During those years, I was constantly killing, cultivating, and killing. I killed many people. At the time, I didn't know what life was. Later, whenever I think back, I can always hear their wronged souls echoing in my mind.
Later, the Marshal told me that he was leaving, but he would find me a perfect husband. I didn't know what "perfect husband" meant, but I knew that the Marshal's mission must be completed. I was the sword in the Marshal's hand, and I did whatever he asked me to do.
I married you and became your queen. You always said that you had no feelings for me, no love, and that you only wanted to avoid disappointing the Marshal.
[But I don't know what love is, but I also feel that I can't let the Marshal down.]
【What is love...?】
You keep saying you don't love me, and I don't know what love is, but I can feel the warmth and... the beating of my heart from your every move.
【Perhaps, I think this is love? So I want to follow you, even if you will eventually grow old, but in my heart.】
[You will always be my emperor, my...lover.]
After the woman finished speaking, she looked at Lin Dang quietly.
Lin Dang was stunned. This was the first time the woman spoke so much.
From her life experience to her adoption by Wan, she became a bad person, a machine that only knew how to kill.
Later, she became his queen.
Her life was very similar to his, yet fundamentally different.
She never resisted any of this.
When she was an orphan, she accepted the fact that she was an orphan calmly. When she became a killing machine, she followed Wan's orders diligently and killed, even if she didn't know why.
When she became his queen, she diligently fulfilled her duties as a good queen, gentle and considerate, but she never had any emotions of her own.
Lin Dang was stunned for a long time.
What is the meaning of love?
This is probably what the woman has been looking for for more than a hundred years.
Just because of what he said, he didn't love her.
She searched for love for more than a hundred years, and finally came up with this sentence.
Your Majesty, you are my emperor, and more importantly, my lover.
In Lin Dang's opinion, this sentence is more sincere and heartfelt in showing filial piety to parents than ten thousand sentences.
This is what the woman said after more than a hundred years.
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