Chapter 102
At first, she was still pretending to sleep, but after staying in the quilt for too long, her head became dizzy and soon Yunmian fell into a deep sleep.
Yun Mengjin looked back, put down her pen, and pulled out the sweaty little girl who was sleeping in the quilt, and gently covered her with the thin quilt.
Then he sat down at the table again, holding the pen and continued writing.
The system was a little curious about what she was writing, and took advantage of the fact that she couldn't see it to fly over and take a peek.
Then it silently flew back to the windowsill and squatted in the corner, looking timid.
On the surface, the ball looked calm and composed, but in its heart it had already burst into tears.
Woohoo, what kind of monster is the host's mother? Why did she discover her existence again? !
This is not fair!
Even more unscientific!!
The system huddled in the gray corner of the windowsill, feeling wronged, hating itself for its curiosity that was enough to kill a cat!
Why did you want to take that look?
Isn't it okay not to be curious?
Why are you so curious?
Wouldn’t it be better to just look at the moon?
If I wasn't curious, I wouldn't peek. If I didn't peek, I wouldn't see the host mother writing "Who are you?" all over the paper.
system:"……"
Who dares to answer? It dares not!
But how was he discovered?!
This world doesn't talk at all!
The system hid in the corner and trembled.
After writing the question "Who are you?", Yun Mengjin tore the paper from the notebook, tore it into pieces bit by bit, and then threw it into the trash can next to her.
The system wanted to cry even more when it saw this scene through the window crack. Such a big ball squatted in the corner of the window like a shivering quail, its heart full of fear for its host mother.
Especially when listening to the sound of paper being torn into pieces cleanly and neatly, I always feel like I am that piece of paper. Once discovered by the host's mother, I will be torn into pieces by her without mercy.
QAQ, Mianmian, don't sleep anymore, come and save your system!!!
Yunmian rested her little hands on her heaving belly and slept soundly with her eyes closed.
Yun Mengjin picked up the pen again, but this time the system did not dare to take even a peek.
He just stared at Yun Mengjin's every move with a little panic, afraid that she would do something else that would scare the system to death.
But if it were to take another closer look, it would find that what Yun Mengjin was writing this time had nothing to do with it at all.
Yun Mengjin is currently writing a career plan.
It is her own career plan.
After just two days on the show, Yun Mengjin seemed to see a glimmer of light seeping out from the future through repeated conversations and interactions with her daughter.
But the most crucial reason that made her try her best to control her world-weariness and suppress the desire to end this life with death was because of the invisible strange existence last night who was able to command her daughter to accurately find the medicine bottle from the bag and know how much medicine to take.
Yun Mengjin didn't know what that thing was.
But since the other party was able to tell the daughter how to take the medicine, it means that he can read, communicate with the daughter, and hide completely so that no one else can discover his existence.
Yun Mengjin assumed that he was probably a wandering ghost.
I don’t know why I can talk to my daughter, but it seems that I have a more magical conversation ability. At least my daughter can communicate normally with the other party without speaking.
Then Yun Mengjin would assume that this wandering soul probably had made some kind of contract with her daughter, or was able to directly enter her daughter's body and read her thoughts.
After observing her daughter for a whole day, Yun Mengjin discovered that her daughter would sometimes look in a certain direction on purpose, and she guessed that was where the other person was.
In other words, the above speculation that he could directly occupy his daughter's body can be temporarily ruled out, and the possibility of a binding relationship such as a contract is more likely.
After reaching these conclusions, Yun Mengjin did not let down his guard.
Because she didn't know whether that existence would know her plans and ideas, and whether it would guide her daughter to act and think according to its ideas little by little without anyone knowing.
Even though he helped her daughter save herself last night, Yun Mengjin would not be so shallow as to think that he was a good and kind person.
The other party has been staying with my daughter all this time, so he must have some purpose, or maybe there is something special about my daughter.
Just these two guesses are enough to break Yun Mengjin's long-held thoughts of death.
Her life had become so bad, and she had lost all hope countless times for various reasons in the past five years, but this did not mean that she could die without regrets when she found out that her daughter's future might be full of hidden worries.
Before this, she was abused and accused by the whole world, and she was labeled with disgusting labels. Countless people tapped on their keyboards, and the dirty words turned into sharp needles and knives, stabbing her all over and bleeding, and gradually wearing away all her hopes and aspirations for life.
But my daughter is different.
Yun Mengjin has given up the idea of leaving the world with her daughter. Mianmian's life has just begun. As a mother, she always hopes that her baby can live happily and healthily and grow up safely and smoothly.
She already had a lot of love and guilt for her daughter, so she could only imagine that her daughter's future would be smooth sailing so that she could arrange all the funeral affairs with peace of mind before leaving.
Yun Mengjin admitted that she was selfish, but even such a selfish person could not abandon her daughter to die with a clear conscience when she knew that there were unknown dangers lurking around her, adding another shadow of death to the child's already dark and difficult childhood.
She can't do it.
Perhaps this is harder than death for a mother.
So after a day and night of struggle and thinking, Yun Mengjin covered the camera in the room, sat at the table and quietly wrote down part of his future career plan.
She knew very well that her current weight gain and out-of-shape figure were due to drugs and hormones, which were very difficult to lose weight. At least she had tried hard for three whole years but had not lost much weight. Instead, her mental condition became increasingly serious, so she had to rely on more drugs for treatment and control. After such a vicious cycle, her health had reached a very serious critical point.
In this situation, it is impossible for her to continue filming. Not to mention the issue of her ranking, once she gets into the role, if she loses control of her emotions and collapses her mind again, everything may become worse than it is now.
But she has been in the entertainment industry since graduation. Everything she comes into contact with is related to that circle, and all her connections are in that circle.
After calm thinking, Yun Mengjin was not prepared to leave this circle and start from scratch in another unfamiliar industry.
She is a person who knows how to play to her strengths and avoid her weaknesses, so after eliminating all the unsuitable directions for herself, there is only one major option left.
Behind the scenes.
The sharp tip of the pen paused for a moment on these two words. After a few seconds, she continued to list most of the behind-the-scenes positions that she was relatively familiar with, and made another selection.
Finally, her eyes fell on the word "director".
There is a saying in the circle: "If you are a good actor, you can become a director."
As a film queen, even though Yun Mengjin had been silent for five years, the connections she has cannot be underestimated, especially those working behind the scenes.
After the show ends, she will receive a fairly substantial salary.
With this money, her and her daughter's lives can at least be guaranteed, so she has more energy to plan and work towards this goal.
Of course, it is impossible for her to start directing right at the beginning. Not to mention whether she can direct a script well, it is impossible for the investors to be so stupid as to be willing to invest as a sucker, so she'd better lower her goals first.
For example, learning from a famous director.
Under the bright light, the woman's slightly swollen fingers held the slender pen and she calmly wrote down part of her plan for the future on paper, interspersed with various possible and urgent problems. She then gave the key points one by one with her clear thinking and easily crossed them out.
When death is no longer the only destination in sight, a successful person who was once admired and loved by tens of millions of people will once again rationally and calmly set another shortcut for himself to reach his goal of success.
There is no doubt that she has the confidence and the ability to do so.
Yun Mengjin is not a person who procrastinates, so once she sets a goal and a direction for herself, she will act quickly.
In the next few days, the audience in the live broadcast room clearly noticed some changes in Yun Mengjin.
These changes were not minor, and were so obvious that even Xie Yuan and two other parents, who ate there and attended their daughter's braiding classes every day, noticed some changes in Yun Mengjin, the film queen.
Some of the most daily changes are that Yun Mengjin no longer eats those simple "diet meals" without any oil or water, she no longer weighs herself on the scale in the corner every day, and she no longer skips dinner and only drinks water in order to eat less.
She started eating normally. She might not have eaten much at first, but since she started eating normally, her overall complexion has been gradually getting better.
Some more restrained changes are the changes in Yun Mengjin's overall aura and atmosphere.
Just like a tree that has completely dried up in winter, when everyone thinks it will die in this cold winter, new green buds suddenly sprout on its trunk.
She did not die this winter, nor did she die this summer. She came back to life, when everyone thought it was impossible.
The system originally told Yunmian that her mother had discovered her existence, but before Yunmian had time to discuss with the system uncle how to tell her mother, she keenly noticed the various changes that had accumulated in her mother.
Earlier than others, earlier than everyone else.
But she didn't understand the reason for this change. She just felt that her mother seemed to be gentler and stronger day by day.
So the child followed her own weird consciousness again. Unless her mother asked, she never mentioned anything about Uncle System to her mother.
Yunmian just got up early every day, ran out of the yard before dinner, and picked a handful of beautiful wild flowers on the roadside to replace the flowers in the small flower cup in front of her mother's window from the previous day.
She just writes a lot of praises for her mother in her diary every day, and pesters her mother for lots of hugs and kisses. She follows her mother around like a follower every day, and she wants to hold her little heart in front of her mother, and then tell the whole world loudly that she loves her mother the most.
The update is in the middle of the night, don't wait, go to bed early, you can see it when you wake up tomorrow~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated the nutrient solution:
20 bottles of salt and pepper;
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