However, he also knew what kind of person his youngest son was. It would be good if there was a woman who could control him. However, the two of them kept quarreling like this and it was not known whether they would really get divorced one day.

As parents, we don’t want our children to cause any trouble and cause us headaches.

"Dad, Jinchu and I will definitely work hard." Yan Shuhua was not only making a promise to his father-in-law, but also giving himself a goal to strive for.

Xiao Nanfang had indeed drunk too much, so he fell asleep on the bed all of a sudden. Xiao Jinchu helped him in, but when she was about to leave, her father grabbed her hand.

"Son, Dad actually loves you very much in my heart, but I haven't had the chance to say this to you in all these years. Now can you understand how much Dad loves you?" Xiao Nanfang seemed to be quite drunk, but the words he said were particularly touching.

This powerful figure on the battlefield would actually say such touching words at this moment. How could Xiao Jinchu's heart not be moved.

"Dad, just take a good rest and don't talk about those things."

"If one day Daddy really falls down and can no longer stand, can you give Daddy a hand?"

After all, all this in the Xiao family was obtained through his hard work. How could he bear to throw those things away? So he hoped that even if he fell one day, his son would be able to help him shoulder this responsibility and continue to pass on his dream. In this way, he would die without regrets.

"Dad, you are still so young and in great shape, please don't say such things anymore."

"But Dad, I always feel that my health has been getting worse over the past two years. Your mom is right. After all, I have lived through all this gunfire and hail of bullets, so it is normal for me to be in poor health."

When Xiao Jinchu mentioned his father's words, he thought of what Luo Mingzhi once said to him, that his father's health was getting worse day by day, and he should cherish the relationship between father and son. At that time, he didn't think of anything, nor did he feel anything.

Now seeing his father's increasingly thin face, his slightly hunched waist, and his pair of rough hands, how could he feel at ease? He must have regretted the way he had felt about him over the years.

In the past few years, Xiao Nanfang's health condition has been worrying, and he was also under a lot of pressure, so he didn't want them to know many things. But now it has come to the point where he can no longer hide it.

Xiao Jinchu walked out of the room and seemed like a different person. He suddenly went outside to smoke a cigarette. The smoke surrounded his face and his expression was completely wrong. He was indeed feeling very uncomfortable and distressed. Every time he closed his eyes, he would think of his childhood when his father would bring him toys and snacks when he came back from the army.

Although his father was seldom around at that time, he was the king among children of the same age and the object of envy of everyone. Indeed, others could not even have enough snacks for three meals a day, let alone eat snacks, but he not only had snacks to eat, but also had new clothes to wear every year. All of these were earned by his father's hard work outside. However, he never thought that his father only thought about him during this break and ignored the feelings of him and his mother.

But at least his life from childhood to adulthood, although not very good, was much better than others. This was what his father brought him.

As he grew up, he felt worse and worse about his father and often talked back to him. Thinking back now, it was really a bit inappropriate.

Yan Shuhua saw Xiao Jinchu standing outside. He walked over and put the coat he had taken from his hand on his shoulders, then patted him on the back gently: "What are you thinking about? Why have you suddenly become so indecisive?"

Xiao Jinchu glanced at Yan Shuhua who suddenly appeared behind him, his face full of doting: "It's just that I suddenly thought of some things in the past, and it seems that my mood has become a little bad."

Although Yan Shuhua didn't know what kind of emotional rift existed between him and his son, at least now the two of them were much better than before. Just from the words spoken during the meal just now, Yan Shuhua felt that the gap between them was slowly being resolved.

"Jinchu, do you know what I particularly want to do now?" Yan Shuhua suddenly felt tears welling up in his eyes, as if the tears were about to burst out.

"What are you thinking about?" Xiao Jinchu was not a worm in Yan Shuhua's stomach, so he certainly didn't understand anything, so he could only look at her quietly. Yan Shuhua suddenly stretched out his hand to hold his neck, then leaned forward and whispered in her ear, "I suddenly want to give birth to a child for you."

Xiao Jinchu had never known what this feeling was like before, but what he thought now was that if one day she gave birth to a child, and he was too busy to take care of the child, so that his child would have a bad relationship with him in the future, this would really make him feel guilty and sad.

Although he wanted to spend more time with his child, everyone has helpless moments. Isn't it because he wants his child and his mother to live a better life that he works so hard? Xiao Jinchu didn't realize this before, but now he suddenly realized it, so his guilt towards his father became deeper and deeper.

It's not that Xiao Nanfang doesn't care about them, but he has been working hard for the future. Otherwise, he wouldn't have such a good life. If one day, he has to go out to work for the family's life, will the children at home dislike him? When he thought of this, he felt heartbroken. If his children really treated him like this, he would be very sad.

"And I believe that if our child is born, you will definitely be a very good father."

It was unexpected for Yan Shuhua that he could give up his career in order to accompany him. Now that he could do this, he would definitely be able to interpret the word father well in front of his children in the future.