just wanted to tease her. It would be best if he could get something sweet. If he couldn't get anything sweet, it would be quite interesting to see Shen Qing blush. Who knew that Shen Qing would give him such a big surprise?
The two of them were intimate for a long while, and they stopped only when their breath became disordered. Song Kaiji leaned against Shen Qing's forehead and chuckled, "I thought... people over there would be more conservative."
Shen Qing listened and tilted his head to think. He had been reading a lot of books and watching TV series recently. He had been taking in a lot of information and had figured out more things. In fact, their "ancient times" were not as conservative as modern people think and portrayed in modern TV series.
Just like Shen Qing himself, most of the guys in the village who were his age were already mothers, so who hadn't done that? Two people who had never met before the wedding were going to roll onto the same kang that night without even a familiarization process, was this considered "conservative"?
Song Kaiji looked at the slender neck with beautiful lines and couldn't help but move closer. Shen Qing felt a little hurt by his sucking and let out a soft "hiss", but didn't push Song Kaiji away and let him do what he wanted.
Their village, or his world, is actually very divided about that kind of thing.
Middle-aged women and husbands would gather at the head and tail of the village to talk about that kind of thing, discuss their experiences, and compare the abilities of their men; young couples, who were short of housing, would go to the firewood piles and sorghum fields. There were even families who bought wives and husbands who were unwilling to consummate the marriage and made a scene, and the whole family forced their sons to do that kind of thing... This was unacceptable to most people of Song Kaiji's time.
Most people in this world value privacy and are more aware of shame and embarrassment than those in his world.
In Lantang Village, that kind of thing is not just about love, but also about procreation, which is a top-notch business. As long as you get married, you can always talk about it. Shame? Maybe there is, but with the blessing of this sense of shame, it can also stimulate excitement and excitement, and a group of people get together and chat happily.
But for unmarried girls and boys in the village, talking about such things is strictly prohibited. They are not allowed to talk too much with young men. If their arms are accidentally touched, they are at risk of losing their chastity and being cursed. If they roll up their sleeves when washing clothes and forget to put them down, they will also be criticized. However, these restrictions basically no longer exist once they get married, especially after they have children. Some unruly women dare to make some dirty jokes with men.
This difference once confused Shen Qing. He thought about it for a long time before he got a little answer: that matter was not important, and they were not as conservative as Song Kaiji and his friends imagined. The reason why there were so many restrictions on unmarried women and men was because of the men's fear of being cuckolded.
They don't have any paternity tests, so there is no way to verify whether the child born is their own. They can only strictly restrict women and men and prevent them from having contact with men to ensure that they will not be taken advantage of and raise children for others.
In the village, there were pairs of eyes watching the girls and boys, using gossip to control them. In the city, the rich families insisted on not leaving the front door or the back door, and even locked the girls and boys in the embroidery tower, not allowing them to come down before they got married.
No one would discuss whether a widow whose husband had died was unchaste. In villages where people could not afford to marry a wife, many people would rush to marry a widow. As soon as the mourning period was over, the matchmaker would come to the door. However, a young lady who was rumored to have been cheated on would be picked on and despised.
Their village was not conservative to begin with. Rather than saying they were conservative, it would be better to say they just had rules, a set of rules that benefited men and restricted girls and boys.
They cannot say dirty words or intimate things in public, because they are afraid that unmarried girls and boys will see them and learn from them. Most families have sons, and they will marry wives in the future. No one wants to marry a restless daughter-in-law. If this daughter-in-law listens and learns too much, and has sex with someone else before marriage, and comes to their house pregnant, wouldn't they be giving away their family property to someone else's child?
This fear at this moment made them become a community of interests that jointly restrained women and boys.
But if we talk about that kind of thing alone, behind closed doors, the amount of fun that goes on might shock some modern people.
Shen Qing had been influenced by this idea since he was a child. He had hoped that Song Kaiji would come to Lantang Village to marry him, and then they would live a happy life. All his beautiful fantasies about living with Song Kaiji were based on "after marriage".
But after coming into contact with modern civilization and figuring out many things, Shen Qing began to have some rebellious attitude towards getting married.
What is marriage? Perhaps modern marriage is given the meaning of witnessing love, but in Shen Qing's eyes, the marriage in Lantang Village is just a ceremony in which a person is sent to another family and treated as an object, and the ownership is changed.
Whether it is a girl or a boy getting married, or a man marrying into another's family.
Only when this person passes the marriage ceremony and becomes a member of this family, an appendage of this family, can people feel "safe". Only after giving birth to a child can one be integrated, accepted, and reassured.
Shen Qing opened his collar a little and put his arms around Song Kaiji's neck: "Can you do it?"
"?" Song Kaiji raised his head from the side of his neck: "What will happen?"
"That thing." Shen Qing thought, fuck chastity. He came to this new world, he wanted to be a free man. His body and his spirit should not be constrained by any rules. If he wanted to marry Song Kaiji one day, it was only because he liked Song Kaiji.
Not who he belongs to.
Song Kaiji felt that he was about to be stunned by the surprise, and he was a little overwhelmed. At this time, he was not as mature as Shen Qing: in Lantang Village, guys of Shen Qing's age basically had children, but at Song Kaiji's age in modern times, he was still a student who had not graduated!
"I, I..." Most of the innocent men in the ivory tower stuttered: "Can I?" He has been sticking to Shen Qing since he entered the door, but now he has stepped back slightly.
Shen Qing was a little bit unbelievable: "You can't do it?" They had been kissing for a long time, what did it mean that Song Kaiji took a step back at the last moment?
Song Kaiji explained in a panic: "No, no! Is it just that casual? Shouldn't we be more formal, at least have a wedding..." He loved Shen Qing, so naturally he didn't want to treat Shen Qing lightly, and wanted to give him the best of everything. Isn't this a bit hasty?
Getting married again. Shen Qing frowned and asked, "Why didn't Xiao Tang and Qi Zhan do it?"
"...They are different from us, right?" Song Kaiji was a little choked up, scratching his hair helplessly. The two of them... to put it bluntly, who knows when they will break up? He wants to spend his whole life with Shen Qing.
"Whatever you want." Shen Qing was a little upset. He finally figured out a problem and planned to rebel, but Song Kaiji didn't cooperate, which was a little disappointing. Now he didn't have the interest to continue kissing, so he slightly pushed Song Kaiji away and went upstairs.
Song Kaiji was torn between his conscience and his desires for a second. He really felt that it would be more respectful to Shen Qing to have sex after the wedding. But, but now Shen Qing had proposed it herself... Was it true respect to respect Shen Qing's wishes?
He caught up with her in a few steps and carried Shen Qing on his shoulders: "Are you serious? Don't regret it... don't cry out in pain!"
Shen Qing was carried on his shoulders, his upper body upside down and dizzy. He reached out and patted Song Kaiji on the butt: "Let's go, stop talking nonsense, I didn't even cry out in pain when I got such a big cut from the wild boar!"
Song Kaiji: “…” Can he be the same as a wild boar?
In the end, Shen Qing broke his promise. Song Kaiji didn't perform very well the first time, and his face turned red with shame. Fortunately, he got the hang of it the second time. Shen Qing was like being in a small boat floating on the sea, drifting and floating.
The corners of his eyes were wet, and he didn't know how many tears he had shed. Song Kaiji's shadow was still lingering in front of him: "Who hurts you more, me or the wild boar?"
Shen Qing slapped Song Kaiji on the handsome face.
After that day, Song Kaiji moved to Shen Qing's room, leaving a room empty. Before, Yu Le had been living in the same room with Qu Weiwei, so this room was just right for her to live in.
The relationship between the two is now completely open, and they are so affectionate every day that Qi Zhan feels a toothache just watching. Ge Bingbing frowned and covered her daughter's eyes: "Can you be more careful? Don't lead the child astray."
Shen Qing looked at Nannan with her eyes covered, and thought of himself in the past, and other girls and boys in the village who had their eyes covered and their ears plugged. But unlike Nannan, they were no longer children.
He wants to open his eyes and see the world clearly, he wants to know everything and make his own judgments and choices. He wants to have full control over his body and mind, and he wants no one and nothing to stop his free will.
So Shen Qing felt even less regretful, and smiled as he hooked Song Kaiji's fingers under the table.
Song Kaiji's eyes were slightly bruised, but he was still excited and happy. He really underestimated Shen Qing. He thought that even if the ancients were a little bolder, their tricks could not compare with those of modern people. At least... at least they did not have as much learning materials as modern people! Who knew that Shen Qing was gifted and learned so quickly? Since the first time, he seemed to be the host.
In addition, Shen Qing has been used to doing farm work since he was a child, so he has no problem with physical strength. Song Kaiji is just an ordinary college student sitting in the classroom!
Fortunately, he used to play baseball! Otherwise!
Song Kaiji gritted his teeth and held Shen Qing's fingers back, with an infinite desire to win in his heart! Wait for me tonight!
Zhang Sujuan looked at Shen Qing and Song Kaiji, hesitated for a moment, and finally silently poured another bowl of soup for Song Kaiji. It was not because she was partial as a mother, but because she was afraid that Shen Qing would continue to eat more and her son would not be able to bear it...
Sun Cheng returned tiredly to the tin house he rented.
Originally, their family rented a small apartment, which was not as big as Shen Qing's apartment in the outer city. It was just a 30-square-meter studio. Although it was a bit crowded for the whole family to live together, the living conditions were still acceptable.
But since Ge Bingbing left with her daughter and father-in-law, Sun Cheng could no longer afford the rent. So they gave up the apartment and the family squeezed into a small tin house.
Since moving here, the living environment and quality of life have declined significantly, and Sun Cheng's ears are filled with complaints every day.
Originally, he and Ge Bingbing, a couple, had high-attack abilities, one ice and one fire, so it was easy for them to take on odd jobs for the ability team. But since Ge Bingbing left, half of the people came to him: Ge Bingbing's ability was originally one level higher than his.
Even the old customers he used to have contact with rarely came. He was looking for work alone, and there were not many people willing to hire him, and the price was also very low.
Yu Le had come to him twice before, saying that he could join the team in the outer city first, and that it would provide him with food and lodging, which was good enough. But Sun Xian was unwilling to work, and his parents let him do what he wanted, so he ruined the plan.
Unable to join Shen Qing's team in the outer city, Sun's father naturally could not go to dig crystal cores. The family's livelihood now fell on Sun Cheng alone.
He had never felt so tired recently. In less than a month, Sun Cheng felt that he had aged at least three or five years, and his spine was bent. He returned to the tin room, threw a plastic bag on the table, and fell straight on his narrow bed made of two long benches and a piece of wood.
Sun's mother went forward and looked through the plastic bag. There were only three whole grain cakes in it. She pursed her lips and looked at Sun Cheng: "Have you eaten?"
Sun Cheng did not answer.
Sun's mother hesitated for a moment, broke the three pancakes in half, scooped three bowls of what could barely be called soup with a few green vegetable leaves floating in it from the pot, and invited Sun's father and Sun Xian to eat.
The remaining half of the cake will be their food for the day tomorrow.
Sun Xian only took a look at the food on the table and frowned: "I have been eating whole grain cakes for almost a week..." This is the cheapest kind produced by the base. It is made of bran and crushed corn cobs. The taste is very bad and it is only enough to sustain life. In the past, even if it was the end of the world, because there were two superpowers, their family didn't need to eat this kind of food...
Sun's mother quickly pulled Sun Xian and said, "Your brother has been working hard outside. It's good to have something to eat. Come and eat."
Sun Xian sat down with a grumble. Although the whole grain pancakes were hard to swallow, he was really hungry. "Brother, you didn't eat outside, did you?"
Sun's mother quickly kicked him under the table again. Sun's father also glared at Sun Xian: "Shut up and eat!"
Sun Cheng stared at the roof of the tin house. This was his younger brother, the one who could never get enough food, the one who would snatch his daughter's food, the one who would suspect him of eating good food outside.
The room was quiet for a long time before Sun's mother spoke: "Ah Cheng, go find Bingbing tomorrow, apologize to her, and take her back. It was your brother who was ignorant before, and he already knows he was wrong, and he won't do it again in the future."
Having suffered enough, Sun's mother has become somewhat sober. Before the end of the world, she was also very good to Ge Bingbing and loved her very much. Naturally, she regarded Ge Bingbing as a member of her own family. Since they are her family, shouldn't they take care of each other? Before the end of the world, she took care of Ge Bingbing during her confinement, took care of her children, contributed money and effort, and supported Ge Bingbing's work. After the end of the world, what's wrong with Ge Bingbing supporting her?
Ge Bingbing took her daughter and father away. The first reaction of Sun's mother was not to review her family's mistakes, but to get angry and even sad! She treated Ge Bingbing as her own child, but Ge Bingbing was going to settle accounts with her! Besides Nannan, Sun Xian is the youngest at home. Is it worth it to make such a fuss over two children fighting over food?
But after eating whole grain biscuits for more than a week, she sobered up a little. It's not necessarily true that she knew she was wrong, but she really realized that this family couldn't do without Ge Bingbing!
Look at what their family has become in less than a month. Now they have to bow their heads under the eaves, so they can only put up with Sun Xian and give in to Nannan in the future.
Sun Cheng still lay there without saying a word.
Father Sun knocked on the table with chopsticks: "Your mother is talking to you!"
Sun Cheng turned over and sat up. "Mom and Dad, I met Chen Jiaqian on a previous mission. Her husband is building the base wall. The base plans to continue to expand. Recently, a lot of new people have been recruited, and the salary has also been improved. Five whole grain cakes are given a day. I will talk to her and ask her husband to help introduce someone. Let Sun Xian go. Build the wall, and you don't have to face zombies."
Sun's mother paused and didn't respond: "I'm telling you about Bingbing's matter, why are you talking about this? You just need to apologize to Bingbing, bow your head, and let her come back. Didn't we live a good life before?"
Sun Cheng was very disappointed. He lowered his head and asked, "What did I do wrong that I should bow my head and apologize to Bingbing?"
"She's a girl, she needs to be coaxed. You'll not lose a piece of meat if you lower your head to coax her. After all, we are a family. Bingbing is so cruel, taking Nannan away like this. Is she going to leave Nannan without a father in the future?" Sun's mother kept muttering, picking up the vegetable leaves in her bowl and putting them into Sun Xian's bowl.
"It's not that I don't want to coax Bingbing." Sun Cheng said, "But I wasn't the one who did something wrong. Am I the one who should apologize? Will my apology be useful?... Bingbing won't come back." Maybe it was easier to say in the past, but ever since Ge Bingbing's temperament changed drastically after absorbing the human crystal core, this trick can no longer fool her.
Sun Cheng laughed at himself. Yes, now he understood that he had been fooling Bingbing before.
Father Sun frowned, "Is she still not done? She keeps harping on such a small matter. Does she behave like a sister-in-law?"
In the darkness, Sun Cheng's eyes were a little wet: "Dad, she just married me, not sold to our family as a slave. You keep saying that you treat her as a family member, does treating her as a family member mean that you want her to work hard to support our family and let her father go hungry to save food for Sun Xian? Just because we are a family, can't she be unwilling or complain at all?"
Sun's mother had a frozen face. She did treat Ge Bingbing as a family member, but she couldn't treat her father-in-law as a family member. She could only evade the main point and say, "Aren't family members supposed to help each other? If you complain about the little things and go back to your parents' home, are you still a family?"
"It doesn't have to be. Otherwise, how could there be divorce in the world?" Sun Cheng walked to the dining table and sat with his family: "It's not just Bingbing who doesn't want to come back. I also have a question for my parents."
Father Sun's face was already very grim. He pushed his empty bowl away and stood up. "It's too late. You have a mission tomorrow. Don't think too much. Go to bed early. She's your own daughter. You can take her back if you want."
The old man lay down on the double bed of the couple and covered his head with the quilt. Sun Cheng ignored his evasion and insisted on talking: "I really don't understand why Sun Xian can't go out to work? You say he is young, but my boss Shen, Xiao Song, Xiao Qu, Xiao Tang, who are on the mission, are not younger than Sun Xian, and they are on the mission as well?"
"How can they be the same? They, they all have superpowers, and they are zombies, so dangerous! Besides, your brother has been in poor health since he was a child, and he is prone to asthma. It is not easy to buy medicine now, and he has to hide in the house to avoid allergens. There is no medicine now, and once he encounters catkins or hair, wouldn't it be the end of your brother's life?" Sun's mother said anxiously.
From the moment Sun Cheng started talking, Sun Xian kept his head down and said nothing. He broke the pancake into pieces and soaked it in the soup, eating it in small bites, as if he could not hear every word Sun Cheng said and it had nothing to do with him.
"What about me?" Sun Cheng looked straight into his mother's eyes.
"W-what?" Sun's mother didn't understand.
"Those are zombies, how dangerous. If I face zombies, will I not be in danger and possibly die at any time?" Sun Cheng's eyes were red. During this week of eating biscuits, not only did Sun's mother figure out some things, but Sun Cheng also figured them out.
He figured it out. The one who was bullied and mistreated in this family was not Ge Bingbing and Nannan, but himself. Ge Bingbing only had to share the mistreatment with him because she married him and was considered as his appendage by his parents. Not only Ge Bingbing, but also Ge Bingbing's father and their daughter Nannan were actually sharing the mistreatment for him.
After all, it was his parents who loved Sun Xian but not himself as much?
Sun's mother was stunned, as if she had been struck by lightning, and had just realized what had happened. She stammered a few times, but didn't know what to say or what to explain. She could only look at her husband blankly, but she only saw a back figure hiding under the quilt.
"Sun Xian snatched Nannan's food, and you turned a blind eye and pretended not to see it, and let my father-in-law save the food rations to feed Nannan. Okay, I don't blame you, I accept it. Human nature is selfish, and people love their own children more. I understand. Sun Xian is your child, but Nannan is not. Nannan is born to Bingbing and me, and we love her but not Sun Xian. It's the same reason, and I understand." Sun Cheng wiped his face. His face was wet, and he didn't know if it was sweat or tears.
Sun's mother waved her hands in panic: "That's not the case, that's not what I meant..." But what did she mean? Why did she see Sun Xian snatching Nannan's things but just pretended not to see it? She was so panicked that she couldn't even read her own mind. She just subconsciously wanted to tell her son that she was not such a bad person.
However, Sun Cheng's next words pushed her into despair: "What about me? I am also your biological child. If you don't love your daughter, you should at least love me? Sun Xian can't die, but I can? I have to go on a mission and face zombies. My life is in danger. Are you afraid that Sun Xian will die even if he builds a city wall?"
Mother Sun looked at Sun Cheng in bewilderment: "But you have special powers..."
"If I have super powers, I won't die? If I have super powers, zombies won't bite me?"
Sun's mother was speechless.
Sun Cheng took a deep breath, stood up and walked out of the iron house. He walked very fast, as if he was trying his best to escape from this place, to escape from this place that denied that it loved him but sucked his life force, to escape from this place that made Bingbing and Nannan leave him.
He wanted to find Ge Bingbing and his daughter. He wanted to return to his real home.
Sun Xian pushed his mother, and she woke up as if from a dream, and hurriedly chased after him: "Acheng, Acheng, where are you going?"
Sun Cheng did not answer, but just walked forward with his head down.
Grandma chased after him and started to cry: "Mom didn't expect this before. Mom knows you've worked hard and you've been wronged, but I didn't expect this...Are you just going to leave like this without caring about whether I live or die? What are your dad and I going to eat tomorrow? Do you have the heart to watch your parents starve to death..."
Sun Cheng was walking very fast at first, but as she cried, his steps slowed down and he finally stopped. Sun's mother ran in small steps, caught up with him little by little, grabbed his sleeve, and pulled him back.
Sun Cheng didn't move, but suddenly squatted down and burst into tears louder than his mother's, which scared her.
The collapse of a person who has always been mature, steady, and well-thought-out is more heartbreaking than the one who cries and makes a fuss all the time. Sun's mother also sobbed, but she held Sun Cheng's sleeve with her hand and never let go.
Sun Cheng cried for a long time, so loudly that people from other tin houses would occasionally look out to see what was happening, or hear people cursing. Even the patrol team came over to see what was happening, and it took a long time for the crying to stop.
"Mom," he said, "I won't go to pick Bingbing up. If you don't love me that much and want to kill me, just kill me alone."
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