Chapter 611: Alone and helpless



After all, Bai Shanshan can only blame herself for not persuading Zhang Dashu properly when she drew that lot, which led to Zhang Dashu becoming what he is now. It's all her own responsibility.

Why didn't she persuade Zhang Dashu properly at the beginning? She didn't want to live a happy life, she just wanted her to live in her world.

But it was too late to say anything now, she really regretted it.

The poor child in her belly disappeared before even seeing his father. This was a nightmare for Bai Shanshan. She felt so miserable and wished she could be trusted and loved by others.

Bai Shanshan knew how much Zhang Dashu loved her a hundred times better than anyone else. Now that she had fallen to this point, she knew that she had done something wrong.

Looking at Zhang Dashu through the glass, at his pale and haggard face, who could understand the pain in Bai Shanshan's heart?

All the bitterness and pain were swallowed back into my stomach. I don’t know what will happen to me in the end, but the current outcome is the worst.

She stammered, watching Zhang Dashu become like this, watching him fall into this fate, her heart felt as if a knife was stabbed into her heart, it hurt so much that she even felt pain when breathing.

Zhang Dashu held the microphone, who could know the pain in his heart? Every word he uttered with tears was so heartbreaking. He was speechless because it would be in vain even if he said it. No one could understand the pain he was feeling now.

His child, the woman he loved most, he was leaving her forever.

"Shanshan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry to my child..." When Zhang Dashu was about to be taken away by the police, he kept shouting that he was sorry to Bai Shanshan and that he would always be sorry to her. The people he felt most sorry for in this life were her and her child. If there was another life, he would never do these stupid things again if he had the chance.

But there is no chance anymore.

There will never, ever be another chance.

Bai Shanshan had been staying strong the whole time, not shedding any tears. But when Zhang Dashu was taken away by the police, she could no longer hold back her tears, which flowed directly down, soaking her clothes. She vented out all her pain: "Dashu... Dashu..."

These tears were all from Bai Shanshan. She had been holding back and unwilling to shed them these past few days, but now these tears had become her tears of hardship.

On the day when Zhang Dashu was executed, Bai Shanshan didn't know how she survived. She couldn't even shed tears because all her tears had dried up.

In order to protect this child, Bai Shanshan offended too many people, but only Yan Shuhua stood behind her and told her that he would work hard with her and ensure that the child would not lose the father's love and would continue to live.

"Shuhua, if Yan Shuhua wasn't by my side, I don't know what I would do." Bai Shanshan's life suddenly fell into the abyss.

After a few days, Yan Shuhua wanted to come and see how Bai Shanshan was doing. Who would have thought that she would become so distracted all of a sudden? To be honest, Yan Shuhua felt like a knife was cutting his heart. It was just now, and he didn't know what would happen in the future. So Yan Shuhua asked her again: "Shanshan, are you mentally prepared? Are you sure you want to raise this child by yourself?"

After all, raising a child is not as simple as they think. Even if she has the help of her parents-in-law, what about the parents of the child in the future? If the child asks her where her father is when she grows up, they don’t even know how to answer this question.

The child was born without a father. If Bai Shanshan remarried, what would happen to the child? Perhaps the child would become a burden and an encumbrance, just as the aunt said. But for the Zhang family, this was a spiritual compensation after losing their son.

Zhang's parents have always been grateful to Bai Shanshan, thanking her for leaving a bloodline for the Zhang family. After all, she is Zhang Dashu's only child. Whether it is a son or a daughter, this is the best.

Although Bai Shanshan had experienced such a trauma, she remained strong and blamed herself for all the suffering.

Anyway, she has decided to keep the child, so she can't think about those impossibilities anymore. Anyway, her parents and parents-in-law will help her. She should be grateful that she has two pairs of parents who are so good to her.

Things have finally come to an end, and Bai Shanshan has slowly walked out of these shadows, but the state of her heart can never be made up for. It will only take longer and longer time to get out of this shadow.

Yan Shuhua's medicine shop finally opened successfully. On the first day, many people came to see it, and the business was pretty good. He was really happy. Even Fan Zhiqiang and A Ling came, and of course Shen Hongmei. These people rushed over from Xiaowa Village overnight.

Xiao Nanfang chose a pretty good location for Yan Shuhua, and also chose a very good day for her. On this heart-warming and exciting day, the second branch of the China Pharmacy was finally successfully opened in the capital.

When the red cloth on the medicine shop was lifted, the shining words "China Medicine Shop" shone, instantly illuminating Yan Shuhua's eyes, making her feel suddenly filled with passion.

The greetings from everyone and the glory that the pharmacy brought her made her feel extremely excited for a moment.

Yan Shuhua had never thought that there would be such a day. She was so excited that she didn't know what words to use to describe her excitement at this moment.

After all, this pharmacy is the result of all Yan Shuhua's life's hard work. She has put all her heart into it, and she has really given everything for it.

"Congratulations, your wish has finally come true." Xiao Jinchu told Yan Shuhua these words in person. In order to make her feel even happier, he also gave her a necklace as a wish gift.


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