However, these comparisons were all done secretly, without Dong Guanliang's mother knowing anything about it. Later, Dong Guanliang and Xiao Zhuo were born within two months of each other.
Even in this environment, Xiao Zhuo's mother still compared herself with her children after they were born. She would say things like, "Your child has a tooth, but mine hasn't even started yet." "Your child can sit up, but mine has only just started rolling over." With the birth of her two children, Xiao Zhuo's mother often made these comparisons.
At that time, Dong Guanliang's mother thought that Xiao Zhuo's mother was anxious about her child growing up, and she often advised her not to be anxious, saying that every child's growth and nutritional absorption are different. Later, Xiao Zhuo's mother simply refused to listen to the advice. Since she was unwilling to listen, Dong Guanliang's mother stopped caring.
When he was little, he didn't know what to do, so he just thought his mother told him to do something. Later, when he grew up and became more sensible, Xiao Zhuo felt that he was born just to be compared to Dong Guanliang by his mother. It was like taking a test at school. Dong Guanliang was a natural genius, while Xiao Zhuo was just a child with an average IQ, a little bit smarter than the average person. How could he possibly study better than Dong Guanliang? So, Xiao Zhuo lived with scolding and the constant curse: "Look at Dong Guanliang..."
This sentence was Xiao Zhuo's nightmare, haunting him every night as a child. Even after Dong Guanliang went to college, got married, moved abroad, and divorced, the scene of his scolding still haunted Xiao Zhuo. Now in middle age, understanding his mother, he's become more understanding of many things, and his childhood nightmares have eased somewhat. But whenever he's stressed out or under intense work pressure, even now, the nightmares still reappear during his downtime.
There is a way to ease the situation, that is to find a woman, Xiao Zhuo... No... Now she should be called Lao Zhuo. This was also discovered after Lao Zhuo cheated for the first time when he was in his forties.
At that time, he was still working in the local area. It was the season for harvesting wheat. Because Lao Zhuo was a leader sent down from above, he had to take the lead, so he took the lead in leading the members to the fields to harvest wheat.
It started to rain while they were cutting the grass. The members ran around to the nearby mountains to find caves to shelter from the rain. Lao Zhuo ran into an empty cave. Just as he took off Shi Tou's shirt, a girl of about seventeen or eighteen years old came in. She was wearing a short-sleeved Dacron shirt.
This kind of clothing was worn almost exclusively in the summer, but once it got wet it would become transparent and stick to the body.
It was the first time for Lao Zhuo to be alone with a young girl, and they were not wearing any outer clothes, so they had sex naturally.
That time, Lao Zhuo felt very happy. The feeling of sleeping with his wife at home was different. It was simply a great pleasure. That night, Lao Zhuo slept a rare good night's sleep.
Like an addiction, he began to keep mistresses. They didn't last long, changing every three to five months. He wanted the quick, fresh, and exciting feeling. He didn't expect to start exercising later. He was timid to begin with, so he was just working honestly at work.
Later, I felt relieved when I saw Dong Guanliang being criticized. But then I felt unsatisfied, so I wrote a letter of denunciation overnight to secretly report him. On the third day, I saw Dong Guanliang was only left with one breath after being criticized. The pressure in my heart for so many years collapsed in an instant.
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