Chapter 116
Xue Wuliang's heart choked: "I will be sad too."
When you are in love, you say he has a broad chest and a pot belly, but when you don’t feel anything, all that’s left is his belly... Woman, you are so fickle!
Xue Wuliang tried to attack Luo Wendi's conscience with his eyes.
But Luo Wendi was too lazy to even look at him again.
Xue Wuliang sighed deeply: "What on earth is going on?"
"You eat so much and you ask me why?"
"I'm asking about Lao Liu!"
"Oh... Lao Liu..."
Luo Wendi stopped talking again.
She really didn't know what to say. After a long pause, she finally said, "Maybe I'm just not cut out to be a mother. I kind of... hate him."
Luo Wendi had some difficulty in speaking, but she still spoke. Just like Xue Wuliang, some words can be said, and no matter what the result is, she will feel much more relaxed.
Although she kept trying to cover it up and pretend that she was just a weird person.
She no longer saw those children and did not easily care about the affairs of the village, unless they came to her or made too much trouble, otherwise she would not care about anything. But some things were like thorns deeply embedded in the flesh. If they were not left for too long, not only would they not disappear, but the wound would also fester and fester.
The only way to heal it is to prick it and squeeze it out.
Luo Wendi is trying to do that.
But the thorn in her flesh is the child she gave birth to. How can she let it go?
Xue Wuliang was just as confused as she was: "Do you hate him because of me?"
Luo Wendi's sadness was interrupted. She pouted and glanced at Xue Wuliang, then rolled her eyes in disgust and looked away.
"It's disgusting, don't say such things."
All they could say was... they had loved, hated, and then moved on. Disgusted? Was she free?
Xue Wuliang is not someone you can't show off, so there is nothing to regret about getting along with him.
Luo Wendi also wondered if she was just deceiving herself, but she really wasn't. She had no feelings for this person...at all.
It's simply that I can't bear to leave this family business that I have spent money, manpower and effort to build with him.
So this matter has nothing to do with Xue Wuliang.
But Xue Wuliang would rather this matter had nothing to do with him: "You have such a shallow appetite, why don't you just check if you are pregnant or not."
It is easier to accept an unfortunate child who is not of his blood than to give up the heir he has carefully cultivated.
So it really couldn't be that her personality changed drastically because she was pregnant?
"Have you ever heard of a child who could be carried for years?"
Luo Wendi also hoped that something was wrong with her, but she was fine.
Not only did she hate Xue Lang, she also cared about him, which was why she said she wanted to replace the owner of the manor.
If you trace the root of the problem, you will find that she stopped loving this child a long time ago.
The initial suspicion arose in the first few months after Xue Lang was born.
She still remembered that it was difficult for her body to get pregnant, and even if she did, the baby might not survive. So after she became pregnant with Xue Lang, she was particularly careful. No matter what medicine the doctor prescribed or what he told her to do, she cooperated obediently. She ate countless unpalatable things, drank countless medicines, and had countless injections. Xue Wuliang was the same. No matter how busy he was, he would rush back and use his spiritual power every day to nourish the little thing in her belly.
Just so that he could survive, survive healthily, not curled up in her belly lifeless like a stone, but fiercely and fiercely, doing somersaults and trying to kick her belly, making her love and hate this little thing like everyone else.
They all tried their best.
Even got back some of the old affection.
But it still doesn't work, he will be out in eight months.
Luo Wendi thought...it doesn't matter, he has grown almost as big as a full-term baby, it's impossible for him to die so easily.
So even in her pain, she did not forget to ask Xue Wuliang to give benefits to the child.
But when she gave birth to the child exhausted, the house suddenly became very quiet.
The child won't cry.
He is dead.
I don't know when it happened.
She was naturally grief-stricken and cried as she said her final goodbye to him. However, at this moment, he came back to life in her arms and grinned at her.
Luo Wendi quickly raised his leg and slapped him, making him cry.
Then she hugged her lost and found child and cried bitterly.
He waved his little hands on her face as if wiping her tears.
At that time, Luo Wendi really loved him and never suspected that a demon might have taken over his body.
But after all, she is not blind, deaf or confused, so she often feels a little awkward.
This child seemed to love to play with the breast while he was nursing.
Occasionally, he would show a look that was a little unlike that of a child.
He is also extremely smart.
As soon as he saw her and Xue Wuliang, he started babbling and talking to them with a giggle.
But he had no reaction when he saw others. Even his wet nurses and Aunt Zhang who accompanied him every day rarely saw him smile.
And he never cries or makes a fuss except when he needs to eat, drink, defecate or urinate.
He already had six children before him. Although Luo Wendi had never raised them, he had seen many of them. How could he not know what the children looked like?
She became suspicious at that time and tried some methods to test him, but he didn't react at all. Only then did Luo Wendi feel relieved.
She just thought he was exceptionally intelligent and she was overthinking it. He grew up day by day, and without her teaching him, he knew how to please his father and be friendly with his brothers, sometimes even going too far in his deliberateness.
But for a kid, being able to do this is already pretty good. Luo Wendi almost thought he was a one-in-a-million genius.
But it’s not.
He studied very hard and practiced martial arts, and he had good talent, but his other brothers were not much worse.
Those moments of extraordinary intelligence seemed fleeting and disappeared in the past, and this became more and more true as he grew older.
For example, other people's talents will grow with age as long as they are not wasted, but his has already... grown up.
This analogy is not very appropriate, because it’s not that he hasn’t grown at all, it’s just that he has grown very little.
No matter how hard he tried, Luo Wendi always felt that he was essentially a mediocre and stupid kid pretending to be smart. When his brothers were younger, he could gain the upper hand by being more clever, but after his brothers grew up to be clever, his advantage disappeared.
He probably could feel it too.
So his actions became more and more radical, and his methods became more and more difficult for her to accept, especially in the matter of Seventeen.
He behaved extremely strangely. Before he even brought the child back home, he already wanted Seventeen to live in his yard.
The words sounded very nice, but Luo Wendi felt that he had bad intentions.
It's like he became friends with Eleven just to make Eleven his thug.
What does he want to do with Seventeen, who has nothing?
Luo Wendi couldn't figure it out, but she knew very well that she couldn't go on any longer.
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