"Okay! Yan'er, I won't go. Don't think about anything else. I just want to come see you, I just want to see you."
Bei Ming Haotian stared at her retreating figure with fascination. Five years had passed since they last met. In the bronze mirror, he saw a stunningly beautiful woman who had long since shed her youthful naiveté. She was the woman he, Bei Ming Haotian, loved most in his life. After seeing her, he would personally kill the woman who had caused him unbearable pain.
"So late? What brings you here?"
Nangong Ziyan wanted to change the subject so that she would feel better.
"Yan'er, it's been five years? Why haven't you come back?"
"Will I come back to see you and Baili Yuechan living happily ever after?"
Nangong Ziyan roared in anguish. The events that had happened before she fell off the cliff were still vivid in her mind, which suddenly agitated her. If he hadn't suddenly become ruthless towards her, would she have stayed away from Shennong Realm for five years?
"Yan'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, it's all my fault."
Bei Ming Haotian could no longer hold back. He instantly teleported to her side, hugged her tightly in his arms, and murmured apologetic words over and over again.
Smelling the familiar fragrance and scent, he almost closed his eyes in ecstasy. He missed her so much, so very much. So many nights, she appeared in his dreams. Every time he tried to hold her, she would vanish instantly, becoming a piercing pain that would haunt him every night. Now, the real feeling of holding her in his arms made him truly happy.
"You bastard, do you know how much it hurt me when you treated me like that? Do you know the despair and pain I felt when you let go? How could you be so heartless as to let go? How could you...?"
Nangong Ziyan turned around and pounded her hands on Beiming Haotian's chest, complaining incessantly. Five years of accumulated pain and tears collapsed in an instant.
Bei Ming Haotian held her tightly, letting her vent and hit him. The pain in his body was nothing compared to the pain in his heart. He knew her despair, her pain, her fear and terror. He understood everything. How could he not understand?
After a long time, Nangong Ziyan was probably tired. She fell into Beiming Haotian's arms and sobbed softly. She wanted to ignore him, but the moment he embraced her, the defenses in her heart completely collapsed. Deep in her heart, she still loved him deeply.
Countless nights have passed, but his image remains in her heart, never disappearing. Every night at the bottom of the cliff, beautiful dreams turn into beautiful sorrows. After each heartbreak, she still remembers the purest time they spent together.
Bei Ming Haotian's lips moved to her earlobe, and he whispered, "Yan'er, forgive me, okay? That will never happen again. If you don't forgive me, I will really go crazy. Every night I miss you, my longing grows wildly on my head. When I'm in despair, I look up at the night sky and countless shining stars are like countless hopes, making me believe that you will come back to my side. Everything I have, even my soul, is ignited because of you. Every night I dream of you, I hope you can come out of the dream and never let you leave me again. Every morning when I wake up, I think that I can see you as soon as I open my eyes. I hope for all sorts of appearances of you, which has kept me going until now. Yan'er, I really can't live without you. Without you by my side, I'm like a walking corpse."
Bei Ming Haotian tightened his arms around her, as if he wanted to meld the person in his arms into his very bones, as if only in this way could he feel at ease.
"Haotian, you're choking me to death." Nangong Ziyan struggled slightly, barely able to breathe.
"Yan'er, what do you mean by dead or alive? You're not allowed to talk nonsense, you're not allowed to talk nonsense, understand?"
Bei Ming Haotian loosened his grip slightly and quickly reprimanded her. The word "death" was too sensitive and too terrifying for him. He didn't want to hear it from her mouth, as it would instill fear in him for no reason.
-End of this chapter-
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