Chapter 374: Disheartened



The glimmer of hope that was left in my heart was shattered just like that.

Who else could understand the pain Yan Shuhua was feeling? She could only swallow it all.

Looking at the empty space behind her, her lips slowly turned bitter, and sourness spread in her heart.

In fact, Xiao Jinchu did not fail to chase her, but when he came out, he was caught by Ai Xiaoli again, and missed the best time to explain to Yan Shuhua.

Ai Xiaoli held him tightly with both hands and looked at him with extremely painful eyes: "Jinchu, you can't be so cruel to me."

Such an intimate thing just happened between the two of them, how could she kick him away the next second? The charming expressions on the face of the woman in front of him were full of disgust in Xiao Jinchu's eyes. He didn't expect that such a woman would be the one he loved deeply in the past. How blind was he to choose her! "Who is ruthless to whom?" Xiao Jinchu said harshly, "You'd better not appear in my sight again, otherwise I will let you experience what the consequences of provoking me are!"

Ai Xiaoli's face still looked bloated from the slap he gave her. Even though she had been treated so cruelly by this man, she was still making excuses for him in her heart.

"It can be seen that she doesn't trust you at all. What's the point of this?" Ai Xiaoli's entanglement was a painful torture for Xiao Jinchu.

When she left him, she left without even saying a word to him. Now she wanted to come back. Did she think she could win him back just like that? She really thought too much. Moreover, he had created such a thing that caused misunderstanding between him and Yan Shuhua. His hatred for her was getting deeper and deeper.

"I know you still hate me so much, but don't you have any love for me in your heart?" Ai Xiaoli couldn't believe that the man in front of her was the man who loved her so deeply. He was reluctant to touch her with even a finger before, but the slap he just gave her was so hard that her world seemed to collapse.

During the time when Xiao Jinchu was away from Ai Xiaoli, he did drink to drown his sorrows, and he was in great torment. But after he came out of the shadow of this period, he gradually realized that his feelings for her were actually unnecessary. It was also after he met Yan Shuhua that he discovered that his heart that had stopped beating immediately recovered. So this time was very important to him, and he didn't want to let anyone affect his mood.

"Jinchu..." Ai Xiaoli ignored his resistance and held him tightly, making him unable to move at all.

"I told you, it's impossible for you and me to be together. You should find your own man. I no longer belong to you." In order to make her give up all hope, Xiao Jinchu once again said it decisively.

"Yes, you did occupy a very important place in my heart before, but now I have married her, and I told you that the person I love most in my life is Shuhua, and you are just an episode in my life. Do you think I like you? No, it's impossible. How could I like you again?"

Looking at the woman in front of him who was still hoping that he could love her again, Xiao Jinchu felt that it was just a fairy tale. The little feelings he had for her were almost buried. All that was left was hatred, all hatred! Xiao Jinchu gritted his teeth, as if he wanted to bite off all the words and say them: "Don't dream of using such despicable means to make me think differently about you. It's absolutely impossible."

Every word Xiao Jinchu said was like a bucket of cold water poured over her head, and Ai Xiaoli's body really stiffened all of a sudden, the expression on her face was petrified, and she just stood there blankly without moving at all.

All the love that she had always dreamed of in her heart is now gone, all destroyed by her.

Everything had come to nothing. It was really impossible for this man to fall in love with her again, so her only other way to win him back was to use tricks.

Yan Shuhua did not go back to the room to pack her things, but ran to the beach to look at the sea outside. She felt as heartbroken as if she had thrown herself into the sea.

The image of the two of them in disheveled clothes entered Yan Shuhua's mind. She closed her eyes heavily, and the scars in her heart were revealed layer by layer.

She knew clearly that Xiao Jinchu was not that kind of person, but for some reason, when she saw that scene, she felt that she had completely lost the ability to bear it, and her brain seemed to have been beaten hard. Until now, her heart was still beating painfully.

In this strange city, she didn't know to whom to tell all the words that were pent up in her heart, and she didn't know what to do next.

Xiao Jinchu...what if she really doesn't love him anymore? Can he bear this cruel fact? After all, she has fallen deeply in love with Xiao Jinchu.

But the man she loved deeply had another woman in his heart, which was a bolt from the blue for her.

She didn't want to bear it.

She sat there alone for more than an hour from dusk until the entire sky was swallowed by darkness.

If Xiao Jinchu really wanted to come to find him, he should know that he was at the beach, but he didn't come to find him. What does this mean? The meaning is already very clear, because he doesn't care about him, he must be in love with that woman now.

No wonder his heart changed when he came to Luocheng. Now that he saw his beloved woman, he certainly couldn't just ignore it.

She had originally thought she had confidence in this love, but now she had no confidence and she had no idea what to do. Her mind was in a mess, and she could only think of some bad outcomes.

Xiao Jinchu will never come again.

Yan Shuhua's originally strong heart was slowly destroyed during this time of waiting. She didn't even know what kind of courage she had to sit here for so long.

The sea breeze made her body feel extremely cold, even her eyes felt a little dry, it was really painful.

But even if it's just pain in the eyes, what does it matter? It's not as painful as the pain in the body.


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