Yan Shuhua casually put on a coat and walked out: "What's wrong, Uncle Li?"
"Dagang, Dagang is missing. If I wasn't anxious, I wouldn't have come looking for you!"
Originally, the father and son were having a good meal today, but after the meal, Li Dagang disappeared and he didn't show up until so late. After all, he is now a disabled person with one leg missing. How could his father let him be alone outside?
But after searching for a long time, he really couldn't find him, so he came to bother Yan Shuhua. After all, Li Dagang and Yan Shuhua had been in contact more during this period, so they might know where he went.
Yan Shuhua felt very strange and scratched his head, expressing his frustration: "No way, didn't Dagang always like to take the exam? How come he suddenly disappeared?"
The college entrance examination is tomorrow. If you don't rest well at this time, who knows where he is? Isn't this going to make the whole family anxious? Besides, Li Dagang's current physical condition is worrying! "Uncle Li, don't worry, I'll go look for him right away, I may know where he is." Yan Shuhua looked at Li Pingshu and Zhang Caixia who were so anxious that they could sweat in such a cold weather, and knew how serious the matter was. How could they sleep now?
Xiao Jinchu thought that it was already so late, and it would be too unsafe to let Yan Shuhua go out alone, so he said he wanted to go with her.
When going out, Xiao Jinchu brought an extra coat for Yan Shuhua to put on to prevent her from catching a cold.
Yan Shuhua thought about it and felt that Li Dagang might be in the English training class, so she hurried over. Because the training class had been cancelled, there were not many people there. But Li Dagang was sitting there alone, and no one knew what he was thinking. He seemed like a statue.
"Dagang, why are you running here alone? Do you know how worried your parents are about you? They can't find you anywhere." Yan Shuhua saw that Li Dagang was such a grown-up, but still made his parents so worried. To be honest, she was really unhappy in her heart.
"Shuhua..." Li Dagang was in a very gloomy mood. His face was filled with a solemn expression, as if he had sunk to the bottom of the valley. He was dying and had no signs of life.
Yan Shuhua was blaming him in the last second, but he couldn't blaming him in the next second.
"Did something happen? How did he suddenly become like this?" Seeing Li Dagang looking lifeless, Yan Shuhua felt bad too, honestly. Especially since it was so cold at night and he was only wearing a short-sleeved shirt, how could he not be frozen.
Li Dagang felt as if something was blocking his heart and was extremely uncomfortable. He really couldn't utter a word, and all the words that came to his lips were swallowed back.
"Haven't you been waiting for the day of the college entrance examination? Now that the college entrance examination has finally arrived, you should be fully prepared to face it."
Tomorrow will be the first day of the college entrance examination. There will definitely be a lot of people. If I don’t rest well, how can I cope with this exam tomorrow? And so many people are looking forward to it. It’s not easy to recover.
"I used to be very confident in myself, but I don't know why, as the time for the college entrance examination approached, I felt particularly scared." Li Dagang suddenly lost confidence in himself.
"What's there to be afraid of? You've been preparing for this for so long, are you still afraid of something that happens in a short time?"
In fact, Li Dagang was not afraid of failing the exam, but when he looked at his empty leg, he wondered if those people would look at him as if he were a freak if he took the exam in this state.
After all, many people are making fun of him these days, saying that he doesn't have the ability to get into college. This is really a big blow to him as a disabled person.
"Just tell me what's on your mind. If you don't say it, your parents will be worried."
"Shuhua, I did know before that only by passing the college entrance examination can my reputation gradually improve, but now I feel more and more that this possibility is really too small, and I heard that many people are going to take the college entrance examination this time, so whether I can pass it is still a big question."
Li Dagang sighed. Thinking about Shen Mengmeng's affairs and his own affairs, he was really depressed.
"What are you worried about? You've already signed up, so you should treat it as normal."
Just when Li Dagang didn't know what to say, Xiao Jinchu suddenly walked in and said something to him.
"If you still insist on doing this at this point, then what do you think we should do? You've already said that you'll take good care of your future, but now you're backing down. A man must have the most basic responsibility, but not only do you not take responsibility, you're also always expecting others to help you?"
Xiao Jinchu's words hit home: "Do you think Shuhua can help you temporarily, but can it help you for the rest of your life? You can't even get over the hurdle in your heart, what else are you going to do?"
Yan Shuhua was particularly afraid that Xiao Jinchu's words would irritate Li Dagang. Li Dagang was already a little mentally stimulated, and if he was stimulated like this, who knew what would happen next.
So she quickly stopped Xiao Jin and told him not to talk anymore, but Xiao Jinchu was very angry when he saw the cowardly look of Li Dagang, and he just wanted to stimulate his manly self-confidence once again, so he used this kind of provocation.
"Now many people are saying that you don't understand your own attitude to do this thing, but have you ever thought about the fact that you have no self-confidence at all, and you still expect others to say something to you? If you really want others to stop saying anything to you, the best way is to prove yourself with actions, and let them know in the college entrance examination that you are not the kind of person who will be looked down upon."
Xiao Jinchu's words were decisive and not at all euphemistic, but Li Dagang felt a strong shock when he heard them.
In fact, he had no confidence in himself before, otherwise he would not have stopped pursuing Yan Shuhua halfway through. And later, after what happened and he lost a leg, he became even more afraid. So when he heard these words now, he was hit hard. What Xiao Jinchu said was indeed right. He didn't take himself seriously enough.